Would you call this a coincidense?

[Camellia]

Ok, I was going to church with my Ex because he BEGGED me too. I dont believe in Christian crap.. im Agnostic, im open minded to EVERY SINGLE god. But Christianity is just a load of bull crap.
Everything was going all fine and dandy at the beggining but towards the middle and end.. This voice inside kept saying i was in a danger zone, that i had to get out. I stayed through the entire service.. But feeling extremely sick, i wanted to leave but i couldnt because that would be rude.. and im not a rude person, or well i try not to be at times.. but at the end of the service, i had to rush out of the room and into the bathroom to puke.. Hell.. i couldnt even breath.. When my Ex asked me if i was alright.. i just looked at him and nodded my head yea. I never went to another church service with him EVER AGAIN.

I BLAME HIM TOO FOR SCARING AWAY THE SPIRIT THAT HAD MANIFESTED ITSELF IN ME WHEN WE HAD GONE TO THE GRAVEYARD FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME. HIS FUCKING FAULT. HE USED HIS FUCKING CRAP RELIGON AND SCARED HER AWAY!! I I WASNT FUCKING POSSESED. I WAS FUCKING ENLIGHTENED. THE GRAVEYARD FUCKING ACCEPTED ME, I WAS FUCKING ACCEPTED INTO A FUCKING CURSED GRAVEYARD.
He asked if I remembered anything.. I said no.. Because he didnt need to fucking know.. Stupid assed christians..

*excuse the langauge to the more... Sensitive veiwers*

 

[sherilynishott]

I have had similar experiences. I was sent to catholic school from 5th to 7th grade.during that time we were sent to mass at 11 am on Wednesdays. every other time i was in church i would feel very dizzy and often vomit. i had to always sit in the back pews near the bathroom. one time i was singing in the choir. the priest was saying a sermon when i puked all over the marble steps, the chick in front of me too a big green pile lol . puking in church always was a big problem of mine. good to know i wasn't alone. i wonder what causes it though? bad energy? weird shit. coolcool.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Camellia" <xshadowxwoodx@... wrote:

Ok, I was going to church with my Ex because he BEGGED me too. I dont believe in Christian crap.. im Agnostic, im open minded to EVERY SINGLE god. But Christianity is just a load of bull crap.
Everything was going all fine and dandy at the beggining but towards the middle and end.. This voice inside kept saying i was in a danger zone, that i had to get out. I stayed through the entire service.. But feeling extremely sick, i wanted to leave but i couldnt because that would be rude.. and im not a rude person, or well i try not to be at times.. but at the end of the service, i had to rush out of the room and into the bathroom to puke.. Hell.. i couldnt even breath.. When my Ex asked me if i was alright.. i just looked at him and nodded my head yea. I never went to another church service with him EVER AGAIN.

I BLAME HIM TOO FOR SCARING AWAY THE SPIRIT THAT HAD MANIFESTED ITSELF IN ME WHEN WE HAD GONE TO THE GRAVEYARD FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME. HIS FUCKING FAULT. HE USED HIS FUCKING CRAP RELIGON AND SCARED HER AWAY!! I I WASNT FUCKING POSSESED. I WAS FUCKING ENLIGHTENED. THE GRAVEYARD FUCKING ACCEPTED ME, I WAS FUCKING ACCEPTED INTO A FUCKING CURSED GRAVEYARD.
He asked if I remembered anything.. I said no.. Because he didnt need to fucking know.. Stupid assed christians..

*excuse the langauge to the more... Sensitive veiwers*

 

[chalchiuhnenetzin]

It's the bad energy PLUS your whole body rebelling at having to be there. I remember a small toddler who used to get violently car sick whenever she was taken to JW meetings or out door-knocking. When the family went out in the car just for a drive or to get groceries, etc. she didn't vomit at all. Amazing, isn't it, how our souls can tell us when something is very much "off" ...

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "sherilynishott" <sherilynishott@... wrote:

I have had similar experiences. I was sent to catholic school from 5th to 7th grade.during that time we were sent to mass at 11 am on Wednesdays. every other time i was in church i would feel very dizzy and often vomit. i had to always sit in the back pews near the bathroom. one time i was singing in the choir. the priest was saying a sermon when i puked all over the marble steps, the chick in front of me too a big green pile lol . puking in church always was a big problem of mine. good to know i wasn't alone. i wonder what causes it though? bad energy? weird shit. coolcool.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Camellia" <xshadowxwoodx@ wrote:

Ok, I was going to church with my Ex because he BEGGED me too. I dont believe in Christian crap.. im Agnostic, im open minded to EVERY SINGLE god. But Christianity is just a load of bull crap.
Everything was going all fine and dandy at the beggining but towards the middle and end.. This voice inside kept saying i was in a danger zone, that i had to get out. I stayed through the entire service.. But feeling extremely sick, i wanted to leave but i couldnt because that would be rude.. and im not a rude person, or well i try not to be at times.. but at the end of the service, i had to rush out of the room and into the bathroom to puke.. Hell.. i couldnt even breath.. When my Ex asked me if i was alright.. i just looked at him and nodded my head yea. I never went to another church service with him EVER AGAIN.

I BLAME HIM TOO FOR SCARING AWAY THE SPIRIT THAT HAD MANIFESTED ITSELF IN ME WHEN WE HAD GONE TO THE GRAVEYARD FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME. HIS FUCKING FAULT. HE USED HIS FUCKING CRAP RELIGON AND SCARED HER AWAY!! I I WASNT FUCKING POSSESED. I WAS FUCKING ENLIGHTENED. THE GRAVEYARD FUCKING ACCEPTED ME, I WAS FUCKING ACCEPTED INTO A FUCKING CURSED GRAVEYARD.
He asked if I remembered anything.. I said no.. Because he didnt need to fucking know.. Stupid assed christians..

*excuse the langauge to the more... Sensitive veiwers*

 

[sherilynishott]

chalchiuhnenetzin, yes that is very interesting.
how our souls just know even if the conscious mind isnt agree-ant.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "chalchiuhnenetzin" <jaguarcat2002@... wrote:

It's the bad energy PLUS your whole body rebelling at having to be there. I remember a small toddler who used to get violently car sick whenever she was taken to JW meetings or out door-knocking. When the family went out in the car just for a drive or to get groceries, etc. she didn't vomit at all. Amazing, isn't it, how our souls can tell us when something is very much "off" ...

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "sherilynishott" <sherilynishott@ wrote:

I have had similar experiences. I was sent to catholic school from 5th to 7th grade.during that time we were sent to mass at 11 am on Wednesdays. every other time i was in church i would feel very dizzy and often vomit. i had to always sit in the back pews near the bathroom. one time i was singing in the choir. the priest was saying a sermon when i puked all over the marble steps, the chick in front of me too a big green pile lol . puking in church always was a big problem of mine. good to know i wasn't alone. i wonder what causes it though? bad energy? weird shit. coolcool.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Camellia" <xshadowxwoodx@ wrote:

Ok, I was going to church with my Ex because he BEGGED me too. I dont believe in Christian crap.. im Agnostic, im open minded to EVERY SINGLE god. But Christianity is just a load of bull crap.
Everything was going all fine and dandy at the beggining but towards the middle and end.. This voice inside kept saying i was in a danger zone, that i had to get out. I stayed through the entire service.. But feeling extremely sick, i wanted to leave but i couldnt because that would be rude.. and im not a rude person, or well i try not to be at times.. but at the end of the service, i had to rush out of the room and into the bathroom to puke.. Hell.. i couldnt even breath.. When my Ex asked me if i was alright.. i just looked at him and nodded my head yea. I never went to another church service with him EVER AGAIN.

I BLAME HIM TOO FOR SCARING AWAY THE SPIRIT THAT HAD MANIFESTED ITSELF IN ME WHEN WE HAD GONE TO THE GRAVEYARD FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME. HIS FUCKING FAULT. HE USED HIS FUCKING CRAP RELIGON AND SCARED HER AWAY!! I I WASNT FUCKING POSSESED. I WAS FUCKING ENLIGHTENED. THE GRAVEYARD FUCKING ACCEPTED ME, I WAS FUCKING ACCEPTED INTO A FUCKING CURSED GRAVEYARD.
He asked if I remembered anything.. I said no.. Because he didnt need to fucking know.. Stupid assed christians..

*excuse the langauge to the more... Sensitive veiwers*

 

[Jenoah]

When I was a kid and my family took me to their filthy catholic church, I would get very sick.  My mother said it looked like all the blood had drained out of my face.  I remember sweating profusely and the nausea.  The doctor never could figure out what was wrong.  It only happened in the church. 
From: sherilynishott Sent: Tuesday, September 14, 2010 3:26 PM To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Would you call this a coincidense?
 
chalchiuhnenetzin, yes that is very interesting.
how our souls just know even if the conscious mind isnt agree-ant.
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "chalchiuhnenetzin" <jaguarcat2002@... wrote:

It's the

bad energy PLUS your whole body rebelling at having to be there. I remember a small toddler who used to get violently car sick whenever she was taken to JW meetings or out door-knocking. When the family went out in the car just for a drive or to get groceries, etc. she didn't vomit at all. Amazing, isn't it, how our souls can tell us when something is very much "off" ...

---

In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "sherilynishott" <sherilynishott@ wrote:

I have

had similar experiences. I was sent to catholic school from 5th to 7th grade.during that time we were sent to mass at 11 am on Wednesdays. every other time i was in church i would feel very dizzy and often vomit. i had to always sit in the back pews near the bathroom. one time i was singing in the choir. the priest was saying a sermon when i puked all over the marble steps, the chick in front of me too a big green pile lol . puking in church always was a big problem of mine. good to know i wasn't alone. i wonder what causes it though? bad energy? weird shit. coolcool.

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href="mailto:JoyofSatan666%40yahoogroups.com"[email protected], "Camellia" <xshadowxwoodx@ wrote:

Ok,

I was going to church with my Ex because he BEGGED me too. I dont believe in Christian crap.. im Agnostic, im open minded to EVERY SINGLE god. But Christianity is just a load of bull crap.

Everything was going

all fine and dandy at the beggining but towards the middle and end.. This voice inside kept saying i was in a danger zone, that i had to get out. I stayed through the entire service.. But feeling extremely sick, i wanted to leave but i couldnt because that would be rude.. and im not a rude person, or well i try not to be at times.. but at the end of the service, i had to rush out of the room and into the bathroom to puke.. Hell.. i couldnt even breath.. When my Ex asked me if i was alright.. i just looked at him and nodded my head yea. I never went to another church service with him EVER AGAIN.

I BLAME HIM TOO FOR SCARING AWAY THE SPIRIT THAT HAD MANIFESTED ITSELF IN

ME WHEN WE HAD GONE TO THE GRAVEYARD FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME. HIS FUCKING FAULT. HE USED HIS FUCKING CRAP RELIGON AND SCARED HER AWAY!! I I WASNT FUCKING POSSESED. I WAS FUCKING ENLIGHTENED. THE GRAVEYARD FUCKING ACCEPTED ME, I WAS FUCKING ACCEPTED INTO A FUCKING CURSED GRAVEYARD.

He asked if

I remembered anything.. I said no.. Because he didnt need to fucking know.. Stupid assed christians..

*excuse the

langauge to the more... Sensitive veiwers*

 

[debbie poston]

I have been filling this way since I was about 12. I'm 57 now. I try not to go to any christain churches since I was 16. When I'm pressured into going to an christain church now, I say 'I will have to ask Father Satan". After that, who evers askes, doesn't any more.   HAIL SATAN

On Wed, Sep 15, 2010 at 4:29 AM, Jenoah <jenoah@... wrote:

  When I was a kid and my family took me to their filthy catholic church, I would get very sick.  My mother said it looked like all the blood had drained out of my face.  I remember sweating profusely and the nausea.  The doctor never could figure out what was wrong.  It only happened in the church. 
From: sherilynishott Sent: Tuesday, September 14, 2010 3:26 PM To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Would you call this a coincidense?
 
chalchiuhnenetzin, yes that is very interesting.
how our souls just know even if the conscious mind isnt agree-ant.
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "chalchiuhnenetzin" <jaguarcat2002@... wrote:

It's the bad energy PLUS your whole body rebelling at having to be there. I remember a small toddler who used to get violently car sick whenever she was taken to JW meetings or out door-knocking. When the family went out in the car just for a drive or to get groceries, etc. she didn't vomit at all. Amazing, isn't it, how our souls can tell us when something is very much "off" ...

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "sherilynishott" <sherilynishott@ wrote:

I have had similar experiences. I was sent to catholic school from 5th to 7th grade.during that time we were sent to mass at 11 am on Wednesdays. every other time i was in church i would feel very dizzy and often vomit. i had to always sit in the back pews near the bathroom. one time i was singing in the choir. the priest was saying a sermon when i puked all over the marble steps, the chick in front of me too a big green pile lol . puking in church always was a big problem of mine. good to know i wasn't alone. i wonder what causes it though? bad energy? weird shit. coolcool.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Camellia" <xshadowxwoodx@ wrote:

Ok, I was going to church with my Ex because he BEGGED me too. I dont believe in Christian crap.. im Agnostic, im open minded to EVERY SINGLE god. But Christianity is just a load of bull crap.
Everything was going all fine and dandy at the beggining but towards the middle and end.. This voice inside kept saying i was in a danger zone, that i had to get out. I stayed through the entire service.. But feeling extremely sick, i wanted to leave but i couldnt because that would be rude.. and im not a rude person, or well i try not to be at times.. but at the end of the service, i had to rush out of the room and into the bathroom to puke.. Hell.. i couldnt even breath.. When my Ex asked me if i was alright.. i just looked at him and nodded my head yea. I never went to another church service with him EVER AGAIN.

I BLAME HIM TOO FOR SCARING AWAY THE SPIRIT THAT HAD MANIFESTED ITSELF IN ME WHEN WE HAD GONE TO THE GRAVEYARD FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME. HIS FUCKING FAULT. HE USED HIS FUCKING CRAP RELIGON AND SCARED HER AWAY!! I I WASNT FUCKING POSSESED. I WAS FUCKING ENLIGHTENED. THE GRAVEYARD FUCKING ACCEPTED ME, I WAS FUCKING ACCEPTED INTO A FUCKING CURSED GRAVEYARD.
He asked if I remembered anything.. I said no.. Because he didnt need to fucking know.. Stupid assed christians..

*excuse the langauge to the more... Sensitive veiwers*

 

[Camellia]

Yay im glad im not the only person whos had these reactions! *hugs you all* cough.. erm..

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Jenoah" <jenoah@... wrote:

When I was a kid and my family took me to their filthy catholic church, I would get very sick. My mother said it looked like all the blood had drained out of my face. I remember sweating profusely and the nausea. The doctor never could figure out what was wrong. It only happened in the church.


From: sherilynishott
Sent: Tuesday, September 14, 2010 3:26 PM
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Would you call this a coincidense?




chalchiuhnenetzin, yes that is very interesting.
how our souls just know even if the conscious mind isnt agree-ant.
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "chalchiuhnenetzin" <jaguarcat2002@ wrote:

It's the bad energy PLUS your whole body rebelling at having to be there. I remember a small toddler who used to get violently car sick whenever she was taken to JW meetings or out door-knocking. When the family went out in the car just for a drive or to get groceries, etc. she didn't vomit at all. Amazing, isn't it, how our souls can tell us when something is very much "off" ...

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "sherilynishott" <sherilynishott@ wrote:

I have had similar experiences. I was sent to catholic school from 5th to 7th grade.during that time we were sent to mass at 11 am on Wednesdays. every other time i was in church i would feel very dizzy and often vomit. i had to always sit in the back pews near the bathroom. one time i was singing in the choir. the priest was saying a sermon when i puked all over the marble steps, the chick in front of me too a big green pile lol . puking in church always was a big problem of mine. good to know i wasn't alone. i wonder what causes it though? bad energy? weird shit. coolcool.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Camellia" <xshadowxwoodx@ wrote:

Ok, I was going to church with my Ex because he BEGGED me too. I dont believe in Christian crap.. im Agnostic, im open minded to EVERY SINGLE god. But Christianity is just a load of bull crap.
Everything was going all fine and dandy at the beggining but towards the middle and end.. This voice inside kept saying i was in a danger zone, that i had to get out. I stayed through the entire service.. But feeling extremely sick, i wanted to leave but i couldnt because that would be rude.. and im not a rude person, or well i try not to be at times.. but at the end of the service, i had to rush out of the room and into the bathroom to puke.. Hell.. i couldnt even breath.. When my Ex asked me if i was alright.. i just looked at him and nodded my head yea. I never went to another church service with him EVER AGAIN.

I BLAME HIM TOO FOR SCARING AWAY THE SPIRIT THAT HAD MANIFESTED ITSELF IN ME WHEN WE HAD GONE TO THE GRAVEYARD FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME. HIS FUCKING FAULT. HE USED HIS FUCKING CRAP RELIGON AND SCARED HER AWAY!! I I WASNT FUCKING POSSESED. I WAS FUCKING ENLIGHTENED. THE GRAVEYARD FUCKING ACCEPTED ME, I WAS FUCKING ACCEPTED INTO A FUCKING CURSED GRAVEYARD.
He asked if I remembered anything.. I said no.. Because he didnt need to fucking know.. Stupid assed christians..

*excuse the langauge to the more... Sensitive veiwers*

 

[Selena1]

Fortunately I haven't had to go near any churches, let alone inside one of them, in a very long time.

The last time I was driving at night with my fiance - it was Halloween and I pulled up to a stop sign. Next to us was the house where I was first acquainted with Satanism, and in front of me was a church. My fiance and I both saw something inside the church, through the door, walking by. I felt rage manifest in my gut and he asked me "Did you see that?"

By that point I couldn't even speak to answer him. My hands were clenched to the steering wheel, my breathing quickened, I began to sweat, shake, my teeth were clenched. I hit the gas pedal and wanted to drive right through the church - destroy it, and whatever was inside it. At the time, my child was in the car with us asleep, and it was that thought alone that prompted me to turn the steering wheel, just before hitting the church.

I don't remember anything after that, up until the next stop sign. My fiance told me I was speaking under my breath, though he couldn't understand my. He said I was growling and even laughing. I remember none of that. Afterward, I felt very weak - worn out. It sudden rush of pure rage, gone within an instant.. I'd imagine that would leave one feeling weak afterward..

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Camellia" <xshadowxwoodx@... wrote:

Ok, I was going to church with my Ex because he BEGGED me too. I dont believe in Christian crap.. im Agnostic, im open minded to EVERY SINGLE god. But Christianity is just a load of bull crap.
Everything was going all fine and dandy at the beggining but towards the middle and end.. This voice inside kept saying i was in a danger zone, that i had to get out. I stayed through the entire service.. But feeling extremely sick, i wanted to leave but i couldnt because that would be rude.. and im not a rude person, or well i try not to be at times.. but at the end of the service, i had to rush out of the room and into the bathroom to puke.. Hell.. i couldnt even breath.. When my Ex asked me if i was alright.. i just looked at him and nodded my head yea. I never went to another church service with him EVER AGAIN.

I BLAME HIM TOO FOR SCARING AWAY THE SPIRIT THAT HAD MANIFESTED ITSELF IN ME WHEN WE HAD GONE TO THE GRAVEYARD FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME. HIS FUCKING FAULT. HE USED HIS FUCKING CRAP RELIGON AND SCARED HER AWAY!! I I WASNT FUCKING POSSESED. I WAS FUCKING ENLIGHTENED. THE GRAVEYARD FUCKING ACCEPTED ME, I WAS FUCKING ACCEPTED INTO A FUCKING CURSED GRAVEYARD.
He asked if I remembered anything.. I said no.. Because he didnt need to fucking know.. Stupid assed christians..

*excuse the langauge to the more... Sensitive veiwers*

 

[tanya.azazel]

I know what you all mean. I get this feeling that I can't
explain. It's like a rush of anger and other feelings. I
feel light headed if I try and go near a church. Also,
when people pray to there false god that feeling comes
also. I remember 1 year ago I had to go to a church.
Well, actually a kingdom hall because my aunt and them
are JW. I so didn't want to go, but I had no choice.
While I was there this woman that I sat next to she
kept looking at me. It was like she was uncomfortable
and wanting to get out her seat. The woman next to her
was staring at me too. I was so angry, I just had my
head down, thinking of Father Satan and telling him
I didn't want to be here. I stayed focus on Father
the whole time. When it was time to leave
my aunt and grandmother introduce me and my family
to the others. They said hi and they talked to my
family. But everyone there was avoiding me or didn't
say nothing to me. The lady that sat next to me
stared at me and talked to my brother about how
he should join and become a witness, but not to me.
I left out of there and told myself I was never
going to anything again dealing with church, hall's
or whatever xian. I haven't been since then.