I am on the other group as Ariesjupiter feel free to read my comments on the sermon on drugs.
http://josministries.prophpbb.com/topic7094.html
Anyways my account on yahoo probably won't last that is why I don't post here but I like reading the messages but I wanted to reply to this.
Brother what you need to do is go to rehab I agree. Just ignore the xtian stuff if its there and take in the good stuff for you. I am very familiar with the drug culture and the crazy things it will make people do. However don't put yourself down. You are in a good place now don't worry about the past or fret about it. Even if you still do some of those things now you will have to stop the drugs to be able to do it. I unfortunately tried Heroin a couple of times and im here to tell you that it is crazy the feeling so beautiful but it takes your soul and often your life. I never got addicted cause someone intervened luckily after only the second time an educated me on it more. I regret ever trying it. If I could go back that would be one thing id never do but its my fault I own up to it. I admit my mistake and move on I wont do it again. Yes you can meditate all day long but you need help from something outside of yourself to get over it. You will never heal if you keep using.
Now you may need some medications to get yourself off the drugs and they may be harmful but they are less harmful than the drug itself, and its better to try and come off of them than the drugs. It more like buys you some time to learn meditation and open yourself and at the very least you won't be out there doing what you probably do (unless your very wealthy) to get your drugs. Meditate and try to get off everything.
Now I don't look down on you or judge you its great you found Satanism. I know for a fact addiction is mental torment often beyond what a reasonable person can even handle. So they break down to get the drug and do anything just to take the torment away. It is completely understandable but fixable. See the person no longer even has a choice. What they do is give into a power outside themselves. This is bad but can be fixed.
Some good meditations are Kundalini Yoga (within reason go slow cause too much can unbalance you further)
Aum Suryae (Sun Mantra) in solar plaxus 108 or more times. Affirming that chakra is empowered and you are free of your addiction (AH-OU-MM S-OU-RR-YAH-YAY)
Here is another good mantra do this 20 times daily in Solar Plexus AH-OU-MM SH-RR-EE RR-AA-OU-MM YAH-EE RR-AA-OU-MM YAH-EE YAH-EE RR-AA-OU-MM
The munka working along with or ansuz 108 times times a day can help. Thors Hammer (if I remember right) I can't find this one anymore but I have used it for years on stuff mantra can be used as well (MM-EEE-OH-LLL-III-NNN-RRRR) Affirmations can be "I am completely and totally free of crack and heroin in every way I am drug free" something like that or work on one at a time (probably better)
You can do all three 108 times a day if your ambitious.
Don't forget to start out as well with a begging meditation program and clean your aura and chakras a lot. If you are inclined to try it and feel your ready. The energies of Spica help with just about anything negative and get rid of bad energy, also that star doesn't have any negative effects from invoking it. I use it for just about any bad mental state and it helps out quickly.
http://jumk.de/astronomie/img/spika.jpg You can breathe in energy from it.
All this helps. Asking Satan and the Gods for help and advice is great.
Don't judge yourself or feel bad own yourself and what you do love yourself and empower yourself. Be strong and brave like a warrior and never give up or back down you can beat this. Just go headstrong and face your addiction and what you are trying to cover up like a brave man. Don't hide from it and work through it at your pace. Don't just knock on the door of opportunity KICK THE FUCKING THING down and take back your life. Enjoy life and learn to appreciate the little things and beauty in the world. You are in the right place.
Hail Satan
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[email protected], <yogsothoth666999@... wrote :
Firstly you should definitely check yourself into a rehab clinic if it is that bad. Of course you can ask father Satan for help (just picture his sigil in your head and ask him) and also meditating will help TREMENDOUSLY this is a good beginners program
http://webzoom.freewebs.com/satanismgr/ ... stries.pdf
On Wednesday, December 31, 2014 3:11 AM, "Mark Waterhouse waterhouse811@... [JoyofSatan666]" <
[email protected] wrote:
I recently did my dedication to Satan,and do feel stronger and better ...but I am a heroin and crack addict and have been since 1996! As I say,I do feel stronger and am improving slowly but I wondered if there was a way I could ask for His assistance on beating it. It's the lieing it causes me to do as much as anything that I want to stop too.
