what does this mean??

[krystina brantley]

What does it mean to be half woke and half asleep and to be held down by something and you can't really move your trying too and in a way you feel like your moving but struggling really hard but its not working,your trying to talk but you can't what is that its been happening to me since I was 10 as well as a a lot of other weird things like seeing ghosts my whole life and being scared when I was a child?? Ooo another thing, I was about 8 and I was brought up on god yes I had the worst life ever up until I became a satanist now things are soooo amazing but anyways when I was 8 all these weird things happend to me seeing things no one else can't and hearing things,does that mean I had some type of physicness anyways my grandmother had a jesus night life shape of him his hair and everything its 4am night everyones asleep I happen to wake up (anytime I wake up feeling weird its because something cold literally hands touching me) but the night light kept
changing forms like it wsnt jesus it had some weird shapes and nobody couldn't see it soo I was told not to believe these things and I wwont see and hear things so I listend and it stopped for a. Long time but I started believing again years ago because I believe they are signs but what does any of this mean??

Hail father Satan!!
Ps I love being a satanists my life turned around for the better I am all smiles here now I see whose the enemy

 

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--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], krystina brantley <nyfinest015@... wrote:

What does it mean to be half woke and half asleep and to be held down by something and you can't really move your trying too and in a way you feel like your moving but struggling really hard but its not working,your trying to talk but you can't what is that its been happening to me since I was 10 as well as a a lot of other weird things like seeing ghosts my whole life and being scared when I was a child?? Ooo another thing, I was about 8 and I was brought up on god yes I had the worst life ever up until I became a satanist now things are soooo amazing but anyways when I was 8 all these weird things happend to me seeing things no one else can't and hearing things,does that mean I had some type of physicness anyways my grandmother had a jesus night life shape of him his hair and everything its 4am night everyones asleep I happen to wake up (anytime I wake up feeling weird its because something cold literally hands touching me) but the night light kept
changing forms like it wsnt jesus it had some weird shapes and nobody couldn't see it soo I was told not to believe these things and I wwont see and hear things so I listend and it stopped for a. Long time but I started believing again years ago because I believe they are signs but what does any of this mean??

Hail father Satan!!
Ps I love being a satanists my life turned around for the better I am all smiles here now I see whose the enemy
It has happened to me too! But I just to feel deities around the room and see shadows flying. Sometimes it would feel like I would come out of my body and it would try to push me off my bed. But I think its just enemies trying to mess with us.