Hey Gregory.Well done dude. Sounds like your going well and set on the correct path.It's good to know that you know where your limits are, that you know it is to early to summon a Demon.Many newbies try to get into it straight away and end up screwing themselves over.If you wish to find a good place to start I have 2 tips.1. In the Hells Army section of JoS it gives a really excellent 4 or 5 month program from beginner to advance.2. I say it is best to start with the very basics. First if I were you I would master the basic breathing techniques. Have them absolutely perfected. But before moving on, make sure you understand entirely how and why these work. What they are used for. How they can be manipulated. Many people do not like taking their time and would sooner breathe a little bit then assume there ready for the next step. But I think it is wise to begin with one important foundation and have it completely and entirely mastered before moving onto the next, this way you won't have to keep going back and forth to have it correct. After breathing exercises I would practice the trance. As I have said, don't do this a few times and assume your ready. Make sure you have it down perfectly and can fall into a trance at will. After this I would go for void meditation. This is vital for basically any larger working as without it your mind will wonder and you will never achieve what you truly desire. I would then master energy meditation, foundation meditation and any other meditation that will give you a feel for energy, color, directing energy ect. This will all take time but if you are patient and consistent, you will succeed beyond others.
Many people fin choosing one topic and having it mastered completely to be a waste of time, but personally, I find one become hundreds of times more powerful if they put in the hard yards. Power does not come easily. To put it simply, the harder you work, the more powerful you will become. One quote I made is very simple and standard but I live by it. "To be the best you must be the best". Simple but effective.
In addition to the musical side of things, obviously not all metal is Satanic or at least it is stereotypical Satanism, but that does not mean one cannot enjoy or acknowledge it. I love Cradle of Filth, Dimmu Borgir, Satyr, Satrycon and stuff like that and I find, regardless of it's meaning, to be extremely motivating. Even if it is about Darkness or possession ect I still feel motivated and energized over it. I wouldnt say Satanism is about Darkness, but it is not about Light either. See a true Satanist understands both are vital to everything. A perfect example I use for myself when I think about this is the night sky. If all was dark, we could not possibly see the moon or stars, only Darkness. Yet, if all was light, it would be impossible to find the moon and stars, not to mention the horrible pain our eyes would go through. So, in my oppinion, celebrating and honouring Darkness is great. Its a good and beautiful thing. This goes the same with celebrating Light. Both are equal and vital. As Lord Beelzebub said "Darkness is Light turned inside out". With all due respect to Kurenaii (A great Satanist might I add, from reading his previous posts I can see he is wise in these areas) but I must say, Satanism is about Darkness, but remember Darkness is not a bad thing. It is also about Light. Also, Satanists appear to be pro-darkness over anything else and have a preference of dark over light. This is true in moderation. See, Xianity is pro-light. Thats all they think of. they assume Light equals good. However, because Satanists are also dedicated to the opposition of Xianity, we oppose them in this also. They use Light, we use both, but we promote Darkness.
Sorry about this large essay like post. I just like to explain something from every single possible angle. I'm an all or nothing person so if I'm going to explain one thing, i'm going to explain it in every possible angle.Anyways my friend, hope this helps.
From: kurenaii60 <kurenaii60@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Wed, 16 December, 2009 10:29:03 PM
Subject: [Teens4Satan] Re: where is the best place for a new satanist to start?
You're kidding me right?Discovered true spiritual sataism through music?Most black metal has nothing to do with "true spiritual satanism" you said, its the same xian lies and stereotypes about Satan. Even so Satanic Corpse. Here it is from the satanic corpse webpage:
"Satanic Corpse has spread Darkness,Satanism and Demonic Possession through these recorded works of art, live Demonic channeled ritual and video."
WELL, "demonic possession" has nothing to do with Satanism, not it is even "demonic", it is angelic. Nor is satanism about darkness.
If you wanna learn how to begin, read JoS site, for newbies section.
Hail Satan!!
--- In Teens4Satan@ yahoogroups. com, "Gregory" <clownsmustgo@ ... wrote:
i have recently discovered true spiritual satanism through music (namely Satanic Corpse) and i have been exploring it deeply for the past week or so. the things i have discovered are incredible to me. all the concepts of this religion are so beautiful. i fell into my first trance last night and that alone was the greatest experience i have ever witnessed. i realize it is much too early for me to be summoning demons or the father himself, but there are so many possibilities. i dont know where to begin. i would greatly appreciate it if someone was to point me in the right direction. ave satanas!
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