Me and my loved one will get a farm to become self-sufficient, or as much as possible and we wanted to also own animals, (we'll treat them humanely and with love as it should be), but how does one overcome fear of humanely killing it for meat? We want to be able to do it without fear, but I...

Dear brother and sister HP hoodedcobra and HP Lydia, This is sahasrara I sincerely apologise for saying things I should not have to clergy HP Lydia and HP hoodedcobra. I have no one except this family. I apologise for my words. I’m confident enough to express my sincere apologies ...

When Venus moves into Scorpio, it will also conjunct my ascendant and then be in my 1st house. This has been a very positive influence on me so far. Is it possible for me to do a Venus square when conjunction happens and increase my attractiveness with that?

What is the correct working for this? My voice is very deep, blunt, ugly and monotone, somewhat argumentative. I want it to be more soothing and tranquil.

Hello, how are you? I hope you're all doing well. Lately, I've been having doubts about my relationship. Here's the thing: I don't know if my partner is white, or at least of the same ethnicity as me. I suspect they have some mixed ancestry, so I'm not sure how I can build a future with them...

I have a problem with never finishing what I start. I absolutely love art and have always been passionate about it. I've spent half my life trying to learn, but I always give up when I feel like my drawings aren't good enough. No matter how much I practice, it seems like I don't improve, and...

I'm a new initiate, so I am not very experienced. Right now I am following the 40 day program thoroughly. I have applied to a Summer Work and Travel program and I want to create a working to help me first get accepted to a good job, in ways that are good for me, preferably in a small town...

Can anybody give me proof of your religion, preferably of a rational kind? How do you explain the apparently Satanic practices of Jews? How do you explain the problem of evil? Whatever your views are on these specific questions or more fundamental things, I want to hear justifications. I am...

I am a white man who live with non whites and i need some time until i get back to live with whites but after a lot of meditation i have so much desire to settle within my own group properly before ever associating and living with non whites again. Is there any specific meditation or working...

Transit Neptune and Saturn are conjunct my Mars right now. Even though my Mars is in a very powerful position and is the only “masculine” planet in good condition in my chart, I feel like I haven't been able to use it for a while. I'm struggling to set boundaries, my libido is very lower in...

Keep in mind I haven’t done meditiston for years This solar plexus throbbing feeling started a week ago now and it’s on the front extension of solar plexus, physical feeling. It’s not going away. What is it indicating ? Please answer

Thank you Ol Argedco luciftias and SG Alexandros Iowno. I have decided to go back. I won't give a timeline for obvious reasons but it's most likely before the year is up. Just for the record, I am not the one who chose to come here. I was brought against my will as an infant and...

What specific meditations, asanas, mantras, or other works would you recommend to someone who has a complete lack of water in their natal chart? I want to compensate for this, as it interferes with many things.

How do I go about becoming wise? i have always been a bit of a jokester, and all my friends know me that way, as someone who always jokes about everything. But I want to be seen differently. I want others to view me as someone they can trust and respect. However, I don't want to be fake or...

I have been pretty consistent with practicing a daily meditation program in addition to vibrating runes into its corresponding chakra, hatha yoga, kundalini for months straight without fail. Something I’m starting to notice is this almost full body orgasmic sensation that feels intense. I’m...

I have been here all my life but always as a second class citizen. I don't want to work under the table as all those jobs are undignified to a large degree. I state with decades of life experience. I have been surviving on odd jobs and favors from people but mostly low level manual labor...

Can I heal from a moderate tooth decay, which is close to becoming severe?

I know I can’t change my life, and I know that overthinking doesn’t help, but I can’t stop wondering what things would be like if they were different. I’ve known this girl for a long time, and she seems to have everything. She’s tall, has a beautiful body, is the beauty queen of our state, has...

I've been getting sick very quickly lately and had to take a lot of medication. How can I get through this weathers without getting sick again, because I get sick every autumn and winter with just a little cold... My city is not that cold but I have no tolerance. What can I do about it?

I relapsed and drank 4 beers yesterday. I feel ashamed. This isn't a question but I needed to get it out there.

Hey, I'm deep into wrestling tournaments right now, and a couple months back I started messing around with some endurance boosters – you know, the stuff that gives you that extra edge. Losing just isn't on the table for me, and damn, it feels incredible when I finally start turning things around...

Hopefully it is readily apparent why I would wish to ask this question anonymously. I'm not talking about feeling a light tickle up my spine and thinking that is anything compared to the kundalini rising. I've risen the kundalini from base to crown, I felt the heat as it rose and the spark...

Здравствуйте. Да, я задавал уже похожий вопрос. Я делал квадрат Меркурия в Раке от эпилепсии, теперь делаю этот же квадрат в Деве. Уже подхожу к концу... Но приступы - да, стали легче, почти пропали, я многое себе позволил, чего раньше не мог, например, писать здесь сейчас быстро этот вопрос...

Is it possible for me to gain weight from a demonic entity

Hello, sorry for the question, but I'm confused and want to understand: if I dedicate my soul, is it better to use the old dedication to Satan or is it better to use the new one, which is signing allegiance to Zeus?

Hi everyone, I’ve been browsing your site for a while, and I’m really curious about many things here. However, I have a big concern. I’m 17 years old, and I have a mild double scoliosis and a moderate kyphosis. I also have a small dent or deformation on the left side of my chest. I’m afraid...

My family makes jokes and teases me saying that I was born with nigro hair while they have naturally straight hair indeed everyone have straight hair there and I listen this mocking since a very young age I never liked my hair because of this my hair is a mix of wavy with curly with volume (...

Why am I chronically depressed? It's not even though related. It's like there's just a fog in my mind that makes it so my memory is shit, I can't feel happy, and I can't even feel good from cleaning my aura. I feel worthless and like everyone hates me. I feel low most days. Help

I refuse to get into a trance and use self hypnosis on myself in order to fix my trauma or even other means of spirituality to a certain degree. My trauma will maybe get better while I am advancing on the path but I don't want to make a working exclusively for fixing my trauma. My emotions are...

I have my sun and saturn very close in Leo, and Venus and Mercury very close in Cancer. What does this tell me about myself?

I have a widow's peak, and as is common it's the hairline next to it that's more open, how do I grow hair there since it's something I was born with and there are no hair follicles there? The doctor said the same thing and there's no point in using anything because there's nothing to grow there...

It’s bizarre. I seem endlessly interested in learning about kaballah and jewish mysticism. It drives me and gives me energy. But when it comes to listening or reading Zevist/Pagan material i try to at first but then lose interest almost immediately. Why is this? Is it enemy influence? I’ve...

Being born in a precarious place (whether the country, the state or your city) means what? Most zevistas here, even those who didn't grow up rich or with any privilege ( I think of course ), seem to have been born in good countries. Am I suffering some "punishment"? Why did I have to be born...

I'm a 20 year old female, and i have a boyfriend. I'm with for 5 months, and both of us arenot really sexually active, we are each other's first. we have been trying to have sex for 3 times now and it just won't work. he goes soft, i get hurt so much. weird thing is that i can normally do it...

After periods of time without masturbating(usually after 4 days) there appears to be some kind of pressure in the sacral chakra, the longer the period of time, the more intense the pressure(for the lack of a better word) is. Is this normal? Is there a blockage in the sacral chakra? Should I...

I want to leave the reality I live in and enter another one, and when I say that, it's... I want to get out of this city, go to luxurious places or have lots of good experiences, but something seems to be holding me back, apart from poverty, something more is holding me back, and I want to do...

What would happen if I do the meditation of cutting connection with a person who I live with and depend on.

I need a job and I can't get one anywhere, the only place in this city that I haven't handed in my CV is the Catholic church (it's actually in the church office, marking names and other little things), my grandmother is one of the people who works there and she told me she'd help me get in if I...

Hello, I would like to understand an aspect of astrology. I have a fire stellium in Leo in the 11th house formed by the moon, mercury and chiron. I am Cancer and my ascendant is Virgo. I often find it difficult to express my creativity and self-expression in front of the public and I feel an...

on astro seek i looked up that Joseph Goebbels had the same ascendant and 4 of the same planets as me is that enough to mean who i am now is similar to him? but i dont think im half as accomplished as he was :(

I see my siblings and they've taken all the good stuff from the genetic, leaving the bad stuff and I've taken it. I'm not crippled or have any health problems, but I didn't get the same good physical characteristics as them, does that mean I'm not compatible with my parents? Or is it that my...

ive been feeling kinda down lately, i got nothing to do in my free time, i spend the whole afternoon looking for a video to watch or a game to play and im tired of that, ive been locked in my room all day since i was a kid and i dont know what to do about it, cuz i got nothing to do and even...

Hello everyone! Few weeks ago, the thought of making this popped randomly into my mind and I can't let it go so I needed to write this down. As suggested, this is the safest option to post this as it contains information on my birth chart and I don't want to lose an opportunity to help the...

I accidentally gave a jew my full name. I regularly do RTRs (have been doing them for a long time), meditations and have a close relationship with the gods. My life has been flourishing. Today, while on campus I met a friend of a friend. We kept talking and he said something along the lines of...

I'll start with the fact that I grew up alone and had imaginary friends, which makes me quite vulnerable to this kind of thing. Yes, let's say there are obvious things: if I have a dream in which I literally see things from the future, that's a contant that confirms the existence of Gods, etc...

I'm a woman who cares a lot about other people's opinions and also who's really vain. I'd like to shave my head just to see what it's like and then let it grow back, healthy again, it's long normal hair. But I'm ashamed of what they'll think and how they'll see me. I live in a city with 5k...

Yesterday, I had a physics class, and my professor started talking about the universe. That got me thinking, and now I have a few questions. I hope these aren't taken as blasphemy or anything of that nature. I ask this with the utmost respect and with faith in the gods. Here are my questions...

When doing KRAM is it okay to say it as it is like with the sound of cake. KRAM. Or do I HAVE TO do it like with a scratchy sound from the throat? KHHHram ? I did it like with a normal K. is the square ruined ?

Hey, I'm a newcomer here, just the other day I came across this topic and wanna get these themes quickly but I'm have difficulties with the realization of all this I've been diving into some of the deeper stuff from the Temple of Zeus, but honestly, I'm still wrapping my head around how they...

I have Aries on my second house cusp and Jupiter in Aries in the house. I also sometimes impulsively order other things when I don't have money for them. I think this placement gives a lot of impulsiveness cause I think I have enough when I don't. I was in debt for awhile but now am fine. I just...

Hi, i have read about how to become 1% in life as Zevist and I wish to know your god, who is Zeus? I am really scared to call God by his name because I am scared to be killed by him... I have tried to talk with Ares and Spartans and they attacked me brutally with thunder, I don't trust Zeus but...

Hello, I would like your help. I can't attract anyone, and it just doesn't happen. This has been happening to me since I entered teens years and everyone started dating. I can count on my fingers how many times a boy has ever found me "pretty" ( and no, they never even try to date me or...

I'm not sure how to answer this question. I believe at this point many, and likely most jews, especially those in Israel, are indeed wicked. I also understand the jewish agenda and its various tendrils, including the various unforgivable crimes the jewish leadership and at the very least...

I have beginning-stage hair thinning, which developed because I didn't take good care of my hair. What are some solutions I can apply spiritually? Also, do you have any physical suggestions?

My partner has taken up the habit of doing coke and he is destroying himself and me and the relationship. He turned into this lying and manipulative monster who would choose his addiction and friends that enable him over me. he attracts these bad people, dealers and enablers. he has so much...

There are women who find a man attractive just because he has a relationship and trying to get him and messing up his relationship. I have some insights that such a situation will occur when I have a relationship, I am also a woman. And I am curious, in such a situation, rather than resolving...

After dedicating myself, I started having unpleasant dreams. They're grotesque, mundane, predicting the future, but their context is unpleasant. They're not sweet, not kind, they're rude. The entities that appear in my dreams take humorous forms, and they're often vile and repulsive to me—like...

I am not an addicted person; I have been clean for 7 or 8 months. But lately, I have had the urge to vape. I feel like this craving will not go away until I use it. It's not a craving in the form of an addiction, just more of a curiosity that I have in the back of my mind. Lately, I've seen some...

I live in a very small town where people my age only care about drinking and "partying" and I don't like that. I lost all my friends from school because none of them were really my friends and they just wanted to use me for their own benefit. In the end I'm a person who spends all the time...

I don't want to accept the fact that I have something in my body that I can't change. If I never accept it, will it be a bigger problem in my next life? Or even in this one?

Whenever I used FRTR, I feel sometimes the people who use Torah do not get hurt. Some people became more religious thanks to me using FRTR and that kind of scares me. One lady I know started wearing hijab after I did FRTR. It has me worried. Am I a Jew? What am I doing wrong?

Why does the death spell sometimes fail? ....I cast a death spell but there is no result, he is still alive He's a bit famous, but he's not a singer or an internationally recognized leader. If you throw it and catch it, 10 thousand people will know it. I don't think his aura gets much...

i don't know how to describe what I'm experiencing but I feel so, so lonely and twisted. I can't make friends because I'm not capable of forming bonds with them since I'm scared they'll hurt my feelings. I'm desperate. i try to have friends but always end up putting distance with them without...

Hello, after beginning, i just to apologize if my english is not very good, english is not my first language, i'm brazilian and if i write something offensive and/or wrong, i might do it sometimes without even noticing. id like to know where dependent autistic, neurodivergent, mentally ill go...

I like the energies of these crystals. Are they of the enemy do they damage the soul. The energy to me feels calming and neptunian not like angels. I have one on me right now I like it.

When will the war in Ukraine end? I am very worried about my life and the life of someone close to me.

I want to go to a college that doesn't offer a bachelor's degree, but rather a technology degree, which gives a better return on the market because it's more focused on getting you out there and working. I want to work in the natural things area, which I could even specialize in acupuncture...

Why shouldn't we have sex with other races? Is it includes platonic friendship too? Just curious And what if two friends with different race fall in love?

Brothers and Sisters, I was attacked by Zeuss enemy a couple years ago and I was in all summery, coriecered into giving my full name. Now Im attacked trying to do AOP, cleaning RTRs. What do I do? Please help. Thank you! Hail Zeus! Hail the Gods/Deamons!

What about the fact that sometimes I have to provide some deal to jews, work with them, etc., receive payment from them.Fortunately, not of a servicing nature. Isn't that frowned upon?

I have this kind of dream from time to time. Some nights, in addition to my normal dreams, I feel the intensity of my entire subconscious mind at once. These are very intense dreams mixed with lucid dreams, occurring within two or three hours. And I wake up occasionally, but as soon as I close...

Is it unhealthy to want to be controlled and punished? I enjoy this type of behavior and wish my partner would engage with it more. Or should I try to lessen this? I think a part of it stems from trauma. But I also just enjoy the safety of someone else telling me what to do (if I trust them...

How can I get rid of bruxism if I can’t afford the braces the dentist recommended to cure it? I’m struggling with everything because of this, even opening my mouth is difficult, and I can’t yawn properly. I’ve already asked two healing Gods for help, but they both said no. My face is becoming...

Hello, the Russian forum and donor platform have been down for about two days now. Please tell me what happened to them. I don't know if it's technical work or some kind of DDoS attack again.

Are spirit conjuration bindings real magic when payed for from a shop keep like ******** Etsy or ******** shop sites that are out there you can find these days online?

So I am a cancer ascendant man with a Capricorn and 7H stelliums especially mars being 6H cap and Venus 7H cap. When I finally tried being with Capricorn ascendant women it seems like issues in my life get fixed gradually, insomnia decreased, hardly feel sad when it comes to that. When I get...

Can one ask Satan for a gay lover and how

Would it be possible to find a way to channel practically every single negative energy that I have come into contact with during my life and unleash it on a person who has hurt me tremendously? Perhaps if it works, it will have devastating effects on that specific person, or are there better...

I have a strong doubt and a serious question regarding the following. If the Gods created us using genetic engineering, why did they have to make different races, and interbreed with each other - and for it to be harmful and bad? I do admit that there is a strong difference between the races...

Hi, I'm interested in possible outcomes and ways this placement can manifest. House is empty of planets.

I was born in European white family. My whole family are atheists and I have never had any problems with xianity and other garbage, I have never been to church. I first learned about Spiritual Satanism in 2021 when I was 15. After studying the entire site, I almost immediately started...

Hello. I am doing the square, but the problem is that firstly I am very afraid of making a mistake beforehand, before pronouncing the mantra, and I am afraid after finishing the pronunciation. And, most importantly, the mantra continues to sound like an echo in my head, and I cannot stop...

How do we find out purpose in life and Wich methods do we use

I understand that only the superior of Zeus' wars will remain on Earth, but then our number will be no more than a few tens of thousands, at best we will have 100,000 people, do I understand correctly that immigrants who are already close to Magnum Opus will be brought to us on a ship? What will...

I'm working to attract compatible sexual partners, and therefore sex. What do you think? x20 Uruz x6 Kenaz x16 Sowilo After vibrating the runes, I inhale red energy a couple of times and affirm 10 times: "I am attracting compatible sexual partners to me." I'm doing it for 40 days! Any advice?

Thank you everyone. Going to a nutritionist doesn't seem possible for me right now. I forget to eat, I've lost ten pounds due to depression in recent years, I went from 55kg to 45kg (Because I'm short, these numbers aren't as scary as they seem). Still, I always had very curvy lines, perhaps...

Uranus will soon be conjunct My IC in Gemini what does that mean. My I C is 10 Gemini

Hello. I turned 20 and my body is changing very quickly. I'm a woman, and I don't know if it's because I haven't been eating enough, but I can't say I've been eating well for the last five or six years. This year, for the first time, I noticed that my hips are starting to melt away, if that's...

I have a hole in my solar chakra, on top of the chakra from what I’m feeling. The hole was caused through multiple semi-traumatic and confidence shattering events in regards to women and relationships. My father hasn’t helped in this and makes the problem far worses, adding more negative emotion...

I was wondering about what would happen if you did self hypnosis an imagined having sex what would happen cause I didn't want to try till I had a opinion on it cause I don't want to have sex with a thoughtform or enemy

Hello family, not long ago I found out that a relative of mine is Jewish. He's not that close to me, but I can see him often when I visit other people. He's still a child and is Jewish on his mother's side. What I'm getting at is, what should one do if it's inevitable not to see him? I'm also...

It is square Neptune and no other planets touch it as most of my planets are in middle to late degrees. It's on or feeling effects from the cardinal point of Aries according to what I read. What does it mean my life should head towards. I know it's on Baals degrees does this mean anything.

Thank you :) And thank you for your reply @Pammy ❤️ I think it is the effect of the deep cleaning, it is easily solved for me. On Sunday I am starting to removing negative karma for my relationships, then I will start a love working. I was constantly watching him, trying to see things in him...

Thank you dear TG, you are right in everything you say, I am being selfish. At that time I tended to remove sex from the relationship for a while because even if we did things together it was always connected to sex and I really thought that he only wanted me for sex, for material pleasure...

My father has been an alcoholic for a long time. I'm a young woman, and I've worked so hard for him, both financially and emotionally. My mother and I were separated, and he ended up on the streets because of his alcoholism, and I brought him home. I'm the only one working at home, trying to...

The first day I started fitness and the first moment I took a break, I saw a card in my tarot deck open and turned upside down. This card was the Empress. I feel this is not a coincidence. Could I be doing something wrong or... why, what do you think? Thank you so much in advance.

I asked a few questions here though the problem is when I go to join it never gets past read the rules on my device. I read them I agree to them but I can't get past that prompt. I am frustrated. I don't want to ask all my questions here. Also does anyone know any cleansing mantras using...

1. Is my Mars weak in Libra closely conjunct Spica opposite Jupiter in Aries on exact degree or does that strengthen it or weaken it. Should I do Mars Square. It is also Square moon in Cancer it's fall sign that probably weakens it. Can Jupiter mantra(s) or Jupiter be used for cleansing I...

I have a lot of urgent dental work. But Saturn is retrograde now and will be so until the end of the fall. Is it possible to do dental work during Saturn retrograde? What if you NEED to do it?

I know a guy, he's into me since he first saw me. But he is like this to the almost every woman in his life and probably cheated on me. We had a relationship that involves.. only sex and bed romanticism? I said I am not comfortable with it anymore, I asked him not to do it for a while, to see if...

Before you dismiss this question, I tolds you the current OS I use, which means that I need anonymity for this, will also tell you I am a Zevist in case that has any effect on what replies this may get. I'm biased in favor of windows xp (service pack 3 and nostalgia) and windows 7 (fruitiger...

My ascendant is aquarius Uranus Conjunct Saturn in Sagittarius. I have pisces intercepted in the first house. Does Saturn cause a lot of problems does this mean I have bad Karmic seeds. It seems to me Saturn is less malific in Sagittarius cause it's Jupiter ruled but the strange thing is...

Hello, can someone please help me clarifying the following? I forgot to do the sun square vibrations during the day, but I woke up at 5:40 and, seeing that it was still a planetary night, i did the vibrations and finished them at 5:54. The issue is that sunrise appears to be at 5:55 in my city...

Por quê o foco do Deus Principal da Alegria de Satan mudou de Satan Lúcifer Enki EA / Shiva Satya/Melek Taus/Ahriman PARA >>> Zeus (Beelzebuth, Enlil, Mammon) ?? Sempre entendi pelo site original sendo Satan Lúcifer Satanás/Shiva/Enki - o pai da humanidade como o Deus Supremo do Inferno e não...

I don't mean my race when I say that. I'm pure white, I've been dedicated for about 8 years, I return curses once every three days or more and I do a full RTR once a month. I know my Guardian and my experiences and workings with the Gods are great. I love them so dearly and I love the Earth and...

If Baal/Zeus is Satan as the new temple of Zeus explains then what about the experiences of others who experienced Satan the God and the fact the Satans absolution ritual has a very different energy than Beelzebul himself. I have experienced him in helping me never experienced Father Satan as he...

The whispers I listen telling me wake up but I don’t know what’s happening in need your help to understand what’s happening

@Henu the Great Thanks, your response makes sense, I agree with you. Yes, I don’t want to compromise on my boundaries. @Karnonnos Thanks, I see your point. But this would be a problem for me. I still want a monogamous partner who takes responsibility in the relationship. I don't like porn and...

I was interested in spiritual Satanism and loved Satan and did the commitment ritual and felt a vibration in my body and only listened to silence and a voice from my body. This was two years ago or more after that I kept looking for any guidance and found someone who told me to do meditations...

I would like to translate all the text from English to Czech. Who do I need to ask for permission to make sure everything is in accordance with the law?

I have a christian friend who I care deeply about. Even though she is a christian, she is one of the kindest, hard working and best friends I have ever had. Due to this, it makes me feel really bad knowing that her good soul should end up perished. Is there a way to help her and try to make sure...

I am from a strong religious backround , but i am SOOO drawn to what ive been told is the "dark side" . Yet the slightest wind from that direction renders me helpless and wanting more. (sry if thats tmi)

I've been a dedicated Zevist for 10 years. Dedicated my soul immediately and have been in devoted practice since. During this time Ive done a great many amazing things with the help of the Gods. I've seen, I've spoken, and I've felt the spiritual on this path. Things you can't ever do as a...

My natal is also 6 in the same Sign if it matters. Scared if honest; 3'rd House.

CR is Venus in Virgo 11th in a disassociated grand trine with Jupiter and Mars 3rd (conjunct Aculeus), quincunx Neptune and Square Pluto 3rd (conjunct Antares opposite Aldebaran). They are a young Zevist polymath. Not feminine, but somewhat androgynous. Masculine (Plutonian/Jupiterian)...

I was raised in a Christian family and have always believed in Christianity. Later, I converted to Taoism and learned some Taoist magic. Now I want to dedicate myself to Satan, the Father of Satan. In the devotion ritual book, should I write "former Christian" or "former Taoist"? I take the...

My cat was my best friend. I loved him so much. He died unexpectedly, probably from a heart attack, and now everything feels empty and cold without him. My room feels too big. I still can't wrap my head around the fact that he won't be there to purr when I wake up. I'm starting to question my...

Why does the God that I believe in, not give me a good life? I am very poor financially (have been for 43 years), I have bad health, I have make a lot of mistakes in my life, I have tried to get jobs and keep them for as long as I can, I have prayed and prayed and nothing ever changes in my...

The Christian God has claimed me and told me I am his. I don't know what to do as I know not what he wants from me, except to curse me and keep me poor, and he never blesses me financially and I am really struggling right now just to pay all my bills and keep a roof over my head. I have no idea...

I feel such emptiness and discomfort in existing that it runs through me every day and I feel like not waking up the next day, I find myself wishing for death every day even though I practice meditation, do magic work so on I believe I deserve a good life, but anguish is something that lives...

About 6 years ago I was diagnosed by a doctor via blood test to have genital herpes, which currently has no known cure. Since then, I take an anti-viral medication daily. As long as I don't skip this, I almost never get any outbreaks 99% of the time. If I do accidentally skip a day or 2, I...

I tried to take all/follow the advices and I will not ignore and I appreciate the answers but, there is still no explanation why only so many rituals mean the solution and I also wrote that I do not want to do so many rituals, but because I have no other choice, because then negativity is...

I'll continue with this thread(https://ancient-forums.com/threads/77323-i-cannot-cope-with-enemy-attacks-i-dont-know-how-long-can-i-last.300587/), but I'll complain here for the last time.The problem mentioned in this thread is still not solved.In addition, I'm starting to feel that I really...

But there is also etheric energy, as well as other subatomic particles, how can I distinguish them and fill them?

Leo is the ruler of the 7th house like in your example. So would this mean a change in my relationships or finding a new partner or something?

Dear fellow Zevists, I was born with Saturn in the 6th house in Pisces. I’m now completing a square that began when the Sun was in Leo, with the affirmation: “In a positive and healthy way for me, my overall physical health is powerfully resilient and not sensitive or easily bothered, now and...

Once when I was a child, I stole a leather talisman with a Koran inside from a Muslim. Childish curiosity. To which he told me that I and my whole family are cursed and will die soon. I was very scared. Then a year later he admitted that it was a joke! But I don't think so now. What can be done...

if its a live service of some sort. is it safe? are we sure we are not exposing our real info? not trying to scare, just genuinely worried. thanks.

Can I somehow focus on the bottom and top, but not on the sides, so as not to hurt people with the absorption of energy, and is it possible to concentrate in a different way, it is very difficult for me, I do not understand how to do it correctly and safely, there are too few instructions. Can I...

It seems to me that polygamy and polyamory are becoming more common than monogamy. I am a monogamous person, and I wonder if this will become harder to achieve. Is monogamy a real thing? Is it weird that I also wouldn’t be able to accept it if my partner had a promiscuous past, having sex...

Hello there! I was very tired last night during my daily spiritual square working, and I have affirmed ,,in a beneficial easy and healthy way for me'' 2 times instead of ,,in a beneficial happy and healthy way for me'' . Is my square ruined because of that little change in affirmation only 2 times?

And "health" (about category). Will the spiritual square of Mercury, started in Cancer, work against epilepsy? Please answer. I recently completed it, but I am already so afraid of convulsions that I feel them in everything. I wouldn't like to start anything else considering I'm a minor among...

I remember now this happened after I did the ritual to Astarte later that same night. Could this have been her voice?

I want to perform initiation ritual but I would like to know if I will be able to cancel it if I decide in future. Or it comes with you until you die?

Can anyone tell me something about the numbers 227 and 295 if there's any information? I kept repeating this in my dreams.

I always know what I need to do, but I still don't do it. I know the answer to every problem and I know what I should do, but I don't do it because I don't feel like it. What should I do? I know that I need will and high goals. I have high goals but Im not interested in it soo much. Maybe...

Can you watch interacial porn? only as a fantasy, but never acting in race mixing in real life. Never having sex with other races, just as a fantasy, fetish.

There are many inconjuncts/quincunx in my solar return chart. What does this mean for me, I've never seen this many inconjuncts before: Saturn Inconjunct Sun, Jupiter Inconjunct Uranus, Moon Inconjunct True Node, Uranus Inconjunct Sun, Neptune Inconjunct Sun, Pluto Inconjunct Saturn, True Node...

I am a newbie and reading many sermons, including old ones, from HPS Maxine, I often come across phrases like: 'Satan punishes the Jews', 'Satan torments the Jews their entire existence', 'Satan is the winner', and so on. But why then are the Jews in power throughout the world and it is they who...

Hi I wish to stop to smoke cigarette but an entity whisper to me to continue. Satan told me that meditation and breathing (smoking) increase the aura power, you suggest me to continue or to stop?

I used to have no problem with different races, but suddenly I started to dislike them, there's one I dislike more than the other. I know it's normal for us to prefer to stay closer to our own race, but anger and hatred towards others doesn't make sense.

My voice was extremely raspy when I made a vibration, there was cracking in my throat when i vibrated EEEEEE. It sounded very crackly and raspy did this fail my square?

What happens to our family after death? I had a grandma I loved so much, but she's not alive anymore. I miss her a lot because she was a huge part of my childhood. It's been 6 or 7 years since she passed, but sometimes I still find myself crying alone, just thinking about her. I wish I could be...

Virtues are important to me, and therefore, even if I violate them in my imagination, it is very unpleasant for me. Help me understand, I imagine my ideal type of girl, in my imagination she has an adult appearance, 19-38 years old, but I'm afraid that since she began to exist in my imagination...

Hello, a person in the past hurt me emotionally and this feeling is with me even today, that's mean it's not a small thing that I could have handled. Should I give this person a light revenge or remove from my memory forever?

how can i manifest de life i want im sick of seeing people living what i want to live. i know social media are fake 99% but i also know that theres people outdare living my dream. it seems nothing is working

I'm only interested in answers from high standing female Zevists (female clergy and guardians). No social bickering, especially with males. Up to how many weeks is abortion acceptable? And when exactly does the soul enter the body? If it already entered, does it mind being sent back? Thank you.

Can Satan close my heart chakra? I don't want to feel emotion anymore. And if there is another things that activate emotions please delete them.

What happens, a whole day has passed, a person has played, watched TV shows and done other distractions, and finally, at the end of the day, he comes to his senses and tries to do something, but he already wants to sleep. What is it, how to fix this problem? After all, a person tries to do...

I started the sun square today. did all 31 reps, I have the feeling that at one point I did HRAUM, but the H came out like very small breath, almost not noticeable as RAUM. I am sure there was a mini hiss but maybe almost nothing. Am I okay ?

this is kinda embrarassing to ask but I wanted to know if doing threesomes is considered ethic in our Religion. I want to clarify first of all that I don't watch porn videos, not because I have sexual problems or blockages but I just don't like it.. I find it absolutely fake and it can also...

We know by now that Saturn on someone's ruler is very negative, but let's assume someone has both Saturn and Jupiter to it. Jupiter is positive isn't it? How should this be interpreted? One idea I would get is like a person who has good will but restricts or prevents the other person from...

Hello everyone, brothers and sisters. I have a question to ask and I am in a state of total panic. Let me tell you my story: I dedicated myself last year, I found TOZ and the Gods at a time when I was in a state of severe psychosis because of that damn Christianity. Shortly after I found TOZ...

The guy who asked the question has to do with a little ball of light that he can visualize as much as possible, and my situation is even worse. I can't even visualize from memories, the only thing I can do is focus on feelings, but nothing more. Is there an alternative for me in exercise? Is...

I'm on my Saturn's return now which is in a critical degree 0 degrees Aries in the ninth house and I've been having a crisis of faith and Pluto transiting in my eighth house till 2049 I don't wanna lose my faith since ZEVISM changed my life but I won't lie I no longer have the same faith I...

I'm doing the HPS Lydia self love meditation and I'm facing self-image issues in a different way than before this is probably normal since backlash is a real thing. How to deal with this without cleaning your aura all the time? Have some time for myself? Like getting ready and putting on makeup?

Why am I having hard luck in relationship and marriage?

How come I was born into a family that doesn't really care about me? I feel like they are all Narcissistic in some way or form. My sister, niece and nephew...I know don't care about me. I feel like an outcast in my own family. I don't know what I should do, if anything?

Why have I never felt Love? I don't love my parents (they're good), and I haven't loved anyone I've tried to be with, any serious feeling quickly becomes a catharsis never to return to that feeling again Before that, I even foolishly thought it was cool and it didn't cause me much trouble...

Hello, My health placements are terrible but I should add this: I almost never get sick and I've always been really healthy. Mars 12th house Mars 25 degrees Taurus (conjuction with Caput Algol) 6th house Scorpio Saturn Virgo Mars-Neptune square What to do now? Also what can Caput algol/Mars...

Anytime I think about Capricorn, my 1st house sign, or Saturn; I feel awful until I focus on better aspects/positive things. Anything I can I do but practice mental toughness/focus? Neptune is also there along with Uranus so you can see why this might happen.

It seems to me that I am almost at the same level in visualization as before, help me.I can't even imagine how to clean my aura, except for mantras and try to circle a ball of light around my body, it's funny, it's so small, but the situation is deplorable, I've been doing it for several years...

Today I was performing by usual cleansing routine, vibrating Raum in each of my chakras. This time i tried to shift my whole being, and consequently focus, on the chakras, as if i was the very chakra. When I reached the 6th I experienced a rush on energy into the chakra and, out of nowhere, I...

Whenever I smell weed, even if I am not near it but simply when I get a good whiff that someone has been smoking, I feel out of it, almost a little sedated, and my consciousness shifts. I know I do not ingest it, and these people are doing it outside when I am not around them, so there is no way...

hey guys. so I`m in doubt about the race thing. I know that there are 4 major races: white people, black people, asians and jews. I`m white, but I have curly brown hair and I`m not white ``like a paper``, but I am white . so should I look just for a white partner regardless of their other...

A girl I'm talking to has Saturn in semi-square aspect to the ruler of my birth chart (46'60")...I'm overthinking this every day since I saw that and I don't know what to do...should I stop talking to her? How bad is this? Any advice? Other aspects seems to be ok...

Thank you so much everyone! Now I understand.

Hi, my father done operation to his heart called "bypass" and now he is really dying, he is suffering very much for heart operation... can you heal my father? You need any information like photo or name? I ask to Satan to heal him please is very important.

Is it possibile that transits such as Neptune squaring natal Mars could be an obstacle to spiritual experiences?

Hello and Hail Zeus, i am a seafarer who has really long voyages, like one year at a time Inhave this question about having sex with girls of other race when i go to shore(which happens rather rarely), is this still racial mixing? Or is racial mixing only for making childs with one of other...

Hello, Zevist Family. I have problems with aggression. To explain further: I often feel irritated, angry, and have a kind of hatred toward people. This state has been going on for about six months. I don’t feel aggression toward kind people, but when it comes to those who behave horribly and...

I am underage and dont have enough privacy to meditate. because of that I have to meditate while others sleeping. I scan my chakras and soul with light but I do it when my mom sleeps and her room is so close to mine, she is 5 meters away from me. will my cleaning affect her? i dont want her to...

why we were born in the country where we were born is that paying something or what? because I was born in a tiny town of a very complicated country nowadays that doesn't have much of a future. several brothers and sisters here were born in great countries where their future can be made right...

I'll try to keep my post short, since I have a bad habit of being overly wordy; I have a natal Capricorn rising, with my Ac/Dc Axis sitting in the Third Decan of Capricorn / Cancer, and completely intercepting the signs of Aquarius and Leo. I have moon conjunct AC in Capricorn as a Co-ruler...

When my friend was little, her older brother grabbed her by the legs and suddenly pulled her to the ground and she felt a great pain from her coccyx to her back and gasped. Afterwards, all her dreams became lucid dreams and she developed the ability to fly in every dream, she could fly when she...

I asked chat gpt to list my placements (provided by astromatrix which I copy pasted because chat gpt does miscalculate even if you used a astrology chat of chatgpt) This is in placidus western astrology and I asked the bot what of my placements are submissive coded and dominant coded. I opted...

Every time I complain about something, whine about something, I start having unpleasant dreams, almost nightmares. This did not happen before initiation. I was brought up like this, I react to all situations that I do not like with complaints and whining, and only then try to do at least...

I suffered injury to my manhood about 8 years ago and have severe nerve damage it’s almost completely numb and nothing you do with it feels good at all the doctors say it’s been to long it’s not possible for it to heal or get better would doing energy healing heal it completely? Also a a side...

If someone decided to go to Christianity then now is reconsidering satanism and the occult will Satan be accepting of this person coming back? Mind you the person wasn’t disciplined in his study of the occult and satanism at first.

There is a method in Sufism Practice, called 'Zikre Ghalbi' can be Translated as 'Chanting' / 'Mantra' Of the Heart, in Sufism practice, the master teaches and choose one of their god names (Divine Names) like 'Al Hay' (one of their god names) and teaches to repeat that silent in the heart...

How can I fight addiction to alcohol and drugs?

I recently learned about Zevism and I feel it's the path I want to follow. However, I am very concerned about my family. I love them very much; they have always been very attentive to me and taught me good values, even encouraging me towards Christianity without any pressure, which I appreciate...

I am a Chinese. I cannot find anyone in China who believes in the father of Satan like me. My friends around me seem to be very resistant. I feel very unhappy and depressed.

Thanks. I should also tell this, some of the symptoms started after the yoga. I did 5 Tibetans and Hatha Yoga. Then heat begun. Especially in my feet. When I hold them, there is no excessive heat but I felt like they are burning. Is this normal?

Please post this to the actual thread. To user #purplered , Don't you tell me what I fucking need or not , are you fucking serious ? The same system that fucks you and everyone else up , yea sure , I should call upon the jew Gov's for help to give me usless pills , wake up you ... whatever...

This condition manifests in physical symptoms such as excessive heat sensation in my body, pain and tingling in my knees and ankles. My nervous system is constantly on high alert, making it difficult for me to relax and calm down. Because of this, when I sleep with the lights off, I frequently...

I did the correct amount of repetitions but on one of the repititions, when I was vibrating GG some spit got in the back of my throat and it crackled a little bit, I affirmed that this did this mess up my entire working?

My question is I injured my dick about 8 years ago and got severe nerve damage which is incapable of healing as a result of the injury my dick is completely numb nothing sexual feels good at all now it’s had to even feel if it’s being touched anyway my question is will sex with a succubus bypass...

Soon, Russia may shut down all foreign internet access, similar to China. Are there any ways to bypass such a block? For example, by catching internet from foreign satellites. Sorry, I'm clueless about the internet, but before it's too late, I want to figure this out so I don't lose my family in...

https://ancient-forums.com/threads/healing-the-emotional-body-for-men-too-don%E2%80%99t-disregard-this.292496/ Can I do this working ( by HPS Lydia) is the next few days; When moon is in Virgo or Aquarius?

I am having a serious problem with spells. Every time I cast a spell for another person, whether for healing or black magic, it takes only a few days to work, especially for healing. I’m even surprised at how well and almost immediately healing spells for others work. However, the problem lies...

I think I'm very ugly and want to have a lot of plastic surgery until I can change my eye color if possible. I'm confident, I have no problem with that but my body and face are very strange and crooked, everything about me is ugly My solar plexus is fine

Do you think it would be weird to lets say I am a male and look for some female to live with and share the rent/bills ? This is my place tho and I ain't gonna ask like maybe not even half but yea all for the financial security , I will post online as an anonym anyways

I also saw his mother and she has an even longer nose (not naturally), and I also just had a burned-out light bulb turned on, is this a sign of the gods that this man is Jewish?

First of all , even if I am anonymous , I want to apologize to the women who have read this topic and to offer my appreciation and respect to all those , not just women but to all who have tried to help me , I appreciate it very much , bless you forever. Because of several reasons I generalized...

Long story short, how do I deal with people who emotionally abuse me (aka narcissism?)

I've improved my thinking speed, and sometimes I feel like I'm talking to myself as two separate individuals, and I think it could be another person's soul that I may have attached to myself and I can't literally talk to her for more than a few minutes, she says she's tired, but at the same time...