Thank you guys, I am finding my strength again. I am doing what I can with the little privacy I have. Just gotta stay strong for a little while longer and my situation will improve. In the meantime I will do what clensing rituals I can along with the final RTR.  Hail Satan! Sent from Yahoo Mail...

Unfortunately I am hardly ever alone, which has a chance of changing in June but it makes it nearly impossible to do any vibrations. I have done it once but it was rushed.  I feel like I'm starting to lose it. Mentally and spiritually.I'm so tired. I just want to sleep forever.  I don't feel...

Recently I have been trying to find a way to seperate myself from all the poison in my life, as in my step-brother who is an extremely self-loathing vampire. Although I am not sure if he has any jew in him, I do know I must get away from him. I currently work in retail, and dont make enough to...

I am wondering if there is a way to repair the soul from a wound so serious that it actually damaged the soul.Say a person committed a horrific deed in youth, unspeakable so, that it left a deep impression on the soul. Could such a wound be healed? And if possible, how.  In short and vague...

Not smart. I understand wanting to be around your fellow Satanists, but revealing your location is stupid. If you have been with us for any time at all you should know we have infiltrators in our groups. Not only did you just reveal where you live, but your real name is in your email address. ...

Such conviction I see in these forums, but also wild ignorance...myself included. For years, I have stayed in the shadows, fighting my battles alone, for that is who I am, only posting out of pure desperation, which I now see were guided attacks upon a weary soul. But I am also beginning to...

Thank you Titan, I needed this. Sent from Yahoo Mail on Android

You can do this. Stay strong and forgive yourself. It is ok to be scared,  just don't let tat fear rule you, use it as motivation. I know you can because I did. Stopping marijuana was one of the hardest things I've done, it became an emotional crutch for me, allowing me to suppress my feelings...

Thank you guys for the support. I was in a wall state when I wrote that email out and deleted it shortly after.My journey with Satan has been a very interesting one and I know he is with me. My motivation has been reborn and I have been going through tree PDF you sent to me, what a great...

So,  I don't really know where to start. How do you cram years of pain, depression and hatred into an email..? I don't know what exactly I'm looking for,  I just know something has to change so here goes it. I'm not a simple person. I can't begin to express how imperative it is to understand...

I've always had very vivid dreams, as has my mother. Typically with relating details but always the same apocalyptic setting.The place and situation changes with each one, but they feel more like memories, or warnings. Does anyone have a reliable source where I can educate myself further in...

Agreed, and thank you for saying it. @decipimurspecierecti@...   Transfemale aka "Twin Soul" is not the same as gay. A transfemale can love men, or women or both. A gay man loves men and a gay women...

I have been doing alot of reflecting, and have been identifying my reasons of feeling inadequate and victimized.  It started when I was very young, and continued well into my young adult life. Upon reaching my twenties I was a very confused individual carrying around alot of sadness and anger...

Great read as always. Thank you HPHC. Hail Satan On Tuesday, August 29, 2017 7:55 PM, "Ayanda Hlophe mysterthecreator@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:   Thank you for writing this. Hail Satan On Wednesday, 30 August 2017...

Stay strong.. On Monday, August 28, 2017 2:10 PM, "mindyofsunclan@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:   I'd rather vent than do something instanaeous and stupidly illegal. Once the authorities dig around and somehow find Satanism, my...

I can still access the site? On Monday, August 21, 2017 3:46 PM, "qyhvt6z2rshthfrchxncjgqqefoa4g6qo43txwus@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:   Looks like they've gone and done it, make sure everyone has copies of Joyofsatan.com...

Pain is no unfamiliar thing to any of us. I myself have felt the cold shill of loneliness, and know of its harshness. Believe me when I say that it does not last forever. Father is with you, and will always be with you, because you are a Satanist.  Perhaps, you have been shown sign after sign...

To touch on this topic a bit more, I had a dream last night that pulls me back to this. I cannot remember what was said but I remember talking to an entity that I felt connected with. Like we were separate, but also together. The entity was featureless like the light body, but resembled the...

I relate to this very much. I have trained myself to visualize my soul as a white vibrant light, but in the beginning (and now) it felt much more "natural" feeling to picture it dark. I would like to hear more on this from some more experienced members. On Tuesday, August 15, 2017 6:49 AM...

Nic, Thank you. To be completely honest you opened up my eyes to the fact that, I may not have  been completely honest with myself. I kept telling myself, I know the meditations, I know what I need to do. But in truth, I have been following the 40 day program by HPHC, doing little research in...

Thank you so much for your words.When I was writing this email, I was a bit hesitant in sending it out of a residual fear of rejection..I now see how wrong I was to have any doubts that I would receive anything but kind words and encouragement.Allison, I have always been the same way. Feeling...

Thank you denadehna for the programs and advice. I think I may have just needed some direction.  I have started up the 40 day program again and am starting on obliterating my Saturn as well as doing the psychological healing working today.  On Tuesday, August 8, 2017 3:14 PM...

I'm not sure how to start this, so I guess I'll dive right in.  I came to Father a few years ago, as broken and damaged as I have ever been. I did not come to him looking for salvation, nor under the pretense that I could better myself. I came to him (out of a christian mindset) to destroy those...

40 Day Meditation Program: http://web.archive.org/web/201604171554 ... stries.pdf On Tuesday, June 13, 2017 10:56 PM, "Enwich The Truthloader tester enwich@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:   Hello I'm new here and I was wondering...

Beautiful, thank you for sharing Larissa. I too quit smoking cigarettes with the help of our gods. Not only that, but marijuana, pain pills, and am currently working on alcohol.  Hail Satan! Sent from Yahoo Mail on Android

Thank you for this On Thursday, June 1, 2017 3:55 PM, "corgelc@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:   Satan is my true and only god

I would also be interested in any information about Ancient Egyptian history and culture Sent from Yahoo Mail on Android

Much better thanks for asking :) Sent from Yahoo Mail on Android

Thank you for your feedback and opinions.  1. She was beautiful, of similar age as me, throughout the years her age adjusts with mine, as in she ages as I do appropriately. She is Aryan as I am of fair skin and fire red hair. Slightly shorter than I am but not by much. Maybe 5'6"-5'8". I am...

Its not so much a reoccurring dream as it feels more like distant memories, all of them are in a setting of extreme difference of our world today and are very different, in which terrible things have previously happened. They don't necessarily feel as though they are my fault, more like the...

I got the exact same private message from someone called fiery.witch Sent from Yahoo Mail on Android

I am also having similar problems. I would like to hear any advice given on this topic. On Sunday, February 19, 2017 8:52 AM, "p.bubblegum666@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:   I've been trying to finish 40 day meditation program for...

So, all my life I have had extremely vivid dreams. To the point, when I sleep it's very rare if I can tell when I am actually asleep and dreaming. I am almost always concious but my ability to realize I am in a dream seems to be lacking intensely. Call me cliche, but since I was about 12-13 I...

I was diagnosed with "severe" ADHD as a child and as a result was heavily medicated for it, which led down a road of extreme drug abuse and sorrow. As I grew older I researched ADHD extensively, and as I found it, the entire "disease" is made up. ADHD is not a real "disorder" as most doctors and...

Thank you for everything you do High Priestess Maxine. Many of us would be lost without you. Sent from Yahoo Mail on Android

Why cant you leave the relationship? I understand rough circumstances, but allowing yourself to stay in a toxic situation will lead to such things as exhaustion and hopelessness. Living with a psychic vampire is an incredibly dangerous situation to stay in, and one I have dealt with my entire...

Why am I not surprised. The push for anit-white is getting so forced and out-of-control that something truly deplorable is going to happen soon if the blame game and the finger pointing are not put in check.  This community clearly needs a STRONG backhand to wake them up to the truth of the...

You should also watch out for added fluoride, a-lot of companies have the impulse to add fluoride to their drinking products, including city drinking water (tap water). Studies have also found that pharmaceuticals have been found in FILTERED tap water from years of people flushing their meds...

Do you have a website or a list of the services you offer? I have been wanting to start studying astrology but am unsure on where to start. Any advice? Sent from Yahoo Mail on Android

Recently I have been trying to change some things in my life, but every time I make headway I get knocked back to where I started. It has been too long since I decided to stop using marijuana and yet I still find myself wasting money on it and depending on it much more than I should or even need...

Recently I have been trying to change some things in my life, but every time I make headway I get knocked back to where I started. It has been too long since I decided to stop using marijuana and yet I still find myself wasting money on it and depending on it much more than I should or even need...

Coming from a previous drug addict, I relate to you with feeling a lack of strength, but it is up to you to find  your will. The power you hold inside of yourself is much greater than anything you can imagine but you have to find it on your own. Father guides us and your GD will help you, learn...

Be careful of what you consider to be lucky. Some have been under attack for so long, that simply feeling Father for the first time in this life is an overwhelming sense of joy and happiness. Many of us who have felt immediate change is in a sense that, when there is no hope, and carrying on...

Very nice, I enjoyed this very much, thank you for the gift! Hail Father Satan!Hail the Glorious Orion Empire! Sent from Yahoo Mail on Android

Beautiful poem, very liberating.Brought tears to my eyes! Hail Father Satan!Hail the glorious Orion empire! Sent from Yahoo Mail on Android

You answered a question I have been searching for, for quite some time. Thank you. Sent from Yahoo Mail on Android

Thanks again Sent from Yahoo Mail on Android

How did you mess up? On Friday, December 9, 2016 12:12 PM, "ilovesatanyesyesyass@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:   I need help! I didn't read far enough ahead and I messed up!

In life we have constant ups and downs. If your downs seem to overwhelmingly rule your life, you need to consider the fact that you might be under attack telepathically and spiritually.  Have you performed the dedication ritual yet? Are you advanced enough to know the condition of your aura...

I already responded to your original email. What is it you're worried about? You give no information as to what the problem is. On Friday, December 9, 2016 12:14 PM, "ilovesatanyesyesyass@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:   Im...

Thank you for the advice Sims,  I have not ruled out seeing a doctor yet, but I would like to avoid going to one if I can for both financial and personal reasons. I posted my questions in the SSHealth Group and I got some advice from a member stating the symptoms and causes of Stomach-Yin...

Thank you very much,   Ill set out a new dietary plan for myself to follow for the future until all feels right again. I will also continue meditating and place my order on amazon.  Wow! Just reading for 5 minutes on that site is very revealing, as most of these symptoms have been occuring most...

It has been quite awhile since I've used any hard drugs, a couple years at least, but I recently quit smoking marijuana after 10 years of use and 4 years of constant smoking.  I've found no correlation to a specific food group, but I have found that the greasier it is, the sicker I feel. This is...

I have added it to my amazon cart, although I am curious if there are any alternatives. I am very against taking pills unless I absolutely have to. I would also like a reliable informational source about this deficiency so I can study it a bit, before pumping my body full of medicine. Thank you...

I have always had sleeping problems, ever since I can remember, but recently I have been experiencing sweating alot in my sleep. Almost every night. I am extremely hungry most of the time, but when I see food I feel ill. It looks more pale than usual, maybe even dehydrated.I can take a picture...

<pre style="font-fa[/IMG]Hello my fellow satanists! I was hoping to get a little advice as I have recently lost all my appetite, I dont just mean Im eating a little less. Today I had to force myself to finish a sandwich, which was the first thing I had really eaten in over 36 hours. I...

Congrats!! Such a wonderful sight to see, I am starting to deepen myself with the relationship I have with father Satan, and for the first time in my life I feel peace. Father Satan is unlike anything I have ever experienced. My anger, sadness, sorrow, depression, doubt, hate, etc.. just washes...

One kind action, or even several for that matter, will not and can not atone for the mass murder, corruption and lies that the jews have spread. A kike is a kike. Jews will never be able to peacefully mingle with gentiles. Even if the jew is young and does not recognize it, they will be...

<pre style="wh[/IMG]Hello my fellow satanists! I was hoping to get a little advice as I have recently lost all my appetite, I dont just mean Im eating a little less. Today I had to force myself to finish a sandwich, which was the first thing I had really eaten in over 36 hours. I used to...