AskSatanOperator
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Hi everyone. I really hope to get an answer, as this is important to me.
I tried to enter a trance.
But, while visualising the elevator going down, or whatever thing that would have caused me the falling feeling, the deepest I was trying to go, the more I had a wet feeling in the throat that actually distracted me a lot. I did entered a light trance, and actually I was experiencing all kinds of emotions, but not in their purest, but as if "muffled". I had random memories but in the form of just emotions. Lot of childhood.
No vivid images, however.
I wanted to go deeper, as I wanted to state some affirmations, but I couldn't because of the feeling in the throat, while falling, that was very "physical" and distracting. At the end while I was applying more force in going deeper, I lost focus.
After the trance, I feel it but more diffused, and as "freezing".
Why did this happen? Is this a blockage? I have like a feeling that something in my emotional self didn't want to go further. During all the trance I had to constantly reassure myself as if I was a child.
I am sorry if I made some grammatical mistakes.
Hope to really get some answers.
I tried to enter a trance.
But, while visualising the elevator going down, or whatever thing that would have caused me the falling feeling, the deepest I was trying to go, the more I had a wet feeling in the throat that actually distracted me a lot. I did entered a light trance, and actually I was experiencing all kinds of emotions, but not in their purest, but as if "muffled". I had random memories but in the form of just emotions. Lot of childhood.
No vivid images, however.
I wanted to go deeper, as I wanted to state some affirmations, but I couldn't because of the feeling in the throat, while falling, that was very "physical" and distracting. At the end while I was applying more force in going deeper, I lost focus.
After the trance, I feel it but more diffused, and as "freezing".
Why did this happen? Is this a blockage? I have like a feeling that something in my emotional self didn't want to go further. During all the trance I had to constantly reassure myself as if I was a child.
I am sorry if I made some grammatical mistakes.
Hope to really get some answers.