I feel disconnected from you guys, my Siblings in Satan. I don't think it's depression, but it is depressing. I want to have a spiritual purpose fighting enemy through RTR, it felt and feels so good to return the curses of the enemy to them. Lately have had a back & forth, I thought I was making progress. But have been removed from Safe Space, now I read in the Temple there's no individual ritual to be done. It's just not how it was before. Trying to adjust, but if I want to pay respectful homage or recite litany with love that should be my business and allowed.
Maybe I misunderstand, but feeling sad and am questioning things & myself, I am more Spiritual Satanist than Zevist, I'm trying to embrace these changes but I just feel that RTR & individual ritual are up to the practitioner & should be fine to do so long as nothing astrologically conflicts + there moon isn't void of course, respectfully.
I don't have the level of knowledge as the HP 's & JG/TG so again, maybe I misunderstood, but feeling
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I talk to God about it, I know he & The Gods are understanding, I just wish I was understanding, why, reasons for new protocol, also.
Maybe I misunderstand, but feeling sad and am questioning things & myself, I am more Spiritual Satanist than Zevist, I'm trying to embrace these changes but I just feel that RTR & individual ritual are up to the practitioner & should be fine to do so long as nothing astrologically conflicts + there moon isn't void of course, respectfully.
I don't have the level of knowledge as the HP 's & JG/TG so again, maybe I misunderstood, but feeling

I talk to God about it, I know he & The Gods are understanding, I just wish I was understanding, why, reasons for new protocol, also.