Hearing about this makes me feel more proud about being a woman! And more liberated! I am proud of being born and raised in america!

I am proud of being born White. And brought up into a fairly intelligent family! I wasn't born wealthy and I certainly was not born poor! But I Was Born Blessed lucky to have whatever I had and whatever was needed and necessary! Was followed. And deeply respected and appreciated! However being brought up in an LDS family! Did it make things any easier!


Having to overcome obstacles of anger and confusion I grew up with as a small child! And having to break through a lot of walls and boundaries! Especially as a teenager! But on the other hand it just made me into a stronger person and I grew up learning to understand people more and more especially with the situations I grew up with in my family! All because of the hatred that was written in the Bible was also written in the book of mormon! And noticing how the teenage guys react and how they treat other women when they are sitting in their Church! It's sad and yet it's funny at the same time! Considering the Mormon Church the most retarded out of all christianity! A religion of people that need two books to read out of! Just to explain shit and to get these people to believe the mouth of the fucking enemy! Taking a bunch of numbskull people it doesn't matter if they're white or black but for the fact that they were dumb enough to allow themselves to turn their backs on their own ancient and sisters and their own family! A lot of these people do you even have the chance to even make a decision or look into it! A lot of them were forced into it because of the community of people that they were traveling with in the United States or just to get along with other people in a neighborhood that they had to change their religion or their beliefs just to be accepted in a more minute neighborhood! And the Discrimination that went on between these families was appalling enough as it is let alone considering how they treated their own children and how they raise them in these communities! Girls growing up thinking that they have to get married to a return missionary no more no less and to be accepted in some fucking Church! Having to accept a bunch of fucking rules to live by and the so-called Ten Commandments and the fucking God damn family rules! On top of that giving this false impression that the girl has to cover herself keep herself extra clean and the girl don't even have any idea what they're talking about other than saying prayers and reading the book of Mormon and when girls go through that right of passage especially being forced to go talk to the bishop! And to go sit in some young woman's class to talk about how a pure woman is supposed to be and with their example of what a pure woman is supposed to look like and how they're supposed to behave completely missing out on the fact that how important it is for a girl to take care of herself and how important it is for her to be educated and for her to feel welcome and accepted among her own kind and to at least allow some education on what to expect the minute she starts menstruation and other things completely making her feel like she's dirty! And automatically making it feel like she's got to repent and in the same sense she's told that she's okay that she's in good hands sort of a slap across the face and yet even it within the home of the girl the guys all sitting at the table and the mom having to wink at her from across the table coming up with some way to talk to her without the guys happen to overhear

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And other stupid things that girls have to put up with when it comes to religion and church! And how embarrassing it was for me to grow up among this! As a teenager and a young adult.... not much comfort when you're a small child!

learning how to laugh and smile at things as of anything was in controversial enough! Kids literally being told to be quiet all the time this whole idea of children only to be seen and not to be heard! Thankfully for me I was born hyperactive! And I was the loud one of the family who laughed a lot and took things to heart! And it didn't matter how many times people got angry with me! Just because I was being myself! Or for any other reason like any other kid you're curious to learn things and you want to get out and try things out and then they would turn around and tell you that you had a one-track mind when are you going to get off the subject! And then that's when they started dragging you from one doctor to the next just to figure out what kind of problem you have and sit there and talk shit with the doctor and make a bullshit stories about their kids just to put a label on them and figure out what kind of problem they have so they have their own special way of controlling that unusual unique child! That has the right to laugh and smile and enjoy his or herself! And I have the pleasure to learn and study whatever they get their mind on and take their time to do things right! It's these kids that have that right to stand out because they're tired of the rules! And it's these kind of kids the question authority! That makes them stand out a child who has a voice and she knows it! And we'll speak when she is ready to and when she feels like it yes we are the ones that would break the rules! Being loud and defiant! Because a lot of his kids were just simply sick and tired of the rules growing up in various neighborhoods! Especially if a lot of these kids went to church! They had the right to lash out their anger and they had to go somewhere to do it! They would either fight among against themselves! Or go out and battle among other people! And when it come down to us individuals! They love to take it out on us! Just because we're not active in church or because we lost interest! Or simply because we're not of any religion! And how they love to sit and start fights with these individuals to unleash their anger and their hatred on! And I know the girls were always the ones that got into fights they were the ones that had to speak up and do whatever they could to protect themselves! Any way to build themselves up from being the typical Christian Mormon girl to something better! Bringing out that inner bitch and bringing out the foul language things that her mother would have a coronary fit over! And would probably have her ground it for life! And mind you it wasn't the girl who got chastised by her father the mother also got yelled at by the father and even his parents as well! That is how fucking pathetic the Mormon church is! And then of course the guys would gather and get together among the bishopric and sit and talk about their wife! I and I know that for a fact? Being brought up in a Mormon family myself! The backstabbing and the lies among these families and among these people! Especially with the way women use and abuse each other and gossip to one another! Always taking it out on the new girl or the want to be! Or taking it out on the girl who happens to have a little more open-mindedness just because she happens to know something afraid she's going to get herself into trouble or accused of something just because she's smart and has every right to be! This is just some of the things I wanted to let people know? About what goes on between the Mormon ladies in the Mormon church! Especially when people haven't paid any attention to obnoxious the Mormon churches! And how they expect their women to be and the little girls to be and how they expect their children to behave! Which explains why a lot of teenagers act out when they do! At least I was given the chance to get to know people! Simply with the way I was treated by my family at home! And I know that I had some happiness throughout my childhood whether I had to fight for it or not! And in a lot of cases it was a lot easier for me than it was for other children! I could at least sit down and talk to my dad and I could at least sit down and discuss things with my family and make a difference in things! And and to take the time to sit down and study and read and get my homework done when it was necessary and being able to hang out and talk with my father! And get to know him on a higher level and even get to learn about my mom it was nice to know that my dad loved her and he respected her and none of most of the things that he said about her was very kind and loving! And still even at that I kind of wonder? If he was just saying that to be nice to me? Because I was there being a little kid asking questions and then the fact that he was there he figured that he could just Patch It Up by being nice instead of being honest with me and telling it like it is! It's no wonder kids question everything! And it's no wonder that they have to question authority and take the risk!
And not taking the time to think things over! Before they even jump into anything! But then sometimes you have to do what you have to do just to get the truth out there and just to be seen and heard! That you are sick and tired of being treated with disrespect... and you're not stupid!.... and you should not be ashamed of yourself! Just because of some silly book! Or because of some silly religion! Whose people who believe in that crap are foolish enough as it is and they're the ones to consider! And maybe these people should judge themselves? Before they judge others and maybe that is something that the Yehuborim should have done! Instead of looking to judge us all the time! I don't know why in the hell they would favor women to make fun of! It makes me wonder if some of the guys that were Yehuborim rabbis fantasized about being a girl and wanted to be a woman instead of a man!? If they hated women so much they probably hated themselves just because they were born guys! And probably wanted to find out what it was like to be in a woman's body and to be able to have the Panache that women have and that sexuality and that power! That some women have especially when they're loved and know that they're being loved and wanted and appreciated! And yet they didn't even think about that? When it come down to treating their wife and their girlfriends? And you would think that they would take a little more time with themselves? And try to be a better person! But Yehuborim on the other hand don't even know how to treat themselves! When it comes down to things like that that's loving and spiritual? Considering the fact that they go after their own!... and I'd like to fuck things up for themselves and their family as well! They're not really what you call a passionate people when it comes down to love and spirituality! They show their passion towards blowing up buildings and destroying the human race and thinking of any bombastic thing that they can do to add more problems to the human race! To any kind of a race or specie who discriminates the human being just because they happened to know something or because they happen to have love and consideration! Because they love and they want to love and because they want to be love! And constantly being put down and destroyed because of that? And being put to shame because you have those attributes and because you have that right to express those feelings and emotions! That even when it comes down to a Yehuborim doctor the analyze you all because of that until you that you have more problems than you know what to do with! And use it as an excuse to get you in and out of the doctor's office just to feed you pills and lie to your face and suck your wallet dry and take all your money! Then how women Believe In A lot of these fucking doctors and become their slave throughout the years thinking that because they've got problems all of these housewives! Raising their children depressed and sexually deprived wanted someone to talk to they wanted a relationship but instead of that they wasted their time sitting in a psychiatrist office and taking pills that were destructive for the mind and the body! Making the woman cold and angry or adding to the problem whatever she had to begin with! And even trying to convince children little kids that they've got problems and so on and so forth when obviously they are perfectly fine but then just because the kid laughs he is told that he's got a fucking problem and the Yehuborim doctor or the teacher will call up the kids parents and make up a bunch of bullshit stories about the kid everybody knows that so-called teacher in school who bitches and complains about everything especially when the child is perfectly fine! They try to get as many of these kids into a doctor's office just because the child happens to know something or because he's kind and loving and playful! Or just because she's a pretty little girl that happens to have energy and self-worth! Taking beautiful children that are beautiful from the inside out and destroying them by telling them they've got problems and diseases and so on and so forth and putting pills into their hand and telling them to take them! Just stirring a lot of the minds of children throughout the years when it comes to religion and schools and how these teachers buy into these doctors and they're nonsense because of the things they say about the children keeping little kids in class and making them pay attention! Putting fear over their head and whatever excuse they can give their parents! Given them the talk! On how to handle their children! And getting the parents to bring their children in to be analyzed when it's not even necessary! So kids don't even know how to talk to their parents if they want to without being shot down! And afraid of expressing who and what they are and showing that desire and that interest to learn something and to really put their heart and soul into it without thinking that they're going to go to hell and burn! There are some people that know that they have to do it in order to get by in life and they know that even if they take the risk in doing so they don't even care if they get exiled from their neighborhood or disowned by their parents! Just because there's somebody in their family or one of their siblings! That knows what it's like to be open and defiant and to tell it like it is and to be able to step forth and do things right! Even if it's a slap across the face to the parents! And to the abuse that they were living under according to whatever church or religion they become a part of or whatever they were born into! If the girl was motivated and brave enough to speak up and talk to her parents about things and let them know what is going on! Even if she did get yelled at and cussed! It was worth going a whole another 50 years or until somebody crawls into their grave the Curiosity of knowing about their own children and feeling guilty because they never got to talk to them or get to know them or communicate with them on a higher level! And wondering if these parents even give a shit enough to even give themselves a chance to think about it? Whether or not they raise their children right? When they're laying on their Deathbed do they even feel bad for what they have done? Or what they have could have done to make things better for themselves and to get to know their own children? Without feeling like they have to hate themselves? Thinking that they're going to go the opposite instead of going where they're going to meet their God somewhere? And for the little boy who is bold enough and brave enough to confront his own father just because he's got a girlfriend and just because he wants to get married and just because she happens to be attractive and have some kind of intelligence! And the fact that he happens to give a shit about her! Just in case the father happens to disapprove and starts putting him down just because of his taste and girls! And the kid is doing whatever he can to stick up for her! Just so that he can get a chance to marry her and then of course there's the fabricated lies and the guilt trip the father comes up with or wherever he gets the information on the girl! Just because the couple to split up! And for whatever excuse? Whether to be for the church or because of the church? Or to be some pompous ass pig! Just because the old dude is a father! And wants control of his son!? Even the guys go through a lot of shit! It's not just women! And I know that a lot of these little kids grow up with that complex! Because of their parents and the way the parents behave around their children the type of rules they expect their children to live by! And keeping them scared all the time where the child has to watch his or her back all the time! Afraid of getting yelled at and punished for something just because he or she happens being the mood to do something pleasant and happy! And I have all of this negativity going through your mind every time you lay down to sleep at night? It's no wonder children have nightmares! And there's nothing more important than being closer to your family and to be accepted and loved and appreciated as a whole! Without feeling like you have to hide something or change something just to talk to your family! And that your home should be a place of comfort. And it doesn't matter if you're a girl or a boy! A woman should be loved and appreciated and it doesn't matter what she looks like or what condition she's in..
It is priceless to be loved and respected as a whole! Being a female at any age! Without being put down or having to go through worse! Just because you come home tired and stiff and sore! And that the man should have consideration to let her have her space without punishing her or feeling like he should yell at her and put her down! The thing I can't stand about christians! They think that the wife should be working 24/7 on her feet instead of allowing her a moment to have her space! She gets punished and put down instead! And it's no wonder these women grow old before their time and age so young! It's disgusting! And it's disturbing how these religions bring bad out and how they emphasize that! With Bibles and religion books written by religious leaders and such! And it doesn't matter what Christian branch and it doesn't matter what religion or what sector of this so-called religion or any other Christian or Muslim religion! And then of course you've got your modern way of looking at religions these days how they've modified their rules and shit! And how they amped up the power of the man giving him more authority over the female! And it doesn't matter if women these days have more rights! The fact that women shouldn't have to go out and fight for rights all the time! That she should just be flat out respected and appreciated! Even if some things were meant to be earned! Still the woman should be respected all the way around mentally physically spiritually emotionally and sexually! And children should learn to understand that and appreciate that as well! And at least have the chance to teach the children what they want to learn about love and sexuality the importance of a relationship! Their actions and their behavior of their parents and how they treat one another and when questions pop up! That parents should be able to sit down and talk to their children with no shame and tell them the truth and what is really going on instead of letting the kid grow up with ignorance and stupidity! A lot of this is all out of ignorance! Because the Yehubor loves ignorance more than anything! And they love the idea of playing with power and fucking with people all over! It seems to give them off! Second of all with the stupid Christian they don't know what to do with themselves! And they are fright little children all the time who are afraid of doing anything! And yet they sit there and judge you and put you down and come up with all kinds of excuses about their family and their neighbors! And it doesn't matter how pathetic they sound! And the Muslim all he can do is sit there with the dark look on his face booger hanging out of his nose! Looking for some excuse to go beat up on his wife or go beat up on the children? Or to go build a bomb somewhere! Making plans on destruction and what country they want to blow up! They sit there and they look at the world with that dark look on their face and then they have that Wicked grin! You don't know if the guys genuine or if he's sincere! A sincere pompous ass and a genuine terrorist! Who works with the enemy! Who has no idea what the hell is up against? And what kind of shit he's dealing with! And what he's about to get into from one minute to the next because of his evil mind! Not even know where to go or how to get there and you have these people think they know everything!? If women were given a chance to have a brain and have any kind of respect in those countries at all? Those men would not have to go as far as blowing up buildings! And throwing hatred all over the place! I believe that if the women were treated with respect in those countries they would be a hell of a lot stronger! Physically and emotionally! But when it comes to the spirituality that is something that you have to start out with when you're a little baby! Being born! And placed in the arms of your mother! Is where you learn about love the sound of her heartbeat! And where that child makes that special connection with his mother!
Women are so misunderstood and so unappreciated! If guys really have any idea what women go through day in and day out? And the pressure on children? And what little girls and boys have to deal with every day in this world when it comes to sex and sex abuse and what is normal and what is an! And to know the difference between a nice kind person and that of a fucking child pedophile! Who is radiating with Danger and has a criminal history! Children don't pay attention to or seem to pick up on because of their lack of knowledge and their lack of education! Due to the parents who are afraid of teaching their children? About vibrations and to pick up energy and to be able to read energy and to be able to read for themselves and to identify that of somebody who is evil and somebody who was good! And to take the time to teach these children properly! The dangers of some people! And to not take the time to teach their kids how to understand the good person and that they're still great and wonderful people out there! And to teach their children things that are positive and uplifting instead of giving them a guilt trip!
Women have been discriminated almost to the point that even when it comes down to it! Taking it out on herself and getting into arguments with other women? And then just sit there and look down her nose and discriminate and judge the world just because she's not getting the respect that she wants and needs and what it does to the female! When a woman should be just the opposite of this negative shit! A woman should be able to open up the window and smile and taking the beauty of the world especially if she's loved and no but she's loved and wanted! She feels good about herself she's got confidence she has a high self-esteem and she knows that she can still put on that sexy dress and that makeup! And be who and what she is and be proud of herself without being put down or made fun of or discriminated in any way! And to be able to get up and get things done without a problem and to be able to have the confidence that she gets in the confidence that she needs being told how beautiful she is and being told that she does a good job and give her the pleasure and the satisfaction with kind words and be of help and to give her the praise that she wants and needs that the woman will also give it to the man in return it just the same! People don't even understand the word of exchange of power! And what the meaning of it is... which explains why this world is lacking balance! And to add to the trauma of problems that we are dealing with right now as it is... because of the ignorance.. and it's sad what we ladies have to go threw.

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