AskSatanOperator
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I know many will obviously react with hate but this will only fuel my anger and approves it.
I hate all of womans below 30 to 18 , they usually 'wake up' after 35+ when they get old ass bitchez and realize they need to settle , there's a video who describe more of my problem which is this:
Also , before continuing , I know many will say " maybe you need to work on yourself " , so many years I have been craiving and trying , I have my own house , I have money , I am beatiful , I've got it all and still , NOTHING.
I know there's impossible for all of them to be hoes , sure but 95% are , the better you are 'as in good guy' the shitter ur luck is in love , the more gentle and good I am the more abused I have been .
For example , a few random things and this is not due to them [my emotions] but I spoke to some girl and all was great , online , really was, even on video , we seen each other and I guess it was alright, we spoke about ourselves , anyways then she says she wants to stay friends with me while ignoring me afterwards [now I know that she wanted to break it for good] and the fact she was not straight made me very angry , I am aware that I need 'emotional inteligence' but c'mon now this is just a fucked up excuse to lie somebody from not doing something crazy.
For a nimpho person as me , being so many years without sex, without love , it's unveliabble that I am yet still sane but I am on my breaking point , not long after that hoe some other woman I spoke to which was 8 shorther then me said she likes tall man as she wears high heels always , those two hoes are not the reason of my emotions and this post I just wanted to simply precise , what I have it's been growing each year that has been passed.
The right to my own privacy has been violated , my love has been mocked and abused , I have had enough of it , literally , last night I wanted to email HPHC and to kill myself then after that incident with that first woman I've said to myself 'wait sec , i was about to die and that hoe probbaly was sucking some other guy c*** in the car' so I've told to myself....WOW.
I think, regardless of whatever who says even the womans here they know themselves and will secretly give me right altough will act like some dumb bitch and yea.
If you could be knowing and feeling and seeing the things I have been trough then maybe all of this would make more sense but that I guess is in accordance to everyone's nature.
I don't think I am even human anymore or maybe I never was , I don't think I truly ever was loved even when I was and this is not just by relationships with other womans but even my own family [males included].
Now , I've got all that I desired except this one person, I do not neccesearly wanted that soul mate or whatever but at least somebody to fuck with, I have inhibiated myself a lot , I can't even cry, I don't know who I am somehow , my head hurts always , my soul is broken, do you really care I would give a shit going to Tartarus? I already live it here on earth so therefore why sould I be nice, I been nice and look what has happend , abuse , pain , suffering but mostly batreyals , now I know I am not the best person neither but it's just impossible for me to belive how fucked I am in this area of life [love] .
I think the world deserve all the worst it can gets , all I can think and feel is anger and agony as being alone for so long it's so InHuman , we been created to live togheter with others not alone but it is just my souls which seems to be so fucked in this regards.
At the moment I am aware of myself but nothing makes me happy , nothing to truly live for , what , more money? I have paper as much as needed .
For example , my ways of thinking and being it's not just because of them two hoes but from many years ago, those two just made me feel even worse.
For instance, what I did not liked about the first woman is that she did not been straight up to me as being direct and I can see trough people , I could always do this, I know what they feel , I know what they think , I know everything and I think knowing everythink makes you wonder dosen't it ?
I hate all of womans below 30 to 18 , they usually 'wake up' after 35+ when they get old ass bitchez and realize they need to settle , there's a video who describe more of my problem which is this:
Also , before continuing , I know many will say " maybe you need to work on yourself " , so many years I have been craiving and trying , I have my own house , I have money , I am beatiful , I've got it all and still , NOTHING.
I know there's impossible for all of them to be hoes , sure but 95% are , the better you are 'as in good guy' the shitter ur luck is in love , the more gentle and good I am the more abused I have been .
For example , a few random things and this is not due to them [my emotions] but I spoke to some girl and all was great , online , really was, even on video , we seen each other and I guess it was alright, we spoke about ourselves , anyways then she says she wants to stay friends with me while ignoring me afterwards [now I know that she wanted to break it for good] and the fact she was not straight made me very angry , I am aware that I need 'emotional inteligence' but c'mon now this is just a fucked up excuse to lie somebody from not doing something crazy.
For a nimpho person as me , being so many years without sex, without love , it's unveliabble that I am yet still sane but I am on my breaking point , not long after that hoe some other woman I spoke to which was 8 shorther then me said she likes tall man as she wears high heels always , those two hoes are not the reason of my emotions and this post I just wanted to simply precise , what I have it's been growing each year that has been passed.
The right to my own privacy has been violated , my love has been mocked and abused , I have had enough of it , literally , last night I wanted to email HPHC and to kill myself then after that incident with that first woman I've said to myself 'wait sec , i was about to die and that hoe probbaly was sucking some other guy c*** in the car' so I've told to myself....WOW.
I think, regardless of whatever who says even the womans here they know themselves and will secretly give me right altough will act like some dumb bitch and yea.
If you could be knowing and feeling and seeing the things I have been trough then maybe all of this would make more sense but that I guess is in accordance to everyone's nature.
I don't think I am even human anymore or maybe I never was , I don't think I truly ever was loved even when I was and this is not just by relationships with other womans but even my own family [males included].
Now , I've got all that I desired except this one person, I do not neccesearly wanted that soul mate or whatever but at least somebody to fuck with, I have inhibiated myself a lot , I can't even cry, I don't know who I am somehow , my head hurts always , my soul is broken, do you really care I would give a shit going to Tartarus? I already live it here on earth so therefore why sould I be nice, I been nice and look what has happend , abuse , pain , suffering but mostly batreyals , now I know I am not the best person neither but it's just impossible for me to belive how fucked I am in this area of life [love] .
I think the world deserve all the worst it can gets , all I can think and feel is anger and agony as being alone for so long it's so InHuman , we been created to live togheter with others not alone but it is just my souls which seems to be so fucked in this regards.
At the moment I am aware of myself but nothing makes me happy , nothing to truly live for , what , more money? I have paper as much as needed .
For example , my ways of thinking and being it's not just because of them two hoes but from many years ago, those two just made me feel even worse.
For instance, what I did not liked about the first woman is that she did not been straight up to me as being direct and I can see trough people , I could always do this, I know what they feel , I know what they think , I know everything and I think knowing everythink makes you wonder dosen't it ?