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This is an extremely interesting question for anyone who wants to truly fulfill themselves. And truly fulfilling yourself is the only way to draw any of your planetary energies into the Wand of Destiny, i.e., into your destiny/predestination. The fact is that this forum is full of answers to such questions, but only in the field of meditation and mastering all kinds of spiritual skills. And the answers to them are typical, but in fact, these same principles apply to those of us who want to know the true depths of a profession.
There are those among us who want to serve the Gods in some field that would benefit and develop the Earth, such as science and art, and bring Beauty and the sacred knowledge of the Gods there. Some want to paint the Gods as they appear to them, some want to bring and give this Earth their knowledge in the field of natural and exact sciences. Therefore, we are interested in questions about how to make long-term progress in these areas, and this requires patience. This is no different from the problems we may encounter in our attempts to make serious progress in meditation. Therefore, for those who seek sacred knowledge through their profession, sermons on how not to get stuck in meditation are applicable here.
I was so interested in this problem that I turned to the practice of working with dreams in the style of Aesculapions, just using this practice for varies questions. And here is what I understood from them. Nowadays, especially with the internet and the illusion of omniscience and omnipotence that it gives us, we have become accustomed to so-called euphoria.
It is easier for me to give an example from science. There is a concept called “science pop,” which is largely controlled by jews. The idea of disseminating scientific knowledge in a form that is understandable to the general population and attracting people to it is good in itself, but jews infiltrate and control these areas so that only knowledge that is safe for jews reaches the masses. But this all has another side effect: people start to think that after watching a 15-minute video about Schrödinger's cat, they know everything about physics or mechanics. Children and immature people watch all this, and they think they know everything. The idea is that after watching something like this, you will delve deeper into it and want to study it more professionally, rather than just parroting what you have heard, but most people don't do that. What happens is that after watching the video, they experience the euphoria of a first encounter, but when some of them actually try to study physics, they find it unbearably boring. They have to work through the basics, and it's so boring, it's not at all what physics seemed like in those 15 minutes of the video author's exciting narrative.
You have to solve tasks, and that's completely unbearably boring. And as soon as a person realizes that they will have to spend several years, or maybe even a decade, doing this, and that their whole life will probably be like this: solving tasks, straining their brains, then they quickly give up, and it remains at the dream stage. That's how they get us hooked on hormones. They keep watching more and more exciting videos on YouTube marked “URGENT!!”, “THIS VIDEO IS BEING REMOVED FROM ALL CHANNELS!!” “PHYSICS HAS PROVEN THE AFTERLIFE!!” etc. And he never gets any further than the 7th grade textbook. And so a feeling of inferiority and unfulfillment arises, a feeling of Destiny Call staying unanswered and unsatisfied. A person never becomes anything, he becomes a hormonal addict. His love for physics remains at the stage of getting high on its beautiful name. It never becomes a reality, never becomes his profession. Why? Because he himself did not want it. Because it is boring and tedious for him, there is no euphoria in it.
This is no different from the “heights” you get from drugs: for such people who get used to these easy "heights" real spirituality remains a dream forever and never becomes a reality, because they simply lack the patience for true spirituality; it is too boring and mundane: sitting in Void Meditation is simply unbearable for them — but it is only through the practice of Void Meditation that true spiritual experiences are born — journeys to other worlds, telepathic communication, various visions, lucid dreaming, astral projection — all of this uses the tools of Void Meditation in one way or another. Void Meditation is the basis of all ancient witchcraft in some countries. For more information, see here:
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More to the point, I had a dream where I received a message that the related problem was all about this euphoria. We get used to euphoria and as a result we can't sit down and do our homework — try sitting down to solve math or physics tasks, for example. Some
unresolved problem may still excite the imagination and give a rush of hormones, but a simple arithmetic problem from a textbook or just preparing for an exam is impossible to endure for someone who is used to constant euphoria and being in a constant state of "high".
Get used to going without euphoria for a long time. Accept the need for actions that are not so nerve-wracking and get used to feeling comfortable in a calmer environment. Don't see this as a failure. It's a normal state of affairs; it's not a loss or a lack of talent. Incidentally, this is another popular misconception: people equate the absence of hormonal euphoria with a lack of inspiration or true talent, let alone genius. Euphoria has nothing to do with any talent or genius.
Use calming stones, such as dark, cool-colored jasper, to focus on activities that require perseverance, patience, and long concentration. Jasper, according to the Clergy, also helps with concentration in meditation.
As for artists, I can cite Da Vinci as an example. 80% or more of all his works were pencil drawings, sketches made for the purpose of developing and preparing for actual paintings. These are not paintings, but exercises to train his hand for an actual painting. He did not produce too many actual paintings, but those he did have become benchmarks of art throughout the world. You will not always feel inspired. Jasper and our spirituality practices brings a lot of inspiration, and there are a lot of stones and practices that engage the right hemisphere. But in order to learn, you will also have to spend 80 or more percent of your time not actually creating, but practicing. This is where true inspiration comes from, as it is contained in the details that usually cause the most impatience and boredom for those who are just beginning to learn.
Great luck to you in your endeavors!