I am dedicated and had worked hard to improve myself for a month or two before a wave of demotivation hit me. I dedicated at a very low point in my life and feel as though I may have made a mistake, and wish to do another but I’m not sure if that would have any negative effects. I need help getting back on the path because I don’t know what to do and I’m not sure where else to ask, and responses would be greatly appreciated.
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Ol argedco luciftias
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If you mean you wish to do the dedication again, that is not necessary. It worked the first time. 
The enemy knows it's going down very fast, so it has been trying very hard to throw curses desperately to try to gain more time. We can do the meditations, do the rtrs, and clean our auras. This helps.
The enemy knows it's going down very fast, so it has been trying very hard to throw curses desperately to try to gain more time. We can do the meditations, do the rtrs, and clean our auras. This helps.If you dedicated you do not need to do it again. I am sure many people who have dedicated felt that something wasn't good enough and felt they may need to it over, including me. But you must not doubt it, Satan knows of your dedication and I am sure other daemons have noticed as well. This path takes a large amount of time, you will succeed and you will fail but there is always something you can learn from these experiences.
Don't beat yourself up either, you are so new and it is a wonderful thing! Become aware of your thoughts; notice when you think negative things about yourself, and try to correct these thoughts. Start small; incorporate meditation time into your day even small amounts of time helps say 15-30 minutes. Find out what times you prefer to meditate, what times you struggle (right before bed anyone?). Try doing the Reverse Torah Rituals or other rituals. This may feel awkward at first but you get used to it with time, and become more confident in your magic and your personal POWER :mrgreen:
I hope this helps you.
Don't beat yourself up either, you are so new and it is a wonderful thing! Become aware of your thoughts; notice when you think negative things about yourself, and try to correct these thoughts. Start small; incorporate meditation time into your day even small amounts of time helps say 15-30 minutes. Find out what times you prefer to meditate, what times you struggle (right before bed anyone?). Try doing the Reverse Torah Rituals or other rituals. This may feel awkward at first but you get used to it with time, and become more confident in your magic and your personal POWER :mrgreen:
I hope this helps you.
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Demotivation is your problem? What area in your life are you feeling this demotivation from? If this is in general you have to understand that not everyday is going to be a good day especially in the SS life, but still, a bad day in a SS life is better than a bad day in a goyim life because you can fix all your problems!
Also, don’t have expectations on the results of meditation and spiritual advancement because it’s gonna make you feel bad if you don’t achieve the exact results you are hoping for.
https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=17842&p=67669&hilit=Expectations#p67669
Also, check the obliterate your saturn thread on the forum as it can help you nicely
Also, don’t have expectations on the results of meditation and spiritual advancement because it’s gonna make you feel bad if you don’t achieve the exact results you are hoping for.
https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=17842&p=67669&hilit=Expectations#p67669
Also, check the obliterate your saturn thread on the forum as it can help you nicely
