Thank you guys, I am finding my strength again. I am doing what I can with the little privacy I have. Just gotta stay strong for a little while longer and my situation will improve. In the meantime I will do what clensing rituals I can along with the final RTR.  Hail Satan! Sent from Yahoo Mail...

Unfortunately I am hardly ever alone, which has a chance of changing in June but it makes it nearly impossible to do any vibrations. I have done it once but it was rushed.  I feel like I'm starting to lose it. Mentally and spiritually.I'm so tired. I just want to sleep forever.  I don't feel...

Recently I have been trying to find a way to seperate myself from all the poison in my life, as in my step-brother who is an extremely self-loathing vampire. Although I am not sure if he has any jew in him, I do know I must get away from him. I currently work in retail, and dont make enough to...

I am wondering if there is a way to repair the soul from a wound so serious that it actually damaged the soul.Say a person committed a horrific deed in youth, unspeakable so, that it left a deep impression on the soul. Could such a wound be healed? And if possible, how.  In short and vague...

Not smart. I understand wanting to be around your fellow Satanists, but revealing your location is stupid. If you have been with us for any time at all you should know we have infiltrators in our groups. Not only did you just reveal where you live, but your real name is in your email address. ...

Such conviction I see in these forums, but also wild ignorance...myself included. For years, I have stayed in the shadows, fighting my battles alone, for that is who I am, only posting out of pure desperation, which I now see were guided attacks upon a weary soul. But I am also beginning to...

Thank you Titan, I needed this. Sent from Yahoo Mail on Android

You can do this. Stay strong and forgive yourself. It is ok to be scared,  just don't let tat fear rule you, use it as motivation. I know you can because I did. Stopping marijuana was one of the hardest things I've done, it became an emotional crutch for me, allowing me to suppress my feelings...

Thank you guys for the support. I was in a wall state when I wrote that email out and deleted it shortly after.My journey with Satan has been a very interesting one and I know he is with me. My motivation has been reborn and I have been going through tree PDF you sent to me, what a great...

So,  I don't really know where to start. How do you cram years of pain, depression and hatred into an email..? I don't know what exactly I'm looking for,  I just know something has to change so here goes it. I'm not a simple person. I can't begin to express how imperative it is to understand...

I've always had very vivid dreams, as has my mother. Typically with relating details but always the same apocalyptic setting.The place and situation changes with each one, but they feel more like memories, or warnings. Does anyone have a reliable source where I can educate myself further in...

Agreed, and thank you for saying it. @decipimurspecierecti@...   Transfemale aka "Twin Soul" is not the same as gay. A transfemale can love men, or women or both. A gay man loves men and a gay women...

I have been doing alot of reflecting, and have been identifying my reasons of feeling inadequate and victimized.  It started when I was very young, and continued well into my young adult life. Upon reaching my twenties I was a very confused individual carrying around alot of sadness and anger...

Great read as always. Thank you HPHC. Hail Satan On Tuesday, August 29, 2017 7:55 PM, "Ayanda Hlophe mysterthecreator@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:   Thank you for writing this. Hail Satan On Wednesday, 30 August 2017...