AskSatanOperator
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I realized that my family on my father's mother's side is dying out and there are only a few left with the surname and blood (the eldest who are the purest), they had children and the family is not totally finished, I had this thought after my grandmother gave me the news that her sister died. I've never wanted to be a mother and this idea makes me uncomfortable but listening to her talk I felt that I should have one to save the family, this may seem a bit silly thinking that I should be the savior. I don't see myself taking care of a human being and teaching them, I don't see my life stopped because of a child, my body simply destroyed, my money that I would like to spend on myself being spent on someone else, the silence of being alone whenever I want. Not to mention the fact that everyone in my family tells me I should never have a child.
I'm young but I'm still worried about it, I think that having a child means clinging to a man forever but I don't want my family to disappear, do I leave it to my siblings and cousins? (I will be 19 this year and yes I am too young to think about children)
I'm young but I'm still worried about it, I think that having a child means clinging to a man forever but I don't want my family to disappear, do I leave it to my siblings and cousins? (I will be 19 this year and yes I am too young to think about children)