Vent

[Sol Rei 666]

Well, in 3 years ago, i was a bad person, i know that i changed, but i jave a strange feeling.
I can't put it into words, but let's imagine a scenario: Someone does something bad or not cool, And when I criticize that action, it's like I don't feel like I have the right to speak on the matter, it's like I don't feel like a good person.
Even though I've changed, even though I've earned forgiveness from the people I messed with, even though it's all in the past 3 freaking years, i cant forget it, i still blame myself. Im stuck in the past.

 

[Henu the Great]

Well, in 3 years ago, i was a bad person, i know that i changed, but i jave a strange feeling.
I can't put it into words, but let's imagine a scenario: Someone does something bad or not cool, And when I criticize that action, it's like I don't feel like I have the right to speak on the matter, it's like I don't feel like a good person.
Even though I've changed, even though I've earned forgiveness from the people I messed with, even though it's all in the past 3 freaking years, i cant forget it, i still blame myself. Im stuck in the past.

I recommend meditation on the concept of "Be here now". There is only one moment in existence, and that is now. There is no past, and no future. Both of the aforementioned states are sort of extensions of the present, if that makes sense. So, meditate on the "be here now" idea.

 

[The Pythagorean]

Self hypnosis can help with issues like these. Design some good affirmations to help you see yourself in a better way. Any hypnosis info you need is on the ToZ site.

There's also a meditation in the new Awareness section, related to the Ethics of the Gods. Perform that meditation for the Present Virtue of Apollo, and it'll likely have great results as well.

 

[the_eye_of_anubis]

The advice that my brothers gave you are very useful, but I aso wanted to tell you this:
Everything you did in the past is part of your story, but it belongs there: in the past. You’re not that person anymore, today you’re someone new, more aware and stronger.
The mistakes you made don’t define you, they don’t erase your value or who you are now. We all make mistakes, and it’s often through them that we learn and grow.
Try to focus on the present, on what you can build today and from this moment forward. You have the chance to choose who you want to be.