Upsetting thoughts - Subconscious

[Yoyo]

I have been meditating for about 8 months.But now,that i meditate more frequently,and i am getting really advanced (i am invoking elements right now),and go deep into myself,i find that many things surface that i was unaware of.

Many bad thoughts and blasphemies to Father Satan.Much Suppresed fear and guilt.Much hate for myself .And overall upsetting thoughts of any type.

Unreasonable thoughts,that always end up me leaving/betraying Satan (which i will never do.) seem to come from the intense indoctrination i had as a child.All the false indoctrination i had towards this Beatiful Being,EA , is coming out at least.I am sure this programming is what's is causing me to have doubts about myself,and being suspicious about anyone,even Father Satan.

But,they lost.I am deprogramming.And Fast.Very Fast.

My whole subconscious is getting all out of its shit.Its surfacing.Its really a bad experiance,but a good one too,because because fear and/or lies about Father,are being deleted and replaced with the truth.

The enemy is attacking me.This process is hard for me to go through.But Satan just proved me that He is with me,as with any other Disciple of His.

So,will my subconscious defragment and clean itself?Will i be Free of any bad thoughts and programmings?

Will i have the power and the allowance to construct my subconscious as i want?

HAIL SATAN!
HAIL TO ANY DEMON AND SOUL UNDER SATAN!

 

[unseeliegirl]

Friend,

I have noticed this is not the first post you put up about this, but I see that you are dealing better with it, and it makes my heart glad to know that Father Satan and your GDs are with you through this trying time.
(This is only more proof that the xian thoughtform jehova and all other xians are lies, that when their fellow brethren are troubled, they do not offer genuine help and love. All they do is "pray".)
I guess as you see more and more of the truth, you will *literally* feel that wall of lies around your mind and life fall down. That is how I feel.
We HAVE power over our thoughts, our actions, our output in life. We have control, it's up to us to decide how we want to be, and how to live.

As long as the enemy lives, you will ALWAYS have bad thoughts seeping into your mind every so often. This is what comes with being a Satanist, and it's only in time that through our troubles, we WILL get stronger and be better able to fight the enemy.

They have lost, and they are desperate.

You can program your thoughts any way you want, it's your life!
But if you continue with your meditations, yoga, and eating and sleeping well, alot of the shit that is lies, the enemy, and bad thoughts, WILL clear out of your head and life.

Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Yoyo" <kung_fukistas@... wrote:

I have been meditating for about 8 months.But now,that i meditate more frequently,and i am getting really advanced (i am invoking elements right now),and go deep into myself,i find that many things surface that i was unaware of.

Many bad thoughts and blasphemies to Father Satan.Much Suppresed fear and guilt.Much hate for myself .And overall upsetting thoughts of any type.

Unreasonable thoughts,that always end up me leaving/betraying Satan (which i will never do.) seem to come from the intense indoctrination i had as a child.All the false indoctrination i had towards this Beatiful Being,EA , is coming out at least.I am sure this programming is what's is causing me to have doubts about myself,and being suspicious about anyone,even Father Satan.

But,they lost.I am deprogramming.And Fast.Very Fast.

My whole subconscious is getting all out of its shit.Its surfacing.Its really a bad experiance,but a good one too,because because fear and/or lies about Father,are being deleted and replaced with the truth.

The enemy is attacking me.This process is hard for me to go through.But Satan just proved me that He is with me,as with any other Disciple of His.

So,will my subconscious defragment and clean itself?Will i be Free of any bad thoughts and programmings?

Will i have the power and the allowance to construct my subconscious as i want?

HAIL SATAN!
HAIL TO ANY DEMON AND SOUL UNDER SATAN!

 

[topsik85]

I am in the same stage as you are. Invoking elements really makes ones negative energy or so called karma surface ( dont confuse with RHP karma concept )

My subconscious is getting shit out though its directed againts myself . I never had problems with being a satanist becuase since i was born i knew deep down on what side i am in.

Its a long process of cleaning i must confess.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Yoyo" <kung_fukistas@... wrote:

I have been meditating for about 8 months.But now,that i meditate more frequently,and i am getting really advanced (i am invoking elements right now),and go deep into myself,i find that many things surface that i was unaware of.

Many bad thoughts and blasphemies to Father Satan.Much Suppresed fear and guilt.Much hate for myself .And overall upsetting thoughts of any type.

Unreasonable thoughts,that always end up me leaving/betraying Satan (which i will never do.) seem to come from the intense indoctrination i had as a child.All the false indoctrination i had towards this Beatiful Being,EA , is coming out at least.I am sure this programming is what's is causing me to have doubts about myself,and being suspicious about anyone,even Father Satan.

But,they lost.I am deprogramming.And Fast.Very Fast.

My whole subconscious is getting all out of its shit.Its surfacing.Its really a bad experiance,but a good one too,because because fear and/or lies about Father,are being deleted and replaced with the truth.

The enemy is attacking me.This process is hard for me to go through.But Satan just proved me that He is with me,as with any other Disciple of His.

So,will my subconscious defragment and clean itself?Will i be Free of any bad thoughts and programmings?

Will i have the power and the allowance to construct my subconscious as i want?

HAIL SATAN!
HAIL TO ANY DEMON AND SOUL UNDER SATAN!

 

[Yoyo]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "topsik85" <pip85@... wrote:

I am in the same stage as you are. Invoking elements really makes ones negative energy or so called karma surface ( dont confuse with RHP karma concept )

My subconscious is getting shit out though its directed againts myself . I never had problems with being a satanist becuase since i was born i knew deep down on what side i am in.

Its a long process of cleaning i must confess.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Yoyo" <kung_fukistas@ wrote:

I have been meditating for about 8 months.But now,that i meditate more frequently,and i am getting really advanced (i am invoking elements right now),and go deep into myself,i find that many things surface that i was unaware of.

Many bad thoughts and blasphemies to Father Satan.Much Suppresed fear and guilt.Much hate for myself .And overall upsetting thoughts of any type.

Unreasonable thoughts,that always end up me leaving/betraying Satan (which i will never do.) seem to come from the intense indoctrination i had as a child.All the false indoctrination i had towards this Beatiful Being,EA , is coming out at least.I am sure this programming is what's is causing me to have doubts about myself,and being suspicious about anyone,even Father Satan.

But,they lost.I am deprogramming.And Fast.Very Fast.

My whole subconscious is getting all out of its shit.Its surfacing.Its really a bad experiance,but a good one too,because because fear and/or lies about Father,are being deleted and replaced with the truth.

The enemy is attacking me.This process is hard for me to go through.But Satan just proved me that He is with me,as with any other Disciple of His.

So,will my subconscious defragment and clean itself?Will i be Free of any bad thoughts and programmings?

Will i have the power and the allowance to construct my subconscious as i want?

HAIL SATAN!
HAIL TO ANY DEMON AND SOUL UNDER SATAN!

Me,Personally,haven't got any bad experiances or hate towards myself.I always loved myself.But as i can see now,i had implented hatred and fear towards Father.

Its surfacing,and everyday i fell quite better.


HAIL SATAN!
HAIL AZAZEL!
HAIL PAIMON!
HAIL TO ANY DEMON AND SOUL UNDER SATAN!