unknownasdasd
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Ave satanas Ave lucifitian
Hello satanists , ive been a satanist for about 6 months nowOk this might be a long story, but please bare with memy life was going on normally till one day my neighbours ( under me ) were sitting outside in there yard and i heard them talking about me, so i ignored. Then they kept on talking and talking and talking and making fun , i thought i was being paranoid. After that, I said in my mind silently " what is it with these people" , then at the same second , they said it .. i was like WTF.. after that i was like okay maybe they were lucky ,after that they kept on reading my mind and saying it out loud its not even funny! ( PLEASE dont say im a troll and stuff ) so weeks pass by and they haunt me when i didnt know it was them , whenever im out ( driving , walking whatever ) all i hear is cussing and cussing , i thought that people are cussing at me for no reason.. i really thought i was schizoo at start. After that i started hearing voices in my head, which made me think i was more schizo. THEN I realised it WAS THEM.. and they wanted something, they wanted me to marry their daughter... at start all i said to them was " suck on a bag of dicks " for like months, after that i was like fuck it , love is not about looks and stuff, who cares.. anyways , we kept on having this spiritual connection , i have no idea howwwww, they raised my consciousness to a higher level, i can speak with them through my head NO MATTER WHERE i was .. (GUYS PLZ DONT SAY IM TROLLING AND NO TIME FOR TROLLS I NEED HELPPPP)and btw i know everything about the girl , her name etc etc .. months pass by nothing happens, i ask them come on dude i waited for months .. im not gonna cheat or hurt her u have my word, they said wait wait 1 year pass's by nothing2 years pass by nothing3 years pass by nothingi WAITED 6 yearsssssssss, NOTHING HAPPENED
(BTW I NEVER DID ANYTHING WRONG TO THEM, IM NOT A BAD GUY TO START WITH , IM VERY HUMBLE AND GOOD ) so i was like fuck this im out, i dont wanna get married to any human i wanna stay single till i die..so i moved house's and moved on.. they stayed with me around me in my head.. trying to make me come back, i ignored.. THEN thats when their selfishness and stubbornness kicked in. they attack my head, they dont stop making me feel bad, they are doing merging consciousness ( controlling thoughts ) . guys they can do WHATEVER they want with me , their playing me like a puppet, their putting these thoughts into my head, making me look like im cussing at my parents , loved ones ,everything everyone anytime anydayive been in this situation for about 5 or 6 months now if not more, I PROMISE i have never had 1 good day in my life since they started this shit.. THEY DONT LIKE SEEING MY HAPPY , WHENEVER IM HAPPY THEY BRING ME DOWN WITH THEIR MIND CONTROL AND ANNOYING STUFF THEN ONE day im like fuck this , im leaving my religion , im getting no help , and each time i prayed they fuck with my mind, so i cant even prayyyy!! so i became a satanist ..stuff got abit better, i got abit happier , i did Power meditiations fora whole day. the next day i was like on ecstasy. ofcourse they dont like seeing my happy so they bring my down with their MIND CONTROLTHEY ARE WITCHESthey are doing some sort of witch craft to meee..i cant take this anymore , i tried committing suicide like 5 times , didnt work, insulin , hanging , gun( hustled turned out fake gun) , overdosing, nothing worked
u guys might not believe but when i first became a satanist i did rituals everyday to father lucifer so that i could show him that i love him. on 'joy of satan' it said ''part 1 ritual , invoke , then read the opening , then read your prayers burn them , meditate and talk to master lucifer , after that continue reading prayers '' after meditation ( which i try my best to do without them playing with my thoughts and tapping into my brain ) i talked to master lucifer and explained my whole story and begged him to help mee.
then 2 funny story happened u guys wont believe, 1 day i spent 2 hours talking to those witches KINDLY and NICELY to leave me alone, after those 2 hours, one of them cursed at me. i promise u guys in the same Millie second i heard one of them choking for a couple of seconds then said ' im sorrryy '' i guess someone choked one of them , WHO i dont know..
another time , I heard a " Bang " noise, it wasnt from my house but from my head ( from the witches siide ) it turned out one of them got tripped , FELL on her head , i heard it !! they immediately left me and went to check up on her. LET ME tEll you guys THOSE COUPLE OF SECONDS WHEN THEY WENT AND CHECKED UP ON HER WERE THE BEST 3 SECONDS OF MY LIFE.. IT WAS A different type of quiet .. not a normal quiet , i type of "witches are focusing on their sister , NOT YOU " quiet .. beautiful ,, although after that they came back
im still doing rituals actually im Adding more to the rituals ( with all do respect ) i did ALOT of research on different types of rituals , so i combined the one on Joy of satan with the ones i saw. If not mistaken i could have swore i heard Lavey said "rituals arnt specific everyone has their own type " but hey im not doing anything wrong at the end of the day ,im giving and showing more to father lucifer
although this part is tricky, he helped me in the first week or so , till now nothing , i asked for him in the ritual to please remove these witches from my head and to keep my in protection from any spiritual attacktill now nothing happened , im going crazy guys PLEASEEEE HELP MEEEEEPLEASSSSEEI PROMISE YOU THIS IS NOTTTTT A TROLLL
ave satanas ave lucifitian
HAIL SATAN! <3
Hello satanists , ive been a satanist for about 6 months nowOk this might be a long story, but please bare with memy life was going on normally till one day my neighbours ( under me ) were sitting outside in there yard and i heard them talking about me, so i ignored. Then they kept on talking and talking and talking and making fun , i thought i was being paranoid. After that, I said in my mind silently " what is it with these people" , then at the same second , they said it .. i was like WTF.. after that i was like okay maybe they were lucky ,after that they kept on reading my mind and saying it out loud its not even funny! ( PLEASE dont say im a troll and stuff ) so weeks pass by and they haunt me when i didnt know it was them , whenever im out ( driving , walking whatever ) all i hear is cussing and cussing , i thought that people are cussing at me for no reason.. i really thought i was schizoo at start. After that i started hearing voices in my head, which made me think i was more schizo. THEN I realised it WAS THEM.. and they wanted something, they wanted me to marry their daughter... at start all i said to them was " suck on a bag of dicks " for like months, after that i was like fuck it , love is not about looks and stuff, who cares.. anyways , we kept on having this spiritual connection , i have no idea howwwww, they raised my consciousness to a higher level, i can speak with them through my head NO MATTER WHERE i was .. (GUYS PLZ DONT SAY IM TROLLING AND NO TIME FOR TROLLS I NEED HELPPPP)and btw i know everything about the girl , her name etc etc .. months pass by nothing happens, i ask them come on dude i waited for months .. im not gonna cheat or hurt her u have my word, they said wait wait 1 year pass's by nothing2 years pass by nothing3 years pass by nothingi WAITED 6 yearsssssssss, NOTHING HAPPENED
(BTW I NEVER DID ANYTHING WRONG TO THEM, IM NOT A BAD GUY TO START WITH , IM VERY HUMBLE AND GOOD ) so i was like fuck this im out, i dont wanna get married to any human i wanna stay single till i die..so i moved house's and moved on.. they stayed with me around me in my head.. trying to make me come back, i ignored.. THEN thats when their selfishness and stubbornness kicked in. they attack my head, they dont stop making me feel bad, they are doing merging consciousness ( controlling thoughts ) . guys they can do WHATEVER they want with me , their playing me like a puppet, their putting these thoughts into my head, making me look like im cussing at my parents , loved ones ,everything everyone anytime anydayive been in this situation for about 5 or 6 months now if not more, I PROMISE i have never had 1 good day in my life since they started this shit.. THEY DONT LIKE SEEING MY HAPPY , WHENEVER IM HAPPY THEY BRING ME DOWN WITH THEIR MIND CONTROL AND ANNOYING STUFF THEN ONE day im like fuck this , im leaving my religion , im getting no help , and each time i prayed they fuck with my mind, so i cant even prayyyy!! so i became a satanist ..stuff got abit better, i got abit happier , i did Power meditiations fora whole day. the next day i was like on ecstasy. ofcourse they dont like seeing my happy so they bring my down with their MIND CONTROLTHEY ARE WITCHESthey are doing some sort of witch craft to meee..i cant take this anymore , i tried committing suicide like 5 times , didnt work, insulin , hanging , gun( hustled turned out fake gun) , overdosing, nothing worked
u guys might not believe but when i first became a satanist i did rituals everyday to father lucifer so that i could show him that i love him. on 'joy of satan' it said ''part 1 ritual , invoke , then read the opening , then read your prayers burn them , meditate and talk to master lucifer , after that continue reading prayers '' after meditation ( which i try my best to do without them playing with my thoughts and tapping into my brain ) i talked to master lucifer and explained my whole story and begged him to help mee.
then 2 funny story happened u guys wont believe, 1 day i spent 2 hours talking to those witches KINDLY and NICELY to leave me alone, after those 2 hours, one of them cursed at me. i promise u guys in the same Millie second i heard one of them choking for a couple of seconds then said ' im sorrryy '' i guess someone choked one of them , WHO i dont know..
im still doing rituals actually im Adding more to the rituals ( with all do respect ) i did ALOT of research on different types of rituals , so i combined the one on Joy of satan with the ones i saw. If not mistaken i could have swore i heard Lavey said "rituals arnt specific everyone has their own type " but hey im not doing anything wrong at the end of the day ,im giving and showing more to father lucifer
although this part is tricky, he helped me in the first week or so , till now nothing , i asked for him in the ritual to please remove these witches from my head and to keep my in protection from any spiritual attacktill now nothing happened , im going crazy guys PLEASEEEE HELP MEEEEEPLEASSSSEEI PROMISE YOU THIS IS NOTTTTT A TROLLL
ave satanas ave lucifitian
HAIL SATAN! <3