Views on self harm??

[kat6661990]

What is everyone's views on self harm? This isn't about me, but who I used to be. I know it shouldn't even be done in general. But what if it's controlled so you're never in any danger? What if you rely on it to calm you down when you're angry and to distract you when you're sad. What if someone really depended on it to get through ever day? And to them, it brought them the biggest adrenaline rush that just felt so good. Jeez, I sound like such a sicko. Anyway, what's everyone's views on this? Would our Father dissaprove of this sort of behaviour? I'm just curious to see what everyone thinks

 

[Sami Abbas]

Please don't harm yourself, it's not a nice thing at all, TRUST  ME. Father wants us to love ourselves!! 
Where on Earth will self-harm get you?? NO WHERE! You only get one body, so love it!! Be strong and positive, and have self-confidence!!! Always speak out for yourself, and don't hide behind others!!! If you get treated badly by anyone, stand up and destroy them!!! Until they can't breathe!!!! Remember, we Satanists DO NOT in any way take abuse!!!!!!


HAIL SATAN!!!
Hail the Almighty Gods of Duat!!
Sami

On 17 Jun 2011, at 02:01, "kat6661990" <kaitjordan@... wrote:

  What is everyone's views on self harm? This isn't about me, but who I used to be. I know it shouldn't even be done in general. But what if it's controlled so you're never in any danger? What if you rely on it to calm you down when you're angry and to distract you when you're sad. What if someone really depended on it to get through ever day? And to them, it brought them the biggest adrenaline rush that just felt so good. Jeez, I sound like such a sicko. Anyway, what's everyone's views on this? Would our Father dissaprove of this sort of behaviour? I'm just curious to see what everyone thinks

 

[Nigel]

Just be ALWAYS in control. Having a good time or doing any recreational thing isn't bad, just make sure it doesn't get out of hand. Depending on an outside thing makes you weak.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "kat6661990" <kaitjordan@... wrote:

What is everyone's views on self harm? This isn't about me, but who I used to be. I know it shouldn't even be done in general. But what if it's controlled so you're never in any danger? What if you rely on it to calm you down when you're angry and to distract you when you're sad. What if someone really depended on it to get through ever day? And to them, it brought them the biggest adrenaline rush that just felt so good. Jeez, I sound like such a sicko. Anyway, what's everyone's views on this? Would our Father dissaprove of this sort of behaviour? I'm just curious to see what everyone thinks

 

[Catlovers Foreva]

Define self harm,extreme sport,fighting in the street,cutting one wrist,daredevil-ing,bdsm n etc,there many type.Some are ok,some arent,some just plain freaky.

On Fri Jun 17th, 2011 2:17 AM PDT Sami Abbas wrote:

Please don't harm yourself, it's not a nice thing at all, TRUST ME. Father wants us to love ourselves!!

Where on Earth will self-harm get you?? NO WHERE! You only get one body, so love it!! Be strong and positive, and have self-confidence!!! Always speak out for yourself, and don't hide behind others!!! If you get treated badly by anyone, stand up and destroy them!!! Until they can't breathe!!!! Remember, we Satanists DO NOT in any way take abuse!!!!!!



HAIL SATAN!!!

Hail the Almighty Gods of Duat!!

Sami

On 17 Jun 2011, at 02:01, "kat6661990" <kaitjordan@... wrote:

What is everyone's views on self harm? This isn't about me, but who I used to be. I know it shouldn't even be done in general. But what if it's controlled so you're never in any danger? What if you rely on it to calm you down when you're angry and to distract you when you're sad. What if someone really depended on it to get through ever day? And to them, it brought them the biggest adrenaline rush that just felt so good. Jeez, I sound like such a sicko. Anyway, what's everyone's views on this? Would our Father dissaprove of this sort of behaviour? I'm just curious to see what everyone thinks

 

[Catlovers Foreva]

Hm,wandering the use variation of the word jeWsus n this topic altogether.

On Fri Jun 17th, 2011 2:20 AM PDT Nigel wrote:

Just be ALWAYS in control. Having a good time or doing any recreational thing isn't bad, just make sure it doesn't get out of hand. Depending on an outside thing makes you weak.



--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "kat6661990" <kaitjordan@... wrote:

What is everyone's views on self harm? This isn't about me, but who I used to be. I know it shouldn't even be done in general. But what if it's controlled so you're never in any danger? What if you rely on it to calm you down when you're angry and to distract you when you're sad. What if someone really depended on it to get through ever day? And to them, it brought them the biggest adrenaline rush that just felt so good. Jeez, I sound like such a sicko. Anyway, what's everyone's views on this? Would our Father dissaprove of this sort of behaviour? I'm just curious to see what everyone thinks

 

[kat6661990]

I mean cutting wrists... And please everyone, this is just plain curiosity ok. Nothing else

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Catlovers Foreva <catloversforeva@... wrote:

Define self harm,extreme sport,fighting in the street,cutting one wrist,daredevil-ing,bdsm n etc,there many type.Some are ok,some arent,some just plain freaky.

On Fri Jun 17th, 2011 2:17 AM PDT Sami Abbas wrote:

Please don't harm yourself, it's not a nice thing at all, TRUST ME. Father wants us to love ourselves!!

Where on Earth will self-harm get you?? NO WHERE! You only get one body, so love it!! Be strong and positive, and have self-confidence!!! Always speak out for yourself, and don't hide behind others!!! If you get treated badly by anyone, stand up and destroy them!!! Until they can't breathe!!!! Remember, we Satanists DO NOT in any way take abuse!!!!!!



HAIL SATAN!!!

Hail the Almighty Gods of Duat!!

Sami

On 17 Jun 2011, at 02:01, "kat6661990" <kaitjordan@... wrote:

What is everyone's views on self harm? This isn't about me, but who I used to be. I know it shouldn't even be done in general. But what if it's controlled so you're never in any danger? What if you rely on it to calm you down when you're angry and to distract you when you're sad. What if someone really depended on it to get through ever day? And to them, it brought them the biggest adrenaline rush that just felt so good. Jeez, I sound like such a sicko. Anyway, what's everyone's views on this? Would our Father dissaprove of this sort of behaviour? I'm just curious to see what everyone thinks

 

[darrklady13]

WHAT KIND OF SELF HARM?

For instance I pluck my eyebrows and eyelashes since I was 10 yrs old. The jews call it tilotricomania.

Some would say it is self harm, mutilation.

I have cut myself lightly before, as a symbol of loosing something that was dear to me. But never do I do so much damage as to loose blood or life.

Cutting to me is a tribal, thing. Its part of who we are in some cases. Like body modifications.

Chumash Indian women used to cut off a finger tip when they lost a loved one. Its a symbol of loosing something dear to them, and it is strictly voluntary.

Is this the kind of thing you refer to?

Or do you really want to harm yourself?

AVE SATAN

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "kat6661990" <kaitjordan@... wrote:

What is everyone's views on self harm? This isn't about me, but who I used to be. I know it shouldn't even be done in general. But what if it's controlled so you're never in any danger? What if you rely on it to calm you down when you're angry and to distract you when you're sad. What if someone really depended on it to get through ever day? And to them, it brought them the biggest adrenaline rush that just felt so good. Jeez, I sound like such a sicko. Anyway, what's everyone's views on this? Would our Father dissaprove of this sort of behaviour? I'm just curious to see what everyone thinks

 

[kat6661990]

Well, i honestly was thinking of carving my ex boyfriends name into my skin one hundred times to get him to see how much i need him back... Just and idea, not a serious thought

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "darrklady13" <darkladyschild@... wrote:

WHAT KIND OF SELF HARM?

For instance I pluck my eyebrows and eyelashes since I was 10 yrs old. The jews call it tilotricomania.

Some would say it is self harm, mutilation.

I have cut myself lightly before, as a symbol of loosing something that was dear to me. But never do I do so much damage as to loose blood or life.

Cutting to me is a tribal, thing. Its part of who we are in some cases. Like body modifications.

Chumash Indian women used to cut off a finger tip when they lost a loved one. Its a symbol of loosing something dear to them, and it is strictly voluntary.

Is this the kind of thing you refer to?

Or do you really want to harm yourself?

AVE SATAN


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "kat6661990" <kaitjordan@ wrote:

What is everyone's views on self harm? This isn't about me, but who I used to be. I know it shouldn't even be done in general. But what if it's controlled so you're never in any danger? What if you rely on it to calm you down when you're angry and to distract you when you're sad. What if someone really depended on it to get through ever day? And to them, it brought them the biggest adrenaline rush that just felt so good. Jeez, I sound like such a sicko. Anyway, what's everyone's views on this? Would our Father dissaprove of this sort of behaviour? I'm just curious to see what everyone thinks

 

[searchingeast666]

As someone with incredibly bushy eyebrows, I am voting for the reduction of said brows to be deemed as "grooming", and not self harm. LOL

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "darrklady13" <darkladyschild@... wrote:

WHAT KIND OF SELF HARM?

For instance I pluck my eyebrows and eyelashes since I was 10 yrs old. The jews call it tilotricomania.

Some would say it is self harm, mutilation.

I have cut myself lightly before, as a symbol of loosing something that was dear to me. But never do I do so much damage as to loose blood or life.

Cutting to me is a tribal, thing. Its part of who we are in some cases. Like body modifications.

Chumash Indian women used to cut off a finger tip when they lost a loved one. Its a symbol of loosing something dear to them, and it is strictly voluntary.

Is this the kind of thing you refer to?

Or do you really want to harm yourself?

AVE SATAN


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "kat6661990" <kaitjordan@ wrote:

What is everyone's views on self harm? This isn't about me, but who I used to be. I know it shouldn't even be done in general. But what if it's controlled so you're never in any danger? What if you rely on it to calm you down when you're angry and to distract you when you're sad. What if someone really depended on it to get through ever day? And to them, it brought them the biggest adrenaline rush that just felt so good. Jeez, I sound like such a sicko. Anyway, what's everyone's views on this? Would our Father dissaprove of this sort of behaviour? I'm just curious to see what everyone thinks

 

[[email protected]]

Don't carve his name into your ARM that is shameful and weak as if your grouling over his arm. Your a Satanist and that kind of stuff is pathetically ignorant. If you have to do that to show him you love him fuck him then. That's like inflicting self harm or killling a loved one to prove you love them? Sounds like the xian god to me. No we don't do that!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "kat6661990" <kaitjordan@... wrote:

Well, i honestly was thinking of carving my ex boyfriends name into my skin one hundred times to get him to see how much i need him back... Just and idea, not a serious thought

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "darrklady13" <darkladyschild@ wrote:

WHAT KIND OF SELF HARM?

For instance I pluck my eyebrows and eyelashes since I was 10 yrs old. The jews call it tilotricomania.

Some would say it is self harm, mutilation.

I have cut myself lightly before, as a symbol of loosing something that was dear to me. But never do I do so much damage as to loose blood or life.

Cutting to me is a tribal, thing. Its part of who we are in some cases. Like body modifications.

Chumash Indian women used to cut off a finger tip when they lost a loved one. Its a symbol of loosing something dear to them, and it is strictly voluntary.

Is this the kind of thing you refer to?

Or do you really want to harm yourself?

AVE SATAN


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "kat6661990" <kaitjordan@ wrote:

What is everyone's views on self harm? This isn't about me, but who I used to be. I know it shouldn't even be done in general. But what if it's controlled so you're never in any danger? What if you rely on it to calm you down when you're angry and to distract you when you're sad. What if someone really depended on it to get through ever day? And to them, it brought them the biggest adrenaline rush that just felt so good. Jeez, I sound like such a sicko. Anyway, what's everyone's views on this? Would our Father dissaprove of this sort of behaviour? I'm just curious to see what everyone thinks

 

[[email protected]]

I understand some of what your getting at, but there's a saying "I'll show you! I'll hurt me!" - kinda puts a new light on that particular situation. Perhaps attempting to take a deep breath while harnessing, anger, pain what have you, then exhale that energy at the person. You are a Satanist and no oine has a right to hurt you! This, of course excludes any traditions such as were stated.
HSSent via BlackBerry by AT&TFrom: "searchingeast666" <searchingeast666@... Sender: [email protected] Date: Fri, 17 Jun 2011 19:22:30 -0000To: <[email protected]ReplyTo: [email protected] Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Views on self harm??
  As someone with incredibly bushy eyebrows, I am voting for the reduction of said brows to be deemed as "grooming", and not self harm. LOL

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "darrklady13" <darkladyschild@... wrote:

WHAT KIND OF SELF HARM?

For instance I pluck my eyebrows and eyelashes since I was 10 yrs old. The jews call it tilotricomania.

Some would say it is self harm, mutilation.

I have cut myself lightly before, as a symbol of loosing something that was dear to me. But never do I do so much damage as to loose blood or life.

Cutting to me is a tribal, thing. Its part of who we are in some cases. Like body modifications.

Chumash Indian women used to cut off a finger tip when they lost a loved one. Its a symbol of loosing something dear to them, and it is strictly voluntary.

Is this the kind of thing you refer to?

Or do you really want to harm yourself?

AVE SATAN


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "kat6661990" <kaitjordan@ wrote:

What is everyone's views on self harm? This isn't about me, but who I used to be. I know it shouldn't even be done in general. But what if it's controlled so you're never in any danger? What if you rely on it to calm you down when you're angry and to distract you when you're sad. What if someone really depended on it to get through ever day? And to them, it brought them the biggest adrenaline rush that just felt so good. Jeez, I sound like such a sicko. Anyway, what's everyone's views on this? Would our Father dissaprove of this sort of behaviour? I'm just curious to see what everyone thinks

 

[sij.hatch]

I wouldn't do that if I were you. O.O What if he doesn't take you back? Then now you have 100 scars on your body with your exes name, and those won't go away anytime soon. Plus the blood loss and swelling that will come from it won't be good. Not to mention the people around you that might see it too and be concerned. Trust me you don't want that kind of attention. Think of it as getting a 100 tattoos on your body with your exes name. Just more dangerous.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "kat6661990" <kaitjordan@... wrote:

Well, i honestly was thinking of carving my ex boyfriends name into my skin one hundred times to get him to see how much i need him back... Just and idea, not a serious thought

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "darrklady13" <darkladyschild@ wrote:

WHAT KIND OF SELF HARM?

For instance I pluck my eyebrows and eyelashes since I was 10 yrs old. The jews call it tilotricomania.

Some would say it is self harm, mutilation.

I have cut myself lightly before, as a symbol of loosing something that was dear to me. But never do I do so much damage as to loose blood or life.

Cutting to me is a tribal, thing. Its part of who we are in some cases. Like body modifications.

Chumash Indian women used to cut off a finger tip when they lost a loved one. Its a symbol of loosing something dear to them, and it is strictly voluntary.

Is this the kind of thing you refer to?

Or do you really want to harm yourself?

AVE SATAN


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "kat6661990" <kaitjordan@ wrote:

What is everyone's views on self harm? This isn't about me, but who I used to be. I know it shouldn't even be done in general. But what if it's controlled so you're never in any danger? What if you rely on it to calm you down when you're angry and to distract you when you're sad. What if someone really depended on it to get through ever day? And to them, it brought them the biggest adrenaline rush that just felt so good. Jeez, I sound like such a sicko. Anyway, what's everyone's views on this? Would our Father dissaprove of this sort of behaviour? I'm just curious to see what everyone thinks

 

[mnm214spiritualist]

I don't mean to come off as a complete asshole but seriously, that is an absolute ridiculous idea. For one, you are a Satanist, act like it. Be strong. Like eremoslukos8 said about meditating and focusing energy, do things like that. I agree, harming oneself has been done in the past in ritual/traditional senses but this is not the case for your situation. to me, it sounds like you're chakras are way out of balance and you may have some energy blockage somewhere. I would focus more on cleansing myself and getting back into a strong, spiritual state before worrying about having a boy in my life. just saying

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "sij.hatch" <sij.hatch@... wrote:

I wouldn't do that if I were you. O.O What if he doesn't take you back? Then now you have 100 scars on your body with your exes name, and those won't go away anytime soon. Plus the blood loss and swelling that will come from it won't be good. Not to mention the people around you that might see it too and be concerned. Trust me you don't want that kind of attention. Think of it as getting a 100 tattoos on your body with your exes name. Just more dangerous.
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "kat6661990" <kaitjordan@ wrote:

Well, i honestly was thinking of carving my ex boyfriends name into my skin one hundred times to get him to see how much i need him back... Just and idea, not a serious thought

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "darrklady13" <darkladyschild@ wrote:

WHAT KIND OF SELF HARM?

For instance I pluck my eyebrows and eyelashes since I was 10 yrs old. The jews call it tilotricomania.

Some would say it is self harm, mutilation.

I have cut myself lightly before, as a symbol of loosing something that was dear to me. But never do I do so much damage as to loose blood or life.

Cutting to me is a tribal, thing. Its part of who we are in some cases. Like body modifications.

Chumash Indian women used to cut off a finger tip when they lost a loved one. Its a symbol of loosing something dear to them, and it is strictly voluntary.

Is this the kind of thing you refer to?

Or do you really want to harm yourself?

AVE SATAN


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "kat6661990" <kaitjordan@ wrote:

What is everyone's views on self harm? This isn't about me, but who I used to be. I know it shouldn't even be done in general. But what if it's controlled so you're never in any danger? What if you rely on it to calm you down when you're angry and to distract you when you're sad. What if someone really depended on it to get through ever day? And to them, it brought them the biggest adrenaline rush that just felt so good. Jeez, I sound like such a sicko. Anyway, what's everyone's views on this? Would our Father dissaprove of this sort of behaviour? I'm just curious to see what everyone thinks

 

[Don Danko]

Self harm comes from the enemy just look at all their programs their all based on self hate, abuse and destruction.

From: mnm214spiritualist <inaana676@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Fri, June 17, 2011 8:36:49 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Views on self harm??

  I don't mean to come off as a complete asshole but seriously, that is an absolute ridiculous idea. For one, you are a Satanist, act like it. Be strong. Like eremoslukos8 said about meditating and focusing energy, do things like that. I agree, harming oneself has been done in the past in ritual/traditional senses but this is not the case for your situation. to me, it sounds like you're chakras are way out of balance and you may have some energy blockage somewhere. I would focus more on cleansing myself and getting back into a strong, spiritual state before worrying about having a boy in my life. just saying

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "sij.hatch" <sij.hatch@... wrote:

I wouldn't do that if I were you. O.O What if he doesn't take you back? Then now you have 100 scars on your body with your exes name, and those won't go away anytime soon. Plus the blood loss and swelling that will come from it won't be good. Not to mention the people around you that might see it too and be concerned. Trust me you don't want that kind of attention. Think of it as getting a 100 tattoos on your body with your exes name. Just more dangerous.
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "kat6661990" <kaitjordan@ wrote:

Well, i honestly was thinking of carving my ex boyfriends name into my skin one hundred times to get him to see how much i need him back... Just and idea, not a serious thought

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "darrklady13" <darkladyschild@ wrote:

WHAT KIND OF SELF HARM?

For instance I pluck my eyebrows and eyelashes since I was 10 yrs old. The jews call it tilotricomania.

Some would say it is self harm, mutilation.

I have cut myself lightly before, as a symbol of loosing something that was dear to me. But never do I do so much damage as to loose blood or life.

Cutting to me is a tribal, thing. Its part of who we are in some cases. Like body modifications.

Chumash Indian women used to cut off a finger tip when they lost a loved one. Its a symbol of loosing something dear to them, and it is strictly voluntary.

Is this the kind of thing you refer to?

Or do you really want to harm yourself?

AVE SATAN


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "kat6661990" <kaitjordan@ wrote:

What is everyone's views on self harm? This isn't about me, but who I used to be. I know it shouldn't even be done in general. But what if it's controlled so you're never in any danger? What if you rely on it to calm you down when you're angry and to distract you when you're sad. What if someone really depended on it to get through ever day? And to them, it brought them the biggest adrenaline rush that just felt so good. Jeez, I sound like such a sicko. Anyway, what's everyone's views on this? Would our Father dissaprove of this sort of behaviour? I'm just curious to see what everyone thinks

 

[kat6661990]

Yes, I do know what you are all saying. But no one knows the story between me and him. He's just not some "ordinary guy" to me. No matter what happens I will never forget him. Ages ago, we were both severely depressed, we both had nothing left. We both found each other. I think it was meant to happen. We saved each others lives. We made each other so happy and we forgot about who we used to be. I remember once when I was talking to him I had a voice in my head telling me that we were supposed to be together. I didn't know what it was at the time, but I do now. We both know that no matter what happens in this life, we will always come back to each other, because we were special. no one could match what we did for each other. I know I will wait for him, for as long as it takes, but I don't want to do that. I know I am meant to be with him, and because of that I will never even look at another guy. And he knows that too. I just want him back

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], eremoslukos8@... wrote:

I understand some of what your getting at, but there's a saying "I'll show you! I'll hurt me!" - kinda puts a new light on that particular situation. Perhaps attempting to take a deep breath while harnessing, anger, pain what have you, then exhale that energy at the person. You are a Satanist and no oine has a right to hurt you! This, of course excludes any traditions such as were stated.
HS
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Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Views on self harm??

As someone with incredibly bushy eyebrows, I am voting for the reduction of said brows to be deemed as "grooming", and not self harm. LOL

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "darrklady13" <darkladyschild@ wrote:

WHAT KIND OF SELF HARM?

For instance I pluck my eyebrows and eyelashes since I was 10 yrs old. The jews call it tilotricomania.

Some would say it is self harm, mutilation.

I have cut myself lightly before, as a symbol of loosing something that was dear to me. But never do I do so much damage as to loose blood or life.

Cutting to me is a tribal, thing. Its part of who we are in some cases. Like body modifications.

Chumash Indian women used to cut off a finger tip when they lost a loved one. Its a symbol of loosing something dear to them, and it is strictly voluntary.

Is this the kind of thing you refer to?

Or do you really want to harm yourself?

AVE SATAN


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "kat6661990" <kaitjordan@ wrote:

What is everyone's views on self harm? This isn't about me, but who I used to be. I know it shouldn't even be done in general. But what if it's controlled so you're never in any danger? What if you rely on it to calm you down when you're angry and to distract you when you're sad. What if someone really depended on it to get through ever day? And to them, it brought them the biggest adrenaline rush that just felt so good. Jeez, I sound like such a sicko. Anyway, what's everyone's views on this? Would our Father dissaprove of this sort of behaviour? I'm just curious to see what everyone thinks

 

[netspectre101]

And in typical enemy fashion, not only do they program you to hurt yourself, they also take your money for therapy to alter the programming.

Fuck them.
NO VICTIM SATANISTS.

HAIL SATAN!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Don Danko <mageson6666@... wrote:

Self harm comes from the enemy just look at all their programs their all based
on self hate, abuse and destruction.




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From: mnm214spiritualist <inaana676@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Fri, June 17, 2011 8:36:49 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Views on self harm??

 
I don't mean to come off as a complete asshole but seriously, that is an
absolute ridiculous idea. For one, you are a Satanist, act like it. Be strong.
Like eremoslukos8 said about meditating and focusing energy, do things like
that. I agree, harming oneself has been done in the past in ritual/traditional
senses but this is not the case for your situation. to me, it sounds like you're
chakras are way out of balance and you may have some energy blockage somewhere.
I would focus more on cleansing myself and getting back into a strong, spiritual
state before worrying about having a boy in my life. just saying

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "sij.hatch" <sij.hatch@ wrote:

I wouldn't do that if I were you. O.O What if he doesn't take you back? Then
now you have 100 scars on your body with your exes name, and those won't go away
anytime soon. Plus the blood loss and swelling that will come from it won't be
good. Not to mention the people around you that might see it too and be
concerned. Trust me you don't want that kind of attention. Think of it as
getting a 100 tattoos on your body with your exes name. Just more dangerous.
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "kat6661990" <kaitjordan@ wrote:

Well, i honestly was thinking of carving my ex boyfriends name into my skin
one hundred times to get him to see how much i need him back... Just and idea,
not a serious thought

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "darrklady13" <darkladyschild@ wrote:

WHAT KIND OF SELF HARM?

For instance I pluck my eyebrows and eyelashes since I was 10 yrs old. The
jews call it tilotricomania.

Some would say it is self harm, mutilation.

I have cut myself lightly before, as a symbol of loosing something that was
dear to me. But never do I do so much damage as to loose blood or life.

Cutting to me is a tribal, thing. Its part of who we are in some cases.
Like body modifications.

Chumash Indian women used to cut off a finger tip when they lost a loved
one. Its a symbol of loosing something dear to them, and it is strictly
voluntary.

Is this the kind of thing you refer to?

Or do you really want to harm yourself?

AVE SATAN


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "kat6661990" <kaitjordan@ wrote:

What is everyone's views on self harm? This isn't about me, but who I
used to be. I know it shouldn't even be done in general. But what if it's
controlled so you're never in any danger? What if you rely on it to calm you
down when you're angry and to distract you when you're sad. What if someone
really depended on it to get through ever day? And to them, it brought them the
biggest adrenaline rush that just felt so good. Jeez, I sound like such a sicko.
Anyway, what's everyone's views on this? Would our Father dissaprove of this
sort of behaviour? I'm just curious to see what everyone thinks

 

[darrklady13]

To get him back, no not a good idea.

He might think you are psychopathic, if you do.
He might call you a freak.
Or if he is honored, then he takes you back.
Then he cheats on you later on,..../.because he knows he can take you for granted, since you carved in your flesh for him.

I have been taken for granted a few times, because I loved so dearly that I went the extra mile for lovers who didn't give a shit about giving in return. Thats what this guy will do, trust me.

Personally, NO MAN is worth that. Vibrate runes to cut the chords that bind you to him, whether its spiritual or emotional. Or mental....whatever.

Or, take his pic, burn it with a SINGLE CANDLE at night, on the waning moon. Meditate, or rather, go into a trance. Listen to music that is sad, or peaceful, so you can cry, and let it go.

I recommend you GENTLY CUTTING YOUR TOP SKIN on a place that is NOT DANGEROUS. Say, the top of your arm, or your leg. Let the blood release slowly enough for a few drops, and as it does so, know that He is leaving your heart. Through the blood you are LETTING HIM GO, PUSHING HIM OUT OF YOUR HEART, SO YOUR DESIRE FOR HIM WILL WANE.

You can cry, use your tears. Let these things drip into a bowl. METAL BOWL OR CAULDRON. Place the candle in it, light it, and when your ready, burn his pic.

Let it continue to burn, DO NOT BLOW IT OUT. SAFELY. SO NOT TO CATCH FIRE . OUTSIDE IS BEST.

This is just an idea.

Its a witch way of letting go of DEAD RELATIONSHIPS.

AVE SATANAS

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "kat6661990" <kaitjordan@... wrote:

Well, i honestly was thinking of carving my ex boyfriends name into my skin one hundred times to get him to see how much i need him back... Just and idea, not a serious thought

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "darrklady13" <darkladyschild@ wrote:

WHAT KIND OF SELF HARM?

For instance I pluck my eyebrows and eyelashes since I was 10 yrs old. The jews call it tilotricomania.

Some would say it is self harm, mutilation.

I have cut myself lightly before, as a symbol of loosing something that was dear to me. But never do I do so much damage as to loose blood or life.

Cutting to me is a tribal, thing. Its part of who we are in some cases. Like body modifications.

Chumash Indian women used to cut off a finger tip when they lost a loved one. Its a symbol of loosing something dear to them, and it is strictly voluntary.

Is this the kind of thing you refer to?

Or do you really want to harm yourself?

AVE SATAN


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "kat6661990" <kaitjordan@ wrote:

What is everyone's views on self harm? This isn't about me, but who I used to be. I know it shouldn't even be done in general. But what if it's controlled so you're never in any danger? What if you rely on it to calm you down when you're angry and to distract you when you're sad. What if someone really depended on it to get through ever day? And to them, it brought them the biggest adrenaline rush that just felt so good. Jeez, I sound like such a sicko. Anyway, what's everyone's views on this? Would our Father dissaprove of this sort of behaviour? I'm just curious to see what everyone thinks

 

[[email protected]]

I understand some of what your getting at, but there's a saying "I'll show you! I'll hurt me!" - kinda puts a new light on that particular situation. Perhaps attempting to take a deep breath while harnessing, anger, pain what have you, then exhale that energy at the person. You are a Satanist and no oine has a right to hurt you! This, of course excludes any traditions such as were stated.
HSSent via BlackBerry by AT&TFrom: "searchingeast666" <searchingeast666@... Sender: [email protected] Date: Fri, 17 Jun 2011 19:22:30 -0000To: <[email protected]ReplyTo: [email protected] Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Views on self harm??
  As someone with incredibly bushy eyebrows, I am voting for the reduction of said brows to be deemed as "grooming", and not self harm. LOL

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "darrklady13" <darkladyschild@... wrote:

WHAT KIND OF SELF HARM?

For instance I pluck my eyebrows and eyelashes since I was 10 yrs old. The jews call it tilotricomania.

Some would say it is self harm, mutilation.

I have cut myself lightly before, as a symbol of loosing something that was dear to me. But never do I do so much damage as to loose blood or life.

Cutting to me is a tribal, thing. Its part of who we are in some cases. Like body modifications.

Chumash Indian women used to cut off a finger tip when they lost a loved one. Its a symbol of loosing something dear to them, and it is strictly voluntary.

Is this the kind of thing you refer to?

Or do you really want to harm yourself?

AVE SATAN


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "kat6661990" <kaitjordan@ wrote:

What is everyone's views on self harm? This isn't about me, but who I used to be. I know it shouldn't even be done in general. But what if it's controlled so you're never in any danger? What if you rely on it to calm you down when you're angry and to distract you when you're sad. What if someone really depended on it to get through ever day? And to them, it brought them the biggest adrenaline rush that just felt so good. Jeez, I sound like such a sicko. Anyway, what's everyone's views on this? Would our Father dissaprove of this sort of behaviour? I'm just curious to see what everyone thinks

 

[Florian Baur]

I agree that you may be destined for each other, but remember you don't need to hurt yourself in order to be with someone else. You can use love magic, raise Kundalini and manifest the relationship, strengthen your character via meditation to the point you can easily entice him, etc. etc. etc. As Satanists we have many options. ;-)

With regard to your situation, I can understand *somewhat* because unrequited love led me to Father Satan in the first case. The first time I saw the person I love, years before getting involved with the occult or anything, I heard Father's voice in my head saying "That's you're wife", although I didn't recognize it :–/. Since joining him however, my dreams have guided me down an incredible journey, filled with ever-increasing joy.

At one point, during the key decision between Xtianity and Satanism, I was under severe psychic attack, and asked "Whichever God is True" to inform me why I should keep going on, if he wanted me to. That night I got the most incredible dream were we ended up together (it also accurately predicted other events), and realized we were soulmates. Regardless of the time, I am 100% sure we're marrying.

Satan would not have given us these desires if he didn't want them fulfilled. So hang in there and fight like a Satanist!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "kat6661990" <kaitjordan@... wrote:

Yes, I do know what you are all saying. But no one knows the story between me and him. He's just not some "ordinary guy" to me. No matter what happens I will never forget him. Ages ago, we were both severely depressed, we both had nothing left. We both found each other. I think it was meant to happen. We saved each others lives. We made each other so happy and we forgot about who we used to be. I remember once when I was talking to him I had a voice in my head telling me that we were supposed to be together. I didn't know what it was at the time, but I do now. We both know that no matter what happens in this life, we will always come back to each other, because we were special. no one could match what we did for each other. I know I will wait for him, for as long as it takes, but I don't want to do that. I know I am meant to be with him, and because of that I will never even look at another guy. And he knows that too. I just want him back