this is weird

[kareem335]

I've been doing meditations for a week or something, anyway one day i
was sick of my friends and i kept on getting my anger out by picturing
them dead, then the weirdest thing happened, after a couple of days
one of my friends was crossing the street, he almost go stepped over
if not his friend pulled him back, he seriously injured his hand, and
another guy also was gonna get stepped over!!
i find it hard to control my hatred I am still not adept in void
meditation, what should i do?

 

[Seth1]

IMO, u just found a way to channel ur anger, perfectly.

U can also vent out the anger physically. Like working out, doing
strenuous exercise until u get urself tired. There is also breathe
control.

Don't ever hold in ur anger. Find an "outlet" to let it out.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "kareem335" <zidan_24@... wrote:

I've been doing meditations for a week or something, anyway one day i
was sick of my friends and i kept on getting my anger out by picturing
them dead, then the weirdest thing happened, after a couple of days
one of my friends was crossing the street, he almost go stepped over
if not his friend pulled him back, he seriously injured his hand, and
another guy also was gonna get stepped over!!
i find it hard to control my hatred I am still not adept in void
meditation, what should i do?

 

[Andre1]

if you dont want to kill them, think real hard for a punishment that
fits the offense then visualize that instead.
Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Seth" <jri9vero@... wrote:

IMO, u just found a way to channel ur anger, perfectly.

U can also vent out the anger physically. Like working out, doing
strenuous exercise until u get urself tired. There is also breathe
control.

Don't ever hold in ur anger. Find an "outlet" to let it out.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "kareem335" <zidan_24@ wrote:

I've been doing meditations for a week or something, anyway one
day i
was sick of my friends and i kept on getting my anger out by
picturing
them dead, then the weirdest thing happened, after a couple of
days
one of my friends was crossing the street, he almost go stepped
over
if not his friend pulled him back, he seriously injured his hand,
and
another guy also was gonna get stepped over!!
i find it hard to control my hatred I am still not adept in void
meditation, what should i do?

 

[platinumsquid93]

i just got back from a football camp a few days ago which was held at a bible college. i was really surprised because i didn't feel any xian shit at all. normally if i go to a place like that i get really shaky and nervous and feel like something is pushing down on me. i was there for 5 days and nothing at all happened and it felt like any other place. anyone have any ideas of why i didnt feel anything? i have 2 ideas, either the black sun ritual done on the 21st is really working or it was this new meditation ive been doin.

 

[blood.werewolf]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "platinumsquid93" <platinumsquid93@... wrote:

i just got back from a football camp a few days ago which was held at a bible college. i was really surprised because i didn't feel any xian shit at all. normally if i go to a place like that i get really shaky and nervous and feel like something is pushing down on me. i was there for 5 days and nothing at all happened and it felt like any other place. anyone have any ideas of why i didnt feel anything? i have 2 ideas, either the black sun ritual done on the 21st is really working or it was this new meditation ive been doin.

What new meditation? I wouldn't worry about not feeling anything. Last time when I was forced to church I didn't feel anything, but I totally felt this weird and unpleasant feeling around a priest