serpentwalker666
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Despite some decent progress in my life, I feel like I have failed to grow to a significant extent at this point and I am a bit upset by these limitations.
I am truly, deeply after very intense and high wealth so I can live a very humble, decent life for my family, and be there for the world and give a solid majority of this to the Temple of Zeus.
I see that wealth requires both the magickal operation, then the application of the physical will to pull this in and manifest it through various endeavors, but my body has always been weak and lacking throughout my life and progress takes longer then usual. Memory loss and fatigue is just often what I'm dealing with, along with blood loss from digestive issues and chronic disease.
Should I be more understanding and patient with myself? I have a very hard time lessening my pace and pursuit of the highest achievements.
Both Lord Ares and Father Zeus explained to me that I must take my time, as if I were to push a bit harder I would just burn out and not succeed at high goals at this point, so I feel very capped at a certain point until I find a way forward. I have to keep moving, but in mind with the limitations and issues I am to overcome, too much effort is difficult.
I am curious on the experiences of other Zevists and their thoughts. I want to be a very humble, strong man who does what is best for our side and embarks on the highest of accomplishments in helping us succeed.
Thank you all, I love my Zevist Family dearly.
I am truly, deeply after very intense and high wealth so I can live a very humble, decent life for my family, and be there for the world and give a solid majority of this to the Temple of Zeus.
I see that wealth requires both the magickal operation, then the application of the physical will to pull this in and manifest it through various endeavors, but my body has always been weak and lacking throughout my life and progress takes longer then usual. Memory loss and fatigue is just often what I'm dealing with, along with blood loss from digestive issues and chronic disease.
Should I be more understanding and patient with myself? I have a very hard time lessening my pace and pursuit of the highest achievements.
Both Lord Ares and Father Zeus explained to me that I must take my time, as if I were to push a bit harder I would just burn out and not succeed at high goals at this point, so I feel very capped at a certain point until I find a way forward. I have to keep moving, but in mind with the limitations and issues I am to overcome, too much effort is difficult.
I am curious on the experiences of other Zevists and their thoughts. I want to be a very humble, strong man who does what is best for our side and embarks on the highest of accomplishments in helping us succeed.
Thank you all, I love my Zevist Family dearly.
