What a conundrum I've found myself in...

[sevastian_ciel]

--I am 16 years old and I am starting to have issues between what I believe and what has to be. I am confused about what I might have to give up if I committed myself to this religion and want to know if I would have to give up some of my favorite music, reading certain books or anything containing Christian sentiments. Keep in mind that I despise Christianity and everything it stands for, but I so love music and reading that I wouldn't be able to give them up as they are two of the only things that keep me sane.
And one other thing I feel the need to mention.
--I am by nature, a calm and mellow person(although a few would probably attest that I am heartless and cruel and not to be messed with) and if someone slanders something I hold dear, I won't physically attack them because I both wish to keep all of my options open for my future and to keep myself from suffering brutal defeat. I don't know what I should do anymore... I'm lost in these questions again. Please help.

 

[whatshisface117]

Ughmm I'm not sure why you feel that your love of music and reading would be threatened if you became a Satanist. You can still listen to and read all of your favorite music and books, although if you despise christianity as much as you claim you do, then I'm not sure why you would be interested in things with christian sentiments in them. Do what you will.

-Hail Father, Lord Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "sevastian_ciel" <sevastian_ciel@... wrote:

--I am 16 years old and I am starting to have issues between what I believe and what has to be. I am confused about what I might have to give up if I committed myself to this religion and want to know if I would have to give up some of my favorite music, reading certain books or anything containing Christian sentiments. Keep in mind that I despise Christianity and everything it stands for, but I so love music and reading that I wouldn't be able to give them up as they are two of the only things that keep me sane.
And one other thing I feel the need to mention.
--I am by nature, a calm and mellow person(although a few would probably attest that I am heartless and cruel and not to be messed with) and if someone slanders something I hold dear, I won't physically attack them because I both wish to keep all of my options open for my future and to keep myself from suffering brutal defeat. I don't know what I should do anymore... I'm lost in these questions again. Please help.

 

[Skye Gamet]

hey. Father allows of to have free will you do not have to change for his behalf. i love fly leaf which is a known christian band.. yes some of their songs are about the false god, but i just ignore that part and think that they are singing about our God. i love reading also. i am not punished fr these things and neither will you. you will not loose anything by becomeing a satanist. in fact you will gain knowledge that you could never imagine.   i am the same way except i have a wide imagination and hurting them in my mind without taking action almost makes up for it. i don't like to create trouble cause it just limits things i could do. not all of us are brash and reckless. i stay away too cause i know i will loose in a physical fight. just remember joing the true god will open your options not closse any of them. blesses be! HAIL SATAN!

From: sevastian_ciel <sevastian_ciel@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Thu, December 3, 2009 7:43:53 PM
Subject: [Teens4Satan] What a conundrum I've found myself in...

  --I am 16 years old and I am starting to have issues between what I believe and what has to be. I am confused about what I might have to give up if I committed myself to this religion and want to know if I would have to give up some of my favorite music, reading certain books or anything containing Christian sentiments. Keep in mind that I despise Christianity and everything it stands for, but I so love music and reading that I wouldn't be able to give them up as they are two of the only things that keep me sane.
And one other thing I feel the need to mention.
--I am by nature, a calm and mellow person(although a few would probably attest that I am heartless and cruel and not to be messed with) and if someone slanders something I hold dear, I won't physically attack them because I both wish to keep all of my options open for my future and to keep myself from suffering brutal defeat. I don't know what I should do anymore... I'm lost in these questions again. Please help.

 

[psychoanamull666]

You don't need to give up ANYTHING do what makes you happy.That's what's different about Satanism,freedom.So what are you lost about?