The Gods #80083 Why is my life so awful and how can you help me change it?

[Ask Satya Operator]

Am 20 years old from a third world country still live with my parents growed up in a very religious society and allways hated everything Everything is so expensive, even the most basic shit like bread People are ignorant and know nothing about modern world i was a believer using that abrahamic religon as a coping until eventually i was aware how retarded that was i would just rot in my room for waiting for something interesting nope nothing i tried getting a job but couldn't find any i thought maybe i could leave this shit joke of a nation and get visa but still can't afford to go to another country. also i am scared of talking to people or what they’ll think of me and i’m very sexually frustrated due to being raised in a very conservative environment and there is no dating culture like in the west my question how can i change my life for the best? how can you help me out of this misery? i can't continue like that i've considered sucide multiple times but then i thought it was the dumbest way to get rid of my problems

 

[Egon]

• Follow consistently a meditation program, start with the basic Awareness meditations: https://www.templeofzeus.org/Aware.php
• Clean your chakras and aura daily: https://www.templeofzeus.org/Returning_Curses.php
• Do yoga daily: https://libraryofthoth.org/Yoga_Routine.html
• Deprogramming your mind: https://www.templeofzeus.org/Freeing_the_Mind_from_Christianity_and_Islam.php
• Read the Ethics: https://www.templeofzeus.org/EthicsOftheGods.php
• From the Ethics above, you need to apply Bravery, you must overcome your fear of people and keep searching for a job - maybe a physical activity where you meet people, and doing daily Yoga will increase your vitality and confidence.

Aren't there any freelance jobs you can do? Doesn't your country have delivery Apps where you can make food delivery by bicycle without an employer?
Even if not, any country needs people in construction work - they would hardly not want you, or places that need a delivery person. Then learn about investments and save some of your income to invest in your future.

 

[earth.air2222]

An don't forget aura of protection,this plus aura cleaning can do wonders,but listen to
Egon advice to. and as for protection it can shield you from the enemies of mankind, and toxic people in general I know not all gentiles are cupcakes and rainbows especially if they are christian some of the worst are of the abrahamic faiths

 

[Night Sky]

Am 20 years old from a third world country still live with my parents growed up in a very religious society and allways hated everything Everything is so expensive, even the most basic shit like bread People are ignorant and know nothing about modern world i was a believer using that abrahamic religon as a coping until eventually i was aware how retarded that was i would just rot in my room for waiting for something interesting nope nothing i tried getting a job but couldn't find any i thought maybe i could leave this shit joke of a nation and get visa but still can't afford to go to another country. also i am scared of talking to people or what they’ll think of me and i’m very sexually frustrated due to being raised in a very conservative environment and there is no dating culture like in the west my question how can i change my life for the best? how can you help me out of this misery? i can't continue like that i've considered sucide multiple times but then i thought it was the dumbest way to get rid of my problems

Suicide won't fix anything. You will be reincarnated into the same place.
I think you need to follow the meditation programs and then do money spells.

 

[logicalmind]

You need to put yourself on the real path of Zevism.

 

[WiseDragon]

The Gods would never give you something you cannot handle. Have this mentality, and know that you can handle and overcome any situation you find yourself in. Be resourceful and be relentless. Egon gave you some excellent advice.

 

[WishtoTimeTravel]

Suicide won't fix anything. You will be reincarnated into the same place.
I think you need to follow the meditation programs and then do money spells.

Suicide is an exceptionally hard topic.

 

[solosince1995]

Am 20 years old from a third world country still live with my parents growed up in a very religious society and allways hated everything Everything is so expensive, even the most basic shit like bread People are ignorant and know nothing about modern world i was a believer using that abrahamic religon as a coping until eventually i was aware how retarded that was i would just rot in my room for waiting for something interesting nope nothing i tried getting a job but couldn't find any i thought maybe i could leave this shit joke of a nation and get visa but still can't afford to go to another country. also i am scared of talking to people or what they’ll think of me and i’m very sexually frustrated due to being raised in a very conservative environment and there is no dating culture like in the west my question how can i change my life for the best? how can you help me out of this misery? i can't continue like that i've considered sucide multiple times but then i thought it was the dumbest way to get rid of my problems

The yoga and meditations are good ideas. Your 20 years old, you want to move possibly into the states which I think personally is a horrible idea because it’s influence rn isn’t the best .. and what are you bisexual or something? Thats no reason to feel bad.. your 20 years old and you’ve found some great tools to elevate and aid yourself. With all of your posts of all of your crises that come out of nowhere (no offense) have you ever just meditated and did yoga and did it without trying to manifest something your simply not magically ready do and just, meditated for for a good while to reach a higher state of consciousness or well being? Even if it’s only for about an hour or so? Do you meditate that long or is it like somewho have all the gigantic ideas and meditate for maybe 15 mins, say they do yoga but they’re posture and vibrance of there being and character says otherwise, or vibrate a set of mantras and say a couple affirmations and consider it a “working”? What changes are you really making within yourself to have a better idea of the type of life and existence you want to live and exist in?

 

[krysalis88]

Am 20 years old from a third world country still live with my parents growed up in a very religious society and allways hated everything Everything is so expensive, even the most basic shit like bread People are ignorant and know nothing about modern world i was a believer using that abrahamic religon as a coping until eventually i was aware how retarded that was i would just rot in my room for waiting for something interesting nope nothing i tried getting a job but couldn't find any i thought maybe i could leave this shit joke of a nation and get visa but still can't afford to go to another country. also i am scared of talking to people or what they’ll think of me and i’m very sexually frustrated due to being raised in a very conservative environment and there is no dating culture like in the west my question how can i change my life for the best? how can you help me out of this misery? i can't continue like that i've considered sucide multiple times but then i thought it was the dumbest way to get rid of my problems

You're still young, don't give up yet! As time passes, you'll realize that most people don't change because they are all comfortable in their own situation. They keep complaining about themselves, but don't make a decision to change their lives. Follow the good tips above that everyone gave you. There are also opportunities in grocery stores, supermarkets, cooking, gardening. If you don't really like none of the options long-term, you can try to save money and make your own business, even if it is something small and cheap. Try to observe what other people do for a living where you are at, check if there is something that your city doesn't have, see if there is anything that you could do better. Even if you try something and it doesn't turn as intended, lift your head high and keep trying, even if you have to start from the scratch again. The situation now isn't the best, but time rewards who keeps moving forward. As for the dating issues, try to focus on yourself first and get out of the bad environment. Try to meet some new people, don't bother much about their age, sometimes people outside of our own family can try to help you. Sometimes it is simply just a bad moment in your life and suddenly the unexpected happens. Just be more open to new opportunities and don't dismiss them by a simple judgement.