Other #75838 Self hate

[AskSatanOperator]

I really hate myself for a long time. I have noticed this in last 3-4 days and I feel hopeless. I don't love people, friends etc. I don't know how can I love myself and it hurts me alot. I always thought I love myself, but this is completely lie. I just hate myself. Please help me.

 

[Symmachos-ZEUS/SHAITAN]

I really hate myself for a long time. I have noticed this in last 3-4 days and I feel hopeless. I don't love people, friends etc. I don't know how can I love myself and it hurts me alot. I always thought I love myself, but this is completely lie. I just hate myself. Please help me.

YOU are yourself. Loving yourself means first of all wanting your own good and acting accordingly. It is the prerequisite for everything. Work on the solar chakra. There are Runes that can be used. Like WUNJO. Sometimes we hate ourselves because of emotional problems and other times simply people have led us to hate ourselves through trauma.

Healing the Emotional Body (for men too, don’t disregard this)

You have your physical body, soul, astral body, mental body, and more. The Emotional Body is the part of the soul that can be damaged when you experience emotional trauma, grief, bereavement, abandonment, and so on. Many people have emotional outbursts, immature reactions, trigger episodes...

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The Solar 666 Chakra

Futhark/Odin

Freeing the Soul

That said, analyze why you hate yourself. What makes you hate? Do you think you are not enough? Is there something about yourself that you were taught was bad? If you are more specific, our answers could be more specific too

Also learn to surround yourself with the right people

People In Our Life: Cases To Avoid

Over the years in Spiritual Satanism I have come to understand many things. The man I was before I joined, is nothing compared to who I am today; the Gods and my personal efforts have facilitated so much intense, deep and eternal change, that it's impossible to put in words. As a Spiritual...

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[Engineered Trasformation]

I really hate myself for a long time. I have noticed this in last 3-4 days and I feel hopeless. I don't love people, friends etc. I don't know how can I love myself and it hurts me alot. I always thought I love myself, but this is completely lie. I just hate myself. Please help me.

Most often, lack of self-love has its roots in childhood education. If you have been an unloved child, or you have been "loved" in a very cold and mechanical way, this may be embedded in your mind so that, as you did not feel loved as a child, you unconsciously think you are not worth of love, including self-love. This may be worst in case of childhood emotional, sexual or physical traumas or abuse as when a kid is severely mistreated, the mind ends up thinking it is the kid's fault, therefore the kid develops self-hate as a consequence of feeling guilty. While always the kid is NOT guilty at all.

I think, working on hearth chakra with the rune Wunjo, and the meditation of Emotional Body healing by HPS Lydia (recent post on this forum) may be of help.
Also reading psychology books about lack of self love helps to find out how the mind works, and helps reprogramming.
Last resource, if you find a partner, a person, a teacher, a friend who resembles for some features one of your caregivers who did not love you, and this person will show honest love, or simply good feelings and appreciation for you, you can "deceive" your unconscious mind and lead yourself to think you have been loved in the past. Difficult to explain but it works as some parts of the mind do not know timeline and are sort of "stuck" in the past (I know by personal experience).