Hello. I'm sexually attracted to harmful things, on which I don't act specifically because I realize how bad they are. They're not fetishes or tabboos, they're literal dangerous and would harm me and others. The attraction is long-term, compulsive and against my will, and lately I 've been feeling little to no attraction to usual, normal experiences. What can I do energy-wise to make it stop and be attracted to healthy things again? I don't watch porn or suffer from disorders that feature compulsions.
This can be Plutonian behavior, which is like the establishment of control over traumatic situations you may have felt powerless in. This can include from past life situations, too, not just this life.
This can cause obsessions or also being aroused by the same situations. Sometimes people will return to these situations in order to try to re-establish control over them. On the surface level, this may appear deranged to others, especially with how christians may view sex, but it is a known phenomenon.
Look at your natal chart to see more, then try to think about the higher level outcome here. What is the object you are trying to either create or destroy? You can connect this to an astrological feature, such as a planet, house, or sign, then from here you can figure out what the higher form would be.
Due to the negative conditions surrounding trauma, however, it is possible that the individual will feel they must exert total control/dominance/destruction, etc, but this is what can get the person into trouble later.
Despite problems, this behavior can transmute to where the person feels the situation is under control, therefore they do not feel the need to go 100% and fully uncompromising in these areas anymore.
However, this is not a situation of repression, where you just "don't do it", but rather, you will learn to feel more comfortable, even fully sexually satisfied, by productive uses of this energy.
Look to Plutonian Gods, like Osiris, who can give insights on this, as well as the Gods ruling the afflicted areas. The former can help with establishment of control and regenerative/magickal abilities, and the latter can help someone see and align with the healthier and manifested forms of that part of life, rather than the chaotic view that may be currently held.