Trying to lose fear

[cedre losoya]

I still have this fear that is holding me back from dedication. I want this but I'm scared of something that I don't even know what I should be scared of. I feel like this is the way for me I see truth in this..

 

[Magus Immortalis]

It could be the enemy instilling fear or hesitation in you, to prevent you from coming to Lord Satan and Spiritual Satanism. This is a common tactic that they use on newcomers that want to dedicate to Satan.
If the fear is genuinely from *you*, take more time to read over the Joy of Satan and Exposing Christianity websites. Really get to understand and take in what you are reading. There's no rush. Take as long as you need.
Best of luck.
Hail Satan!


On Tuesday, May 19, 2015 1:28 PM, "cedre losoya cedrelosoya22@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  I still have this fear that is holding me back from dedication. I want this but I'm scared of something that I don't even know what I should be scared of. I feel like this is the way for me I see truth in this..

 

[fake name]

The fear is not your own.Trust me. This happens to everyone before they dedicate. The fear is enemy spirits who are haunting you. the fear is theirs not yours.

HAIL SATAN!



On Tuesday, May 19, 2015 4:28 PM, "cedre losoya cedrelosoya22@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  I still have this fear that is holding me back from dedication. I want this but I'm scared of something that I don't even know what I should be scared of. I feel like this is the way for me I see truth in this..

 

[Sims Motal]

The only thing to fear is fear itself. Father told me not long after I dedicated -- and these are HIS exact words to me, "Set aside your fear and walk in the sunlight." I did. And I still do! Father is SO awesome!
Hail Father Satan!
--------------------------------------------

On Tue, 5/19/15, cedre losoya cedrelosoya22@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:


Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Trying to lose fear
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Tuesday, May 19, 2015, 11:50 AM


 










I still have this fear that is
holding me back from dedication. I want this but I'm
scared of something that I don't even know what I should
be scared of. I feel like this is the way for me I see truth
in this..










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[arsenal9408]

It is time to grow balls say fuck you to the fears and do it.

 

[cedre losoya]

Thank you guys for your input. I appreciate it. Spiritual Satanism has came easy for me just from studying it. I've read you could see the demons when doing a ritual honestly my fear is seeing another entity not knowing how it looks and from being filled with nonsense placed by Christians.

On May 21, 2015 6:22 AM, "Sims Motal simsmotal@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  The only thing to fear is fear itself. Father told me not long after I dedicated -- and these are HIS exact words to me, "Set aside your fear and walk in the sunlight." I did. And I still do! Father is SO awesome!
Hail Father Satan!
--------------------------------------------
On Tue, 5/19/15, cedre losoya cedrelosoya22@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Trying to lose fear
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Tuesday, May 19, 2015, 11:50 AM


 




I still have this fear that is
holding me back from dedication. I want this but I'm
scared of something that I don't even know what I should
be scared of. I feel like this is the way for me I see truth
in this..










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[richardlesterhailsatan11]

I think you should dedicate when you're ready, no need to push things... but your choice.
Hail Satan!

 

[cedre losoya]

Haha I feel it arsenal9408 the idea of me doing this dedication is getting easier for me to decide  as the days pass there has been several weird coincidences nothing negative of course but me being able to notice them is amazing and I want to know more. The knowledge pulls me in 

On May 21, 2015 7:48 PM, "arsenal9408@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  It is time to grow balls say fuck you to the fears and do it.