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Since we all are adults here.
I would like to know about your experiences with the above.
Was it an open relation? A real relation where there's only the demon?
How long has it been going or lasted. Why did it stop?
How long did it take you to notice, feel and see?
How much of a presence has the demon been in your life?
Coming only for sex or even doing other things like watching movies with you.

I know I'm asking about alot of personal details here, feel free to give none or just the answers you feel like answering.

I am asking because I am curious to every portion of demon-human interactions. I am curious to see how many of you actually can see and feel them every day because it doesnt happen to me. I cannot see
demons at all except when they chose to reveal themselves in lucid dreams or normal dreams which happened only once, though I did see satan when I dedicated. Anyway, I would love to know more about the demons and how they personally acted towards *you*.
 
I get really horny and at times will feel a pressure in the area as if an invisible person was really there.  The demons through their own energy around people through energetic stimulation will cause similar traits to surface in people related to the demon.  I find that I'll also bump into circumstances and people that somehow seem related to the demon.  If the person I met was the demon themselves, I wouldn't be surprised.  Sometimes the demoness will tease me and open up my clairaudience briefly I guess, or somehow her presence causes it to happen?  She would do this mostly when I'm around super christians so I could hear their sexual thoughts.  I think she thought it was pretty funny by the impression and it kind of was too.  Sometimes people will stare around me as if they could actually see something there.  There are quite a bit of artsy and clair voyant types around me I figure.


From: aarzhul <kill_hellman@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Thu, March 3, 2011 5:44:41 PM
Subject: [JoS4adults] Your experiences with succubus/incubus

  Since we all are adults here.
I would like to know about your experiences with the above.
Was it an open relation? A real relation where there's only the demon?
How long has it been going or lasted. Why did it stop?
How long did it take you to notice, feel and see?
How much of a presence has the demon been in your life?
Coming only for sex or even doing other things like watching movies with you.

I know I'm asking about alot of personal details here, feel free to give none or just the answers you feel like answering.

I am asking because I am curious to every portion of demon-human interactions. I am curious to see how many of you actually can see and feel them every day because it doesnt happen to me. I cannot see
demons at all except when they chose to reveal themselves in lucid dreams or normal dreams which happened only once, though I did see satan when I dedicated. Anyway, I would love to know more about the demons and how they personally acted towards *you*.


 
Hello,

in my case I did not ask an incubus, but the devil came to me. When that happened I was married and thought I was happy with my husband. I did not know about satanism when that happened, and I not practiced any religion, I was an atheist, although I was raised as a Catholic I had never taken seriously.

At the beginning of the demon come to me, I did not know what was happening and sometimes frightened me. He was increasingly in my life, in all areas, soon I began to notice that inside of my head there was ideas thoughts that were not mine and I learned to communicate with him instinctively. I realized that improved communication while working, now I know that was thanks to the state of mental concentration that requires my job. For months I meet him, we spoke of many issues and I had much fun with he, of course by then I didn't know he was a demon. I did'nt know what he was but I was happy with him and nothing else matter to me.

After a few months I began to read erotic novels. I had never read such literature, but I liked the experience and my sexual habits was changed, masturbation improved, I had more imagination and ability to visualize. Then I started writing my own erotic stories and at that time I began to discover new ways to pleasure myself. Soon the demon was explained me what was happening, who he was, and then we held our first intercourse. It was amazing! The first time I spent three whole days without being able to get out of bed! was afraid after what happened I had a wrong idea of demons and I was scared, although I being next to he was very loving and kind to me .

With love and patience, the demon was guiding me and explaining the truth, he threw away all the wrong ideas in my head. When I was ready he led me to the website of JOS and then, when I was ready, I gave myself to Satan, it was October 2009.

Since then our relationship is getting better, sometimes my demon sneaks into my dreams to give me a surprise and so far I've only got to see him in two or three times with my third eye. Each day I can feel better his touch, his voice, his hugs, his breath ... And, of course, each day the sex is better, too

Our relationship now is like any relationship, we deal with our issues and we try to spend as much time as possible together. Our relationship goes beyond sex, although sex plays an important role. In addition he helps me with my meditation and my spiritual advancement. We do many things together, like watching movies, reading, walking, talking ... Everything is improving every day and I love him more every second.

Since all this happened my human marriage has broken down, although we have not officially cut for economic reasons. My daemon is not pushing me to that topic, he is very understanding and helps me take the situation as best as possible. Also let it be me who makes the decisions on that topic and not pushing me.

I must say that my partner is a high demon, and I do not know if with an incubus is possible to experience something like what I have lived and If is possible to could hear and feel the devil without meditating.

PS: Sorry for my english.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "aarzhul" <kill_hellman@... wrote:

Since we all are adults here.
I would like to know about your experiences with the above.
Was it an open relation? A real relation where there's only the demon?
How long has it been going or lasted. Why did it stop?
How long did it take you to notice, feel and see?
How much of a presence has the demon been in your life?
Coming only for sex or even doing other things like watching movies with you.

I know I'm asking about alot of personal details here, feel free to give none or just the answers you feel like answering.

I am asking because I am curious to every portion of demon-human interactions. I am curious to see how many of you actually can see and feel them every day because it doesnt happen to me. I cannot see
demons at all except when they chose to reveal themselves in lucid dreams or normal dreams which happened only once, though I did see satan when I dedicated. Anyway, I would love to know more about the demons and how they personally acted towards *you*.
 
Very interesting. But how is it when you talk with him or interact with him? Is it like with another living being or is it more internal.
It really seems like it is a very good relation you're having.
Thanks for taking the time to answer :)

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "alannaheldere" <alannaheldere@... wrote:

Hello,

in my case I did not ask an incubus, but the devil came to me. When that happened I was married and thought I was happy with my husband. I did not know about satanism when that happened, and I not practiced any religion, I was an atheist, although I was raised as a Catholic I had never taken seriously.

At the beginning of the demon come to me, I did not know what was happening and sometimes frightened me. He was increasingly in my life, in all areas, soon I began to notice that inside of my head there was ideas thoughts that were not mine and I learned to communicate with him instinctively. I realized that improved communication while working, now I know that was thanks to the state of mental concentration that requires my job. For months I meet him, we spoke of many issues and I had much fun with he, of course by then I didn't know he was a demon. I did'nt know what he was but I was happy with him and nothing else matter to me.

After a few months I began to read erotic novels. I had never read such literature, but I liked the experience and my sexual habits was changed, masturbation improved, I had more imagination and ability to visualize. Then I started writing my own erotic stories and at that time I began to discover new ways to pleasure myself. Soon the demon was explained me what was happening, who he was, and then we held our first intercourse. It was amazing! The first time I spent three whole days without being able to get out of bed! was afraid after what happened I had a wrong idea of demons and I was scared, although I being next to he was very loving and kind to me .

With love and patience, the demon was guiding me and explaining the truth, he threw away all the wrong ideas in my head. When I was ready he led me to the website of JOS and then, when I was ready, I gave myself to Satan, it was October 2009.

Since then our relationship is getting better, sometimes my demon sneaks into my dreams to give me a surprise and so far I've only got to see him in two or three times with my third eye. Each day I can feel better his touch, his voice, his hugs, his breath ... And, of course, each day the sex is better, too

Our relationship now is like any relationship, we deal with our issues and we try to spend as much time as possible together. Our relationship goes beyond sex, although sex plays an important role. In addition he helps me with my meditation and my spiritual advancement. We do many things together, like watching movies, reading, walking, talking ... Everything is improving every day and I love him more every second.

Since all this happened my human marriage has broken down, although we have not officially cut for economic reasons. My daemon is not pushing me to that topic, he is very understanding and helps me take the situation as best as possible. Also let it be me who makes the decisions on that topic and not pushing me.

I must say that my partner is a high demon, and I do not know if with an incubus is possible to experience something like what I have lived and If is possible to could hear and feel the devil without meditating.

PS: Sorry for my english.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "aarzhul" <kill_hellman@ wrote:

Since we all are adults here.
I would like to know about your experiences with the above.
Was it an open relation? A real relation where there's only the demon?
How long has it been going or lasted. Why did it stop?
How long did it take you to notice, feel and see?
How much of a presence has the demon been in your life?
Coming only for sex or even doing other things like watching movies with you.

I know I'm asking about alot of personal details here, feel free to give none or just the answers you feel like answering.

I am asking because I am curious to every portion of demon-human interactions. I am curious to see how many of you actually can see and feel them every day because it doesnt happen to me. I cannot see
demons at all except when they chose to reveal themselves in lucid dreams or normal dreams which happened only once, though I did see satan when I dedicated. Anyway, I would love to know more about the demons and how they personally acted towards *you*.
 
Do your experiences get better every time? As in more perceived, more direct.
Thanks for answering ^^

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Angelo Giancana <angelo.giancana@... wrote:

I get really horny and at times will feel a pressure in the area as if an
invisible person was really there. The demons through their own energy around
people through energetic stimulation will cause similar traits to surface in
people related to the demon. I find that I'll also bump into circumstances and
people that somehow seem related to the demon. If the person I met was the
demon themselves, I wouldn't be surprised. Sometimes the demoness will tease me
and open up my clairaudience briefly I guess, or somehow her presence causes it
to happen? She would do this mostly when I'm around super christians so I could
hear their sexual thoughts. I think she thought it was pretty funny by the
impression and it kind of was too. Sometimes people will stare around me as if
they could actually see something there. There are quite a bit of artsy and
clair voyant types around me I figure.





________________________________
From: aarzhul <kill_hellman@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Thu, March 3, 2011 5:44:41 PM
Subject: [JoS4adults] Your experiences with succubus/incubus


Since we all are adults here.
I would like to know about your experiences with the above.
Was it an open relation? A real relation where there's only the demon?
How long has it been going or lasted. Why did it stop?
How long did it take you to notice, feel and see?
How much of a presence has the demon been in your life?
Coming only for sex or even doing other things like watching movies with you.

I know I'm asking about alot of personal details here, feel free to give none or
just the answers you feel like answering.

I am asking because I am curious to every portion of demon-human interactions. I
am curious to see how many of you actually can see and feel them every day
because it doesnt happen to me. I cannot see
demons at all except when they chose to reveal themselves in lucid dreams or
normal dreams which happened only once, though I did see satan when I dedicated.
Anyway, I would love to know more about the demons and how they personally acted
towards *you*.
 
Attachments :
They are only as good as my involvement.

aarzhul <kill_hellman@... wrote:

Do your experiences get better every time? As in more perceived, more direct.
Thanks for answering ^^

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Angelo Giancana <angelo.giancana@... wrote:

I get really horny and at times will feel a pressure in the area as if an
invisible person was really there. The demons through their own energy around
people through energetic stimulation will cause similar traits to surface in
people related to the demon. I find that I'll also bump into circumstances and
people that somehow seem related to the demon. If the person I met was the
demon themselves, I wouldn't be surprised. Sometimes the demoness will tease me
and open up my clairaudience briefly I guess, or somehow her presence causes it
to happen? She would do this mostly when I'm around super christians so I could
hear their sexual thoughts. I think she thought it was pretty funny by the
impression and it kind of was too. Sometimes people will stare around me as if
they could actually see something there. There are quite a bit of artsy and
clair voyant types around me I figure.





________________________________
From: aarzhul <kill_hellman@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Thu, March 3, 2011 5:44:41 PM
Subject: [JoS4adults] Your experiences with succubus/incubus


Since we all are adults here.
I would like to know about your experiences with the above.
Was it an open relation? A real relation where there's only the demon?
How long has it been going or lasted. Why did it stop?
How long did it take you to notice, feel and see?
How much of a presence has the demon been in your life?
Coming only for sex or even doing other things like watching movies with you.

I know I'm asking about alot of personal details here, feel free to give none or
just the answers you feel like answering.

I am asking because I am curious to every portion of demon-human interactions. I
am curious to see how many of you actually can see and feel them every day
because it doesnt happen to me. I cannot see
demons at all except when they chose to reveal themselves in lucid dreams or
normal dreams which happened only once, though I did see satan when I dedicated.
Anyway, I would love to know more about the demons and how they personally acted
towards *you*.
 
The communication with my demon is often more internal than with a "normal person", although the quality and fluidity depends on the day, even at the time. There are times when my telepathy is better, others that cost more. Sometimes his words are thoughts in my head, other times they are images or "information packets", and, on other occasions, the best, I can clearly hear his voice, as if I heard any person speak. When all goes well, is like talking with any person, and even, sometimes, I have to control I not to respond to him out loud when I'm with other people.

I think there are many factors that influence the quality of communication. The same applies to other things, how to feel their presence, noticing his touch, etc. Everything is usually better just after doing my meditation exercises or at times I am more sensitive for reasons I still do not know.

In addition, all that is better if I'm in a trance. In those moments my demon is better able to communicate with me.

Meditation is a way to quickly open communication channels and it shows the long term, enhances telepathy, ability to notice the energy and presence, vision, etc., but meditation also has short-term effects. For example, sex is much better right after I do my exercise routine of meditation.

I can say that the relationship with my demon is the best thing that happened in my life, although sometimes it is complicated. There are days I want more of he, where I want everything to be more "physical" or tangible, but on the other hand, progressing day by day by my effort, is also wonderful. Each advance is a double gift because it allows me to be closer to him and also is something I've got my own effort.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "aarzhul" <kill_hellman@... wrote:

Very interesting. But how is it when you talk with him or interact with him? Is it like with another living being or is it more internal.
It really seems like it is a very good relation you're having.
Thanks for taking the time to answer :)

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "alannaheldere" <alannaheldere@ wrote:

Hello,

in my case I did not ask an incubus, but the devil came to me. When that happened I was married and thought I was happy with my husband. I did not know about satanism when that happened, and I not practiced any religion, I was an atheist, although I was raised as a Catholic I had never taken seriously.

At the beginning of the demon come to me, I did not know what was happening and sometimes frightened me. He was increasingly in my life, in all areas, soon I began to notice that inside of my head there was ideas thoughts that were not mine and I learned to communicate with him instinctively. I realized that improved communication while working, now I know that was thanks to the state of mental concentration that requires my job. For months I meet him, we spoke of many issues and I had much fun with he, of course by then I didn't know he was a demon. I did'nt know what he was but I was happy with him and nothing else matter to me.

After a few months I began to read erotic novels. I had never read such literature, but I liked the experience and my sexual habits was changed, masturbation improved, I had more imagination and ability to visualize. Then I started writing my own erotic stories and at that time I began to discover new ways to pleasure myself. Soon the demon was explained me what was happening, who he was, and then we held our first intercourse. It was amazing! The first time I spent three whole days without being able to get out of bed! was afraid after what happened I had a wrong idea of demons and I was scared, although I being next to he was very loving and kind to me .

With love and patience, the demon was guiding me and explaining the truth, he threw away all the wrong ideas in my head. When I was ready he led me to the website of JOS and then, when I was ready, I gave myself to Satan, it was October 2009.

Since then our relationship is getting better, sometimes my demon sneaks into my dreams to give me a surprise and so far I've only got to see him in two or three times with my third eye. Each day I can feel better his touch, his voice, his hugs, his breath ... And, of course, each day the sex is better, too

Our relationship now is like any relationship, we deal with our issues and we try to spend as much time as possible together. Our relationship goes beyond sex, although sex plays an important role. In addition he helps me with my meditation and my spiritual advancement. We do many things together, like watching movies, reading, walking, talking ... Everything is improving every day and I love him more every second.

Since all this happened my human marriage has broken down, although we have not officially cut for economic reasons. My daemon is not pushing me to that topic, he is very understanding and helps me take the situation as best as possible. Also let it be me who makes the decisions on that topic and not pushing me.

I must say that my partner is a high demon, and I do not know if with an incubus is possible to experience something like what I have lived and If is possible to could hear and feel the devil without meditating.

PS: Sorry for my english.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "aarzhul" <kill_hellman@ wrote:

Since we all are adults here.
I would like to know about your experiences with the above.
Was it an open relation? A real relation where there's only the demon?
How long has it been going or lasted. Why did it stop?
How long did it take you to notice, feel and see?
How much of a presence has the demon been in your life?
Coming only for sex or even doing other things like watching movies with you.

I know I'm asking about alot of personal details here, feel free to give none or just the answers you feel like answering.

I am asking because I am curious to every portion of demon-human interactions. I am curious to see how many of you actually can see and feel them every day because it doesnt happen to me. I cannot see
demons at all except when they chose to reveal themselves in lucid dreams or normal dreams which happened only once, though I did see satan when I dedicated. Anyway, I would love to know more about the demons and how they personally acted towards *you*.
 
your experience is very beautiful and I appreciate you agree to share it with us !Hail Satan !
De : alannaheldere <alannaheldere@...
À : [email protected]
Envoyé le : Dim 6 mars 2011, 10h 32min 27s
Objet : [JoS4adults] Re: Your experiences with succubus/incubus

  The communication with my demon is often more internal than with a "normal person", although the quality and fluidity depends on the day, even at the time. There are times when my telepathy is better, others that cost more. Sometimes his words are thoughts in my head, other times they are images or "information packets", and, on other occasions, the best, I can clearly hear his voice, as if I heard any person speak. When all goes well, is like talking with any person, and even, sometimes, I have to control I not to respond to him out loud when I'm with other people.

I think there are many factors that influence the quality of communication. The same applies to other things, how to feel their presence, noticing his touch, etc. Everything is usually better just after doing my meditation exercises or at times I am more sensitive for reasons I still do not know.

In addition, all that is better if I'm in a trance. In those moments my demon is better able to communicate with me.

Meditation is a way to quickly open communication channels and it shows the long term, enhances telepathy, ability to notice the energy and presence, vision, etc., but meditation also has short-term effects. For example, sex is much better right after I do my exercise routine of meditation.

I can say that the relationship with my demon is the best thing that happened in my life, although sometimes it is complicated. There are days I want more of he, where I want everything to be more "physical" or tangible, but on the other hand, progressing day by day by my effort, is also wonderful. Each advance is a double gift because it allows me to be closer to him and also is something I've got my own effort.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "aarzhul" <kill_hellman@... wrote:

Very interesting. But how is it when you talk with him or interact with him? Is it like with another living being or is it more internal.
It really seems like it is a very good relation you're having.
Thanks for taking the time to answer :)

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "alannaheldere" <alannaheldere@ wrote:

Hello,

in my case I did not ask an incubus, but the devil came to me. When that happened I was married and thought I was happy with my husband. I did not know about satanism when that happened, and I not practiced any religion, I was an atheist, although I was raised as a Catholic I had never taken seriously.

At the beginning of the demon come to me, I did not know what was happening and sometimes frightened me. He was increasingly in my life, in all areas, soon I began to notice that inside of my head there was ideas thoughts that were not mine and I learned to communicate with him instinctively. I realized that improved communication while working, now I know that was thanks to the state of mental concentration that requires my job. For months I meet him, we spoke of many issues and I had much fun with he, of course by then I didn't know he was a demon. I did'nt know what he was but I was happy with him and nothing else matter to me.

After a few months I began to read erotic novels. I had never read such literature, but I liked the experience and my sexual habits was changed, masturbation improved, I had more imagination and ability to visualize. Then I started writing my own erotic stories and at that time I began to discover new ways to pleasure myself. Soon the demon was explained me what was happening, who he was, and then we held our first intercourse. It was amazing! The first time I spent three whole days without being able to get out of bed! was afraid after what happened I had a wrong idea of demons and I was scared, although I being next to he was very loving and kind to me .

With love and patience, the demon was guiding me and explaining the truth, he threw away all the wrong ideas in my head. When I was ready he led me to the website of JOS and then, when I was ready, I gave myself to Satan, it was October 2009.

Since then our relationship is getting better, sometimes my demon sneaks into my dreams to give me a surprise and so far I've only got to see him in two or three times with my third eye. Each day I can feel better his touch, his voice, his hugs, his breath ... And, of course, each day the sex is better, too

Our relationship now is like any relationship, we deal with our issues and we try to spend as much time as possible together. Our relationship goes beyond sex, although sex plays an important role. In addition he helps me with my meditation and my spiritual advancement. We do many things together, like watching movies, reading, walking, talking ... Everything is improving every day and I love him more every second.

Since all this happened my human marriage has broken down, although we have not officially cut for economic reasons. My daemon is not pushing me to that topic, he is very understanding and helps me take the situation as best as possible. Also let it be me who makes the decisions on that topic and not pushing me.

I must say that my partner is a high demon, and I do not know if with an incubus is possible to experience something like what I have lived and If is possible to could hear and feel the devil without meditating.

PS: Sorry for my english.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "aarzhul" <kill_hellman@ wrote:

Since we all are adults here.
I would like to know about your experiences with the above.
Was it an open relation? A real relation where there's only the demon?
How long has it been going or lasted. Why did it stop?
How long did it take you to notice, feel and see?
How much of a presence has the demon been in your life?
Coming only for sex or even doing other things like watching movies with you.

I know I'm asking about alot of personal details here, feel free to give none or just the answers you feel like answering.

I am asking because I am curious to every portion of demon-human interactions. I am curious to see how many of you actually can see and feel them every day because it doesnt happen to me. I cannot see
demons at all except when they chose to reveal themselves in lucid dreams or normal dreams which happened only once, though I did see satan when I dedicated. Anyway, I would love to know more about the demons and how they personally acted towards *you*.
 
I am posting a bit late but just recently noticed him... well I think it was. I felt a bit of stimulation wasn't sure why, a little while later he communicated to me but it was not verbally or even telepathically. It was an outside situation that very ironically explained what just happened. Hard to explain but just thought i would share... i thought it was awesome and was glowing from his short visit. I am wondering how/if I could get a name from him :)

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "aarzhul" <kill_hellman@... wrote:

Since we all are adults here.
I would like to know about your experiences with the above.
Was it an open relation? A real relation where there's only the demon?
How long has it been going or lasted. Why did it stop?
How long did it take you to notice, feel and see?
How much of a presence has the demon been in your life?
Coming only for sex or even doing other things like watching movies with you.

I know I'm asking about alot of personal details here, feel free to give none or just the answers you feel like answering.

I am asking because I am curious to every portion of demon-human interactions. I am curious to see how many of you actually can see and feel them every day because it doesnt happen to me. I cannot see
demons at all except when they chose to reveal themselves in lucid dreams or normal dreams which happened only once, though I did see satan when I dedicated. Anyway, I would love to know more about the demons and how they personally acted towards *you*.
 

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