Feeling uncomfortable with things going well spiritually/self sabotage or old programming?

[Wolfsage]

it seems like when I reach a certain “level” of awareness(whatever you want to call it) this uncomfortable feeling will come up of the energies around me being to “crisp” or bright for lack of better words.
such as being able to feel people’s auras across the room or being aware of their imbalances, or thoughts will come up that are superstitious like “magic is bad” or not feeling comfortable with power and having thoughts around that.

If I resist and ignore these thoughts and feelings, usually some form of chaos will happen in my life, such as running into “low” people that I used to know or someone will offer me free drugs or something will happen at work that distracts me from meditation.

I’ve grown past the drugs and people, I’m really just wondering if this is normal and common? Does this happen to anyone else?

I’m working through it, so I’m not worried about it, because this is my path and distractions don’t matter anymore. The more I consistently confront these issues, the less effect they have on me and now with power meditations I can consistently build my soul.

 

[Eric13]

I think what you’re going through is common, especially if you’ve struggled with drugs or addictions or are particularly emotional. As we progress spiritually and fight in this war we’ll attract attacks from the enemy and these can manifest a number of ways. Like you said, coincidentally someone may offer you drugs, distractions will come about to keep you off the straight path. So what you need to do is build your aura of protection and keep it strong to deflect this. Keep up with void meditation as well to keep your mind strong and focused. It makes it easier to dismiss these ‘distractions’. Clean your aura and soul often as well. Especially after rtrs. You’ll notice these things dying down a bit if you keep yourself protected and clean.

 

[Wolfsage]

Thanks for the advice! I will do just that, I’ve fallen for this trick in one form or another a few times now and I believe if I’m consistent, it won’t happen again.