I guess it is close or over 5 years now that I've been dedicated. It tend to work alone but I do keep an eye on the forums though I rarely post. There are a few things I wanted share and I also have some questions which I'll throw in as well in a different post.
Several months ago I began to get quite serious with spiritual warfare. While the group here worked on directly attacking and placing curses I took a somewhat different route. My goal was to drain away as much as I could from the bundle of enemy energy, clean it, redirect it into the earth. At the same time scramble their illusion cast over the planet.
I never really had a problem with being attacked outright. I can only speculate as to why though I do believe I got their attention. After a time I began to doubt myself, the effectiveness of what I was doing and everything about Satanism in general. Even though I never stopped power meditations slowly but surely my attacks stopped. Hindsight is always 20-20. My communications with the demons has always been spotty. I have long drought periods and then seem to open up again. In any case I asked Satan for a sign, anything. In the morning hours in that period between waking up I heard a voice in my head. This has only happened twice before.
Maybe it was or it wasn't Satan himself and I'm not sure if this is how he would talk but the message went like this. The light of my shadow still shines over you. My children are still suffering and dying by their hands. There was more but I'll leave it at that.
Don't stop. Keep pushing forward.
Several months ago I began to get quite serious with spiritual warfare. While the group here worked on directly attacking and placing curses I took a somewhat different route. My goal was to drain away as much as I could from the bundle of enemy energy, clean it, redirect it into the earth. At the same time scramble their illusion cast over the planet.
I never really had a problem with being attacked outright. I can only speculate as to why though I do believe I got their attention. After a time I began to doubt myself, the effectiveness of what I was doing and everything about Satanism in general. Even though I never stopped power meditations slowly but surely my attacks stopped. Hindsight is always 20-20. My communications with the demons has always been spotty. I have long drought periods and then seem to open up again. In any case I asked Satan for a sign, anything. In the morning hours in that period between waking up I heard a voice in my head. This has only happened twice before.
Maybe it was or it wasn't Satan himself and I'm not sure if this is how he would talk but the message went like this. The light of my shadow still shines over you. My children are still suffering and dying by their hands. There was more but I'll leave it at that.
Don't stop. Keep pushing forward.