Could be a number of reasons. Yes the stuff they put in tap water is really nasty stuff that will do much harm to your health without leaving you physically incapacitated. There are loads of subliminality posted up in modern society, especially in the United States. Cell phones, computers, television, the media. The junk that the planes spray into the air (chemtrails). The satellites, wireless towers, government planes/helicopters emitting frequences/vibrations to trigger people out of their spiritual freedom and into a slavish, sheepish state. You could have enemy greys focusing much of their attention on you. Enemy nordics, enemy aliens, whatever. I have had many dreams upon which my enemies would try to enforce their ill will at me, in anticipation that it will affect my waking hours. In common cases it is likely that you have been heavily, heavily programmed with xianity, likely to go back to just after you were born. Baptisms, communions. The third eye is so heavily attacked (along with others) because it will allow individuals to SEE the truth for themselves. In other cases your third eye can be heavily atrophied. Either from not being used, or in other cases that of drugs and alcohol (this includes cigarettes, as there are some seriously hazardous chemicals they put inside the tobacco). Myself personally, as I grown to accept my open-book ways, being terrible at keeping secrets in lack of a rational explanation as to why, had foolishly befriended several Jewish folk in earlier days. Myself hardly realizing these were Jewish individuals (due to the absence of a hooked nose, but very apparent 'other' Jewish features), had fallen under victim of my youthful impressionability/naivete. They had turned me to drugs, offering them free of charge is almost every case. It started with Marijuana use. Later it had been some use of less common narcotics. The worst of which being Cocaine. It had been offered to me for free and I had virtually no knowledge of what it does and the harm it may bring. Being young and dumb I had felt invincible to any sort of threat some powdered substance may bring. HUGE mistake. Cocaine will GREATLY act to harm/atrophy the nasal cavites, the frontal area of the brain along the rest, and wherever else that nasty (processed) drug will go. The third eye will undoubtedly begin to go defunt and the damage WILL be permanent. Thankfully through meditation, really needed to be to an extreme extent, it has the possibility of healing itself. But this I do not know for sure as of yet how. It seems to have gotten better through the use of inhaling gold energy like the sun into the third eye, saturating it with a powerful level of it. Always remember there can be several expanations for problems you may face. Never look at think in a monotone, close-minded way. Continue meditating on your third eye. The mudra and the "Thoth" (Th-oh-th) mantra work very well for the third eye. NEVER confuse "Thoth" for that corrupted, fictitious "Matthew", or what may also be the cursed "Difred Mabach/Malach" or whatever else. (Listed in the black book of the Catholic Jesuits). The "names" listed in there will do great damage to the human soul and should not be taken in. So continue meditating on your third eye, every day! Even when you are not in meditation remember to keep your focus on your third eye throughout the day. A little effort can go a long way. In my experience remeber not to let fear grab hold. You WILL start to sense and see things that will boggle the mind, fascinate you, or utterly terrify you. You may have mental blockages from earlier days that left you traumatized, terrified. You will see things that others will not. There is a surplus of things that go on in everyday life that a great deal of effort is enforced to try and hide. Remember to try and be the better individual in these cases, however you can. Enemy greys apparantly bear no sympathy or remorse for their actions and will likely do utterly vicious and cruel things without any hesitation. Very sick and disturbing things. I've had visions of seeing enemy aliens in some sort of facility, doing bizarre and disturbing things with a "stockpile" of human bodies that likely had abducted. Several machines and whatnot. I cannot remember what exactly they were doing but it looked very sick. The enemy aliens seemed to have been happy with what they do as they run through bodies like clothes. On one end I can remember seeing them dump old bodies into a grinder to get rid of them. Walking out of the facility with that bizarre, pasty happy face as they seem to try and cloak themselves into some human form. It will ASTOUND you the sort of things you will see. It will leave you feeling like you need to speak up and say something. DO THIS. If enough people realize what is truly going on with this world we can put a stop to it. Be warned though, they will go to a great deal of effort to try and silence you. Being dedicated to Satan you will be protected for the most part. Be sure not to do anything outlandishly stupid and you should be okay. Keep up your meditations and power level, use the knowledge and experience you gain and continue striving in the path that you take. They will try to inflict great fear and terror into you. Know that these are in just about every case very weak and cowardly individuals who will rely on the power of others, or the use of tools. Do not be afraid of them and remember to fight back whatever way you can. The Gods are ever present to help those in need (those who are with Satan). Go to them for problems you may not know how to handle, ask them (with respect).
