Greetings, Brother / Sister!
Are you the same person as this one - because we discussed the exact same topic in depth here:
Hello, I like your explanations a lot, and I'd like to hear your advice on the interpretation and how to deal with Saturn in the 8th in Taurus sign. Thank you.
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As for your other questions, whatever happened in your past life it will not stand in the way of any your meditation or advancement.
I did not fix attention in the above topic but 8th in the lower octave can attract extreme poverty and financial disaster. This as well as attracting dangerous enemies can be successfully sublimated into everything connected to the higher octave of 8th dealing with financial, magical or any other power for the sake of the great purpose such as great donations to ToZ. With great money ToZ for example might buy books and archeological material that is not the open internet and make great spiritual use of it. Most such things are now belonging to Rothschilds, Rockefellers and Vatican due extreme wealth and ability to buy them. The market price for such is dictated by auctions and who are main players in auctions? The above. This is how they keep the spiritual knowledge in their hands. With great wealth ToZ could buy such things and decipher their spiritual messages for humanity.
Hello, yes my friend, your post was a big help.
What you say is exactly my goals, well one of them at least.
There are some extremely fascinating and interesting things I wanted to share with you and gain your insight, but you won't allow it! And I feel too exposed to mention even through ASO.
Or well, I will tell you a trivial but interesting one, that is my bank account and library card number since I was a child both end in "666" which relates directly to my goals!
What you said about the Vatican etc., I plan on taking back everything from them.
This Saturn has been quite stubborn, though, but I have finally begun to succeed in subjugating it, which I am very pleased about.
I am currently researching on how to deal with 15° Taurus through physical actions as well as spiritual since I have found that it is 10x faster to do so.
Specifically to avoid being assasinated as I have read it is considered the assasination degree.
It is also loosely opposite SOUTH SCALE and loosely conjunct ALMACH (1.75° orb) of which the latter has a positive description, but with Saturn does that turn into the opposite meaning?
I'm aware it can be sublimated into higher octaves, but I am wondering about the raw expression so I can prioritise my workings accordingly.
This Saturn is basically the only thing I am concerned about, everything else is blessed with maxxed out stats and luck but this shit is raping me. I have to do exercise every hour and chase my goals 24/7 or it starts fuckijg me, to the point I have to avoid women/friends/family.
With regards to poverty, I am often given luck by others like some anime protagonist so I am not worried, but with the ease of my grand trine I have developed some bad habits of complacency/indulgence which my Saturn makes difficult to erase due to its stubbornness in Taurus despite 3 fixed T-squares... the tension becomes ironically easy to sublimate due to my grand trines involvement, but it is solely Saturn which has been an issue so far.
Although, I am actually starting to enjoy it... my libido/sex drive has become entirely obsessed and attached to being transmuted to uplift the Gods instead and I have lost interest in nearly every other aspect of life besides my spiritual development, knowledge/skill acquisition and restoring my nation's glory.
Will this turn into something abhorrent?
There is another question I wanted to ask you, but I will open a seperate thread about my grand trine.
It is involved in 0-2° orb of 9 fixed stars, which has made mainstream analysis of my chart somewhat off and I haven't read any books on fixed stars yet.
Thank you for your knowledge.
