Relationships #78530 what to do now?

[AskSatanOperator]

I am from a strong religious backround , but i am SOOO drawn to what ive been told is the "dark side" . Yet the slightest wind from that direction renders me helpless and wanting more. (sry if thats tmi)

 

[The Pythagorean]

Both the dark and the light side are part of the original culture of the Gods. Different systems work at different times, for different reasons, for different people.

That being said, I wouldn't rule this out as a sign from previous lifetimes that you may have been with the Gods in the form of "christian demons". Quite likely if one is European and was drawn here, for example, but certainly not exclusive.

As long as you're not here for misguided reasons, expecting us to be "do what thou wilt" self-worshippers, hedonists, domestic terrorists, or whatever you've heard from this week's fad demonology cult, I don't see an issue with being drawn to the path through a more left hand path approach. There's certainly merit to that philosophy.

 

[the_eye_of_anubis]

Darkness is a symbol, it symbolizes the female part of the soul : https://www.templeofzeus.org/Symbols.php

Zevism has nothing to do with all the crap that the xtians and the kikes spread about it, it's just a tactic to keep people away from real spirituality.

It's normal that you feel attraction towards this path: The Gods are our Original Gods and even if the enemy tried to destroy every trace of Them, Their memory has remained etched in the minds of the Gentiles, it is a visceral bond.

Study the ToZ step by step and do the Dedication Ritual whenever you feel ready.

 

[Soldier Of Light]

I am from a strong religious backround , but i am SOOO drawn to what ive been told is the "dark side" . Yet the slightest wind from that direction renders me helpless and wanting more. (sry if thats tmi)

The connection between good and evil is much deeper than one might imagine. There are certain inherent and inseparable aspects that are important for spiritual development and the balance of the universe. Some people are naturally drawn to, and, let's say, "function best" in, the shadow side. This is what it is, and what it will always be: a perfect balance. You will know what needs to be destroyed, improved, or delighted in, based on consistent practice and genuine contact with our creative source. When you are ready, make the dedication, and you will always be welcome.
“I participate in all the affairs, which those who are without call evil because their nature is not such as they approve.” - Satan, Al Jiwah