I just discovered this forum after searching endlessly through others. Recently, I made a pact with Santa Muerte. At first, everything seemed fine. I kept having positive experiences money flowing in, strange intuitive visions, even moments where I could sense people’s thoughts. My bond with...

Greetings. The title is pretty explicative. I need to stop denying the truth and be honest with myself: recently, I've noticed that my sexual desire is lower than usual. I know that it's totally ok to have days where you are not in the mood but this is going on for a bit too much. This...

Cuckolded by jewish woman because of traumas, and many more underlying issues what should i do? Cleansing only help a little bit. What damage the soul can have?

My Neptune is in my first house, I feel like I'm floating all the time and Crystals don't help

This girl in my workplace keeps trying to disrupt me and causing me distress. Does knowing their natal placements help amplify any workings/banishments?

I feel positive and hostile energies when doing God rituals. I am dedicated. I did the Grand Ritual for Zeus and felt like the energy of my face was being destroyed. I feel like they are displeased with me.

So I’ve gone through a bad on and off situation with a Zevist girl for a year now and we broke up twice. Last time yesterday. I had a dream of another girl, who is basically an influencer on social media. I always felt a pull towards her and she’s pagan and follows ancient Egyptian religion. I...

What can I do to fill the void left by the lack of maternal love? (I'm a woman and that affected me a lot, today I can see it.)

Hello, yes my friend, your post was a big help. What you say is exactly my goals, well one of them at least. There are some extremely fascinating and interesting things I wanted to share with you and gain your insight, but you won't allow it! And I feel too exposed to mention even through...

Let’s just say I’ve basically never dated. I think so, it’s even in my chart. When people I like compliment me, I already feel better, imagine if it were a boyfriend. Maybe I have relationship karma that I should work on maybe that's why I cant never find anyone.

Woman. We drifted apart. He started dating new people and getting married again, leaving me on the sidelines. Later I realized he had always neglected me, I just didn’t notice it because I was a child who adored her father and thought he was the best. He did the bare minimum, and every chance...

Why, whenever I like someone/something or I'm feeling happy, my mind sabotages itself and strange intrusive thoughts enter? For example a particular God, or HP, or even a new friend or something. It will attack them but it's not my real feelings or thoughts? What working will fix this?

Why is this considered one of the worst degrees and how can I sublimate these energies? Apparrently it is an "assasination degree"...? I have high social ambitions and things which indicate attracting dangerous enemies. I developed a scar in the shape of a bullet hole exactly on my 3rd eye...

The aspect is almost exact. Is it something to worry about, or are Vertex aspects not as relevant to fixed star contacts?

I realized and accepted that I don’t think I’m ugly because someone once told me that or because of the social medias. It’s because of my father. I hate my father, and I look like him. Out of all his children, I’m the only one who really resembles him, as my mom always said, “you’re his image.”...