heliotropichero
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Hello I am a pretty new and inexeperienced, yet dedicated Satanist. Satan has been very good to me and I am eternally grateful for him coming into my life and improving on it. Anyways heres my dilemma:
I work in fast food as a manager. On my overnight shifts, there is this scenile old geezer of a customer (maybe 70-80 years old) who comes there almost every early morning, hes been doing so for years, longer than Ive been in the business. Hes vulgar, rude to employees, will flip out if one thing is wrong (rare occasion) and wont accept compensation (if we try to make things right hell tell us to fuck ourselves). Since I am new to this store and routine (last location I was at was not 24 hours service) I dont know the regulars inside and out so I am still learning their prefences, but they expect it from me. Anyways I dont know if this is right or wrong but I truly wish death upon this angry old man. The thought feels right to me and brings me peace and doesnt bother because hes got one foot in the grave and hes a total dick. I meditate on his death and when he is in my presence I focus my energy on him dropping dead. He is not the type one would miss, I get the feeling hes ready to go anyways, but assuming this is foolish.
I was wondering if it is okay to feel like this and want this. Im not blood thirsty and wouldnt handle it through physical means. However meditating and focusing my energy on his death feels right to me and justified. Is it okay to practice and wish this? Is there a better way to expedite the process? Any suggestions? Im not tring to sound naive.
Yes I am working on a "Plan A" professional solution but the "customer is always right". Ive tried being kind and I stand up to this old bag but its just dragging on. There is no reasoning with this saggy old geezer.
Thank you!
Any comments are appreciated!
HAIL SATAN!!!
I work in fast food as a manager. On my overnight shifts, there is this scenile old geezer of a customer (maybe 70-80 years old) who comes there almost every early morning, hes been doing so for years, longer than Ive been in the business. Hes vulgar, rude to employees, will flip out if one thing is wrong (rare occasion) and wont accept compensation (if we try to make things right hell tell us to fuck ourselves). Since I am new to this store and routine (last location I was at was not 24 hours service) I dont know the regulars inside and out so I am still learning their prefences, but they expect it from me. Anyways I dont know if this is right or wrong but I truly wish death upon this angry old man. The thought feels right to me and brings me peace and doesnt bother because hes got one foot in the grave and hes a total dick. I meditate on his death and when he is in my presence I focus my energy on him dropping dead. He is not the type one would miss, I get the feeling hes ready to go anyways, but assuming this is foolish.
I was wondering if it is okay to feel like this and want this. Im not blood thirsty and wouldnt handle it through physical means. However meditating and focusing my energy on his death feels right to me and justified. Is it okay to practice and wish this? Is there a better way to expedite the process? Any suggestions? Im not tring to sound naive.
Yes I am working on a "Plan A" professional solution but the "customer is always right". Ive tried being kind and I stand up to this old bag but its just dragging on. There is no reasoning with this saggy old geezer.
Thank you!
Any comments are appreciated!
HAIL SATAN!!!
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