golddglock
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- Nov 16, 2024
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Hey guys. I've been training and studying martial arts for about 4 years, about the same time I found and joined the ToZ (JoS at that time). I've always felt that the two paths went hand in hand for me. At times when I've doubted my spirituality or power, I've found answers through martial arts. Training and fighting has pushed me to do certain workings and progress closer to the gods and in power.
My ultimate goal in this life is to go as far as I can in martial arts, and competing just seems to be along My path, because of my comps I come to rely and draw closer to the gods.
I still do have doubts and concerns however. I seem to doubt myself and not REALLY believe it. I am actively competing in amateur comps, training, and doing meditations as well as warfare for the gods, so I'm putting in the work physically not just spiritually. And I do feel empowered and like I'm on the right path.
However doubts and insecurities always creep into my mind, can I really do this?
Will all my meditations and workings to become a champion really come true?? Do I really feel the blessings of my gods with my activities?? It all feels so far off still. For some reason, I always have these doubts, but I can't stop pursuing this course, i feel like its for a purpose. But for what, i dont know. Am i delusional? I'm 25 yrs old and I really really hope being a ufc champion is possible.
My ultimate goal in this life is to go as far as I can in martial arts, and competing just seems to be along My path, because of my comps I come to rely and draw closer to the gods.
I still do have doubts and concerns however. I seem to doubt myself and not REALLY believe it. I am actively competing in amateur comps, training, and doing meditations as well as warfare for the gods, so I'm putting in the work physically not just spiritually. And I do feel empowered and like I'm on the right path.
However doubts and insecurities always creep into my mind, can I really do this?
Will all my meditations and workings to become a champion really come true?? Do I really feel the blessings of my gods with my activities?? It all feels so far off still. For some reason, I always have these doubts, but I can't stop pursuing this course, i feel like its for a purpose. But for what, i dont know. Am i delusional? I'm 25 yrs old and I really really hope being a ufc champion is possible.