Relationships #78162 I hate all womans mostly below 30 [Trigger Warning: Rant Against Women]

[AskSatanOperator]

Spoiler: [Trigger Warning: Rant Against Women]

I know many will obviously react with hate but this will only fuel my anger and approves it.

I hate all of womans below 30 to 18 , they usually 'wake up' after 35+ when they get old ass bitchez and realize they need to settle , there's a video who describe more of my problem which is this:

Also , before continuing , I know many will say " maybe you need to work on yourself " , so many years I have been craiving and trying , I have my own house , I have money , I am beatiful , I've got it all and still , NOTHING.

I know there's impossible for all of them to be hoes , sure but 95% are , the better you are 'as in good guy' the shitter ur luck is in love , the more gentle and good I am the more abused I have been .

For example , a few random things and this is not due to them [my emotions] but I spoke to some girl and all was great , online , really was, even on video , we seen each other and I guess it was alright, we spoke about ourselves , anyways then she says she wants to stay friends with me while ignoring me afterwards [now I know that she wanted to break it for good] and the fact she was not straight made me very angry , I am aware that I need 'emotional inteligence' but c'mon now this is just a fucked up excuse to lie somebody from not doing something crazy.

For a nimpho person as me , being so many years without sex, without love , it's unveliabble that I am yet still sane but I am on my breaking point , not long after that hoe some other woman I spoke to which was 8 shorther then me said she likes tall man as she wears high heels always , those two hoes are not the reason of my emotions and this post I just wanted to simply precise , what I have it's been growing each year that has been passed.

The right to my own privacy has been violated , my love has been mocked and abused , I have had enough of it , literally , last night I wanted to email HPHC and to kill myself then after that incident with that first woman I've said to myself 'wait sec , i was about to die and that hoe probbaly was sucking some other guy c*** in the car' so I've told to myself....WOW.

I think, regardless of whatever who says even the womans here they know themselves and will secretly give me right altough will act like some dumb bitch and yea.

If you could be knowing and feeling and seeing the things I have been trough then maybe all of this would make more sense but that I guess is in accordance to everyone's nature.

I don't think I am even human anymore or maybe I never was , I don't think I truly ever was loved even when I was and this is not just by relationships with other womans but even my own family [males included].

Now , I've got all that I desired except this one person, I do not neccesearly wanted that soul mate or whatever but at least somebody to fuck with, I have inhibiated myself a lot , I can't even cry, I don't know who I am somehow , my head hurts always , my soul is broken, do you really care I would give a shit going to Tartarus? I already live it here on earth so therefore why sould I be nice, I been nice and look what has happend , abuse , pain , suffering but mostly batreyals , now I know I am not the best person neither but it's just impossible for me to belive how fucked I am in this area of life [love] .

I think the world deserve all the worst it can gets , all I can think and feel is anger and agony as being alone for so long it's so InHuman , we been created to live togheter with others not alone but it is just my souls which seems to be so fucked in this regards.


At the moment I am aware of myself but nothing makes me happy , nothing to truly live for , what , more money? I have paper as much as needed .

For example , my ways of thinking and being it's not just because of them two hoes but from many years ago, those two just made me feel even worse.

For instance, what I did not liked about the first woman is that she did not been straight up to me as being direct and I can see trough people , I could always do this, I know what they feel , I know what they think , I know everything and I think knowing everythink makes you wonder dosen't it ?

 

[AskSatanOperator]

#78163 Continuation of #78171

Nothing works anymore , meditation , pills , drugs , nothing . I am in a constant hate , just hate , just pain , I have been awake for 3 days , my soul was begging me to jump over a building but then I've clossed my eyes and remembered what so many have done to me I simply can't allow this to pass , I have had enough of being judged for being to intense,dramatic and extreme , whatever I say I will never be right , I will always be seen as a monster and now I truly start to realize that I might indeed be one.

I have had enough of this delusions , those moments where I meet somebody over and over again just to be broken once more , the inner self always try warn me and always comes back hunting me , not sleeping and being aware of myself, whatever I do or how I fuck up my mind I still can't forgive and forget and let this pass.

For those who love and care about me or whatever , I always been told "all in due time" when the fuck is that? Another decade [10 years] again ? IT WOULD BE TO LATE ,IL BE OLD! I wanted to live my youth at it best not to be oblied by life to do other shits and been so 'cursed' I guess in a way to be so unforucenate in love.

I tried , I'm trying but don't know what will be very soon to be fully honest with you and this is not just about me.

I am the type of person who put a lot of soul even after 5 days , some said 'you can't feel nothing about that person been only 5 days' WELL GUESS FUCKING WHAT , I DO.

I am the type of person who never forgets and very rarely forgives , I tried being nice and this never works always ends up in me being the hoe. I don't hate everything but If il burst myself out I will probbaly see black and will do then hate everyone, I don't know what to do anymore I can already see the answers will be either " wait another decate " or " go improve yourself better and u will have what u seek " because nobody is actually enough for me for some reason , I need to 'upgrade' in order to be loved and for me this is straight up lie , I don't think I am perfect but I perfectionated myself over this decade and where the fuck was my hoe? Nowhere.

I can't sleep anymore I can't do jack shit , before I used to cut myself but this time I was thinking to cut some more .

 

[Helleniser]

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[printdeptansw]

... disclaimer: i'm a lurker/ newbie, so my two cent thoughts are firmly in "grain of salt" territory... i have much to learn myself... so...:

Resentment is poison.
Resentment is contrary to faith, to power, to virtue, to achievement, to energy flow, and to enjoying the esteem of self and others.
Agree that Astarte Power Ritual is good medicine, if a resentful person is not too far gone.
Astarte is a feminine force supremely worthy of trust. Building a trusting relationship with divine feminine energy (yes i know i sound like a hippie!) will ease the soul, and perhaps women will notice in time.
"In time." Sorry but it's true.
Really hoping this person turns out okay.

 

[Proshat]

Please don’t kill yourself.
I don’t know what you’ve been through, but it hurts to see you feeling this way.
You deserve better than toxic relationships. If someone mistreats you, walk away—you owe yourself that respect.
Learn to value yourself more. Surround yourself with good people, not those who bring you down.
Your worth isn’t defined by what women think of you. Focus on loving yourself, growing stronger, and building the life you want. You don’t need anyone’s approval to be enough.


How most women are, isn't important because you only need one woman, not most of them. I'm sure you will find one woman who is the way you want.

 

[UltraLord]

Maybe try popping that inflated ego of yours and stop thinking your better than everyone else. At the end of the day your just as lost as everyone else. You think the way you stumble around is better than everyone else. Were all just stumbling around. Your never going to figure it out, life is a grand mystery, an adventure. Its like trying to grab hold of sand. Its much more fun to act like you dont know anything than to act like you know everything. Put yourself in her shoes for once.