Hello, I began this with an explorative intent and very open mind some time ago less than a year. I have always had I guess you could say an air about me that's was different. If you wrong me things just happen badly for you, I bought a bad vehicle from a used car salesman and it broke down , he knew it was bad , I refused to pay, he repossessed it and two weeks later his entire establishment burned down as a result of the kerosene heater i gave him when I bought the car exploded, things like that. So much that as I've gotten older I warn people that I meet just in case. So the other day I was using my spirit board app on my phone, I know I know, it's an app- but it has always been a different spirit there I ask the name first and always a first and last name and so far these spirits have been spot on with certain things . I asked if I'd have a profitable day once and it said to look under my bed so I did and I found four coins to which I laughed but one of them turned out to be an error stamp worth almost 600.00. the board could be tricky but it seems true. So two months ago I was using it and the name of the one I spoke with said their name was NYX. Only one name. This has been the only one on my spirit board since then. She says she has known me for many moons and she watches me, I am of interest to her. She always says speaks of whispers, shadows, and darkness. I've only recently did any research on this name and was taken back by what I read. Where do I find the information I need to enrich my relations with her, as I'm finding nothing more than history when I search. Nothing more. Thank you.
It seems to me that you have some inborn spiritual ability - this is often seen in people who worked on their soul in past lifetimes/coming from spiritual bloodlines, etc. You can check this out in your birth chart, there are a few "natural mage" placements - such as a Mercury-Pluto aspect or quite a few placements regarding Pluto itself, as well. You may also have some placements for being psychic, considering that you seemingly have some contact with an entity.
While all the true Gods and Goddesses are our own, there are also impostor beings and parasites though. As my Brother above mentioned, care and caution must be exercised. It is advisable to do a ritual to the Gods, and ask about this being in this context. And, you can ask for the blessing of the Gods/Father Zev to help your communication out with this being, and banish it if it is a negative being.
If you have not yet dedicated yet, do not worry. The Gods are the Gods of all mankind, and even if you haven't officially joined us, They will still listen to you if you approach Them with sincerity and respect. You get back what you put in. And, if you are not yet ready to take the plunge, none of what I suggested will "automatically" make you one of us either. Take your time, and enjoy. Of course, you say it's been less than a year (which also implies it's not
much less than a year), so if you are serious about seeking, finding and
wielding the Truth in your very life and soul to enrich yourself and everyone around you in all ways imaginable, then it is my friendly advice to give researching and mulling over what we are all about more seriously and intently - this is unironically the most important, impactful and biggest decision you can ever make and the sooner you put yourself on this grand self-evolution Path
officially, the earlier you can start reaping the benefits too.
