On 10/24/13, Sael Jasmua <
saeljasmua@... wrote:
If you achieve the Godhead you don't reincarnate because you don't die.
Not to worry... Best you do worry, because that worry will spur your
determination to reach it in this lifetime. You'll retain your progress, but
you won't remember it, so it could be years before you remember.
On 24 Oct 2013, at 02:15, Mel <
trurevelations333@... wrote:
Ok. Thanks. Are you saying I won't have to worry about falling victim
to the enemy if I don't raise my serpent in this life? I'm fairly
advanced at meditating and have a lot of experience meditating, I just
can't imagine why I wouldn't achieve the godhead in this life when
I've come so far... I got through my awakening. My crown is blocked
but I'm working on that, so it should only take a few days to fix
that. I like meditating because I know it increases the strength of my
soul and when I meditate (aside from fighting for Father), I feel like
a good satanist. I happen to be a girl who obsesses with power and
extraordinary ability. I am a bit telekinetic, and plan to increase my
telekinesis through meditation. Before I practice I charge up my aura
with the energy meditation, then I start. As for my spiritual
development, I am giving it my all so I don't have to worry so much
about being reborn. Just out of curiosity would I be reincarnated if I
achieved the godhead in this lifetime?
On 10/23/13, Sael Jasmua <
saeljasmua@... wrote:
If you don't achieve the Godhead in this life, when you reincarnate you
retain all your spiritual progress, just not your memories. With some
work,
you can even tap into the memories from your past lives.
On 23 Oct 2013, at 19:49, Mel <
trurevelations333@... wrote:
i really am worried about what will happen if Father reincarnates
me...
for one thing, my biggest concern is forgetting everything that
happened
in my previous lifetime, another is not wanting to be separated from
my
demon lover (I love him so dearly I can't see myself being separated
from
him), another is being worried about winding up in another xian
household
and having to go through the same struggle as I did when i was a teen,
another having to start over, and worst of all will I be a Satanist in
that future lifetime or will I wind up falling victim to the enemy?
I'm
really super worried about all of this that it's just too damn
overwhelming and I'd much rather not think about it, but I don't think
I
can help but worry about all of this. These are the reasons that when
I
die I want to remain in Hell for eternity so that I don't have to
worry
about these problems. Help please? I need answers...
