this is urgent

[emoloveinemoway]

I know that I am rather young turning 17 in august. I grew up in a christian environment. I have been a satanist since I was six. And im a girl so my name says Kyle but thats not me real name its Adrienne so I think it is. I talked to my lord and creator Satan himself on my ouija board. I was afraid at first but then I remember feeling this aura when I was ten. It was a little wierd and scary at first yeah. But... he seems to have tied himself to my board. I want him to stay. My thing is that I have indeed had physical contact with him. Sex I mean. I know it to be true. I talk to him through my ouija board and he tells me things. Like he said that he created us humans thats true. I want him to stay but I need to sell my soul for him. He told me through my board... that I was to die at the age of 21... so that I may go to his demension and mate. He said he loved me because when I didnt know that it was him.. a chile of six on the board asked if I worshipped him and I said no.. I love him and than I felt numb my room turned cold and I could see my breath. THe first words that he said to me was COME. I said where? He sais COME again and I told him that I wasnt ready to go. I dont know if it was him or not. But I know it to be true. He told me about this site. I didnt know a thing about it until for some reason i just typed it up. Hes tied to my board... and a christian one of my friends insulted him and he touched all four corners of the board which is invoking himself into the house. She has a habit of pissing him off. I love him yes. I just dont know how to sell my soul and I dont know if it was him or not. I was dating a chick for two days and he was pissed and interfered. I begged him for forgiveness. He forgave me but I dare not date again. My mom knows that I have been a satanist... I have seen him. I asked him to show himself to me... and he did. I dont know if this is all in my head. I physically felt him sexually and mentally and his aura is so powerful. Why does he want me to join him? I asked him but he wont tell me. He said that I am after death to bare 8 sons and 1 daughter. Carrying them all at once. What does this mean? Why does my master ask me of this so? I know that it might sound crazy... but its true I have witnesses honestly... but why me? And any evil entity other than him cannot harm me because I am well protected... nothing will harm me in any way. He gave me this site... for this? I believe that everything happens for a reason and I proudly walk around school renouncing the christian god because its not true. How can I at six years old know anything about Satan. At church I would pray to him only him and I was batised because of my power in that church. Satan says that I was demon long ago... that was sent to earth. He says that all of us believer or non believer are demons that he created. One time a church we went to the park. There was a serpent. A snake inbetween two rocks. I reached for it and its head followed my hand but it wasnt defensive. It didnt strike and the church woman picked me up by my arm and slapped me saying that it was satan. I was angry... and they tried to make me drink the blood of jesus christ. I would never have... I have had a problem after that happening that if I get too mad my eyes go completely black... and I cant control myself and I was told that I speak some kind of language unknown to myself. Tell me... waht does this mean. Why has he chosen me if it was him at all? You must know the answers he wouldnt have gave me this site if you didnt know.

 

[allforenki]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "emoloveinemoway" <emoloveinemoway@... wrote:

I know that I am rather young turning 17 in august. I grew up in a christian environment. I have been a satanist since I was six. And im a girl so my name says Kyle but thats not me real name its Adrienne so I think it is. I talked to my lord and creator Satan himself on my ouija board. I was afraid at first but then I remember feeling this aura when I was ten. It was a little wierd and scary at first yeah. But... he seems to have tied himself to my board. I want him to stay. My thing is that I have indeed had physical contact with him. Sex I mean. I know it to be true. I talk to him through my ouija board and he tells me things. Like he said that he created us humans thats true. I want him to stay but I need to sell my soul for him. He told me through my board... that I was to die at the age of 21... so that I may go to his demension and mate. He said he loved me because when I didnt know that it was him.. a chile of six on the board asked if I worshipped him and I said no.. I love him and than I felt numb my room turned cold and I could see my breath. THe first words that he said to me was COME. I said where? He sais COME again and I told him that I wasnt ready to go. I dont know if it was him or not. But I know it to be true. He told me about this site. I didnt know a thing about it until for some reason i just typed it up. Hes tied to my board... and a christian one of my friends insulted him and he touched all four corners of the board which is invoking himself into the house. She has a habit of pissing him off. I love him yes. I just dont know how to sell my soul and I dont know if it was him or not. I was dating a chick for two days and he was pissed and interfered. I begged him for forgiveness. He forgave me but I dare not date again. My mom knows that I have been a satanist... I have seen him. I asked him to show himself to me... and he did. I dont know if this is all in my head. I physically felt him sexually and mentally and his aura is so powerful. Why does he want me to join him? I asked him but he wont tell me. He said that I am after death to bare 8 sons and 1 daughter. Carrying them all at once. What does this mean? Why does my master ask me of this so? I know that it might sound crazy... but its true I have witnesses honestly... but why me? And any evil entity other than him cannot harm me because I am well protected... nothing will harm me in any way. He gave me this site... for this? I believe that everything happens for a reason and I proudly walk around school renouncing the christian god because its not true. How can I at six years old know anything about Satan. At church I would pray to him only him and I was batised because of my power in that church. Satan says that I was demon long ago... that was sent to earth. He says that all of us believer or non believer are demons that he created. One time a church we went to the park. There was a serpent. A snake inbetween two rocks. I reached for it and its head followed my hand but it wasnt defensive. It didnt strike and the church woman picked me up by my arm and slapped me saying that it was satan. I was angry... and they tried to make me drink the blood of jesus christ. I would never have... I have had a problem after that happening that if I get too mad my eyes go completely black... and I cant control myself and I was told that I speak some kind of language unknown to myself. Tell me... waht does this mean. Why has he chosen me if it was him at all? You must know the answers he wouldnt have gave me this site if you didnt know.

The selling your soul, that means to do the dedication ritual on the JOS site.

 

[sardarkar]

I don't think Satan wants anyone to die physically to have children in the the spiritual world because it's not even possible to propagate in the spiritual world I'm guessing. Satan wants us to become immortal like him to help him and his demons. For that to happen though you will need to do much meditation and become adept at satanic magick. Maxine Dietrich says Satan will be giving her information on how to do the Magnum Opus soon, which is a way for a human to become immortal. You don't evolve spiritually when you're dead until you reincarnate into another body usually. Almost all spiritual evolution will happen while you're alive, in a physical body. Satan I'm guessing still exists in his physical body along with most of the Gods of Hell, and if we were to become as Gods he'd want the same for us so we all can evolve more spiritually and become more powerful. The enemies of Satan are very strong and Satan's forces are spread thin. Satan's enemies want nothing more than to keep humanity in its dim existence of spiritual bondage.

As for your eyes turning black maybe that's extreme pupil dilation. If the white part of your eyes turn black too I have know idea what that's from.

 

[Dominic Wolfheart]

Paragraphs were invented for a reason, use them. But I'll try to give you some answered instead of just attacking your grammar ;p (sorry I'm an English major...I tend to be a bit picky.)

Alright, so before I go any further I recommend you do three easy things:

First, dedicate your soul to Satan. You don't need to "sell your soul" dedication is probably what Father meant. This is basically just swearing an oath to Father and in return you will gain his protection and the protection of the forces of Hell against hostile entities. But you can read up on it, here is the link: http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... TANIC.html

Second, clean your aura. An unclean aura attracts unclean beings. I don't care how well protected you think you are, there is a lot of misinformation out there about how to combat evil spirits. Cleaning your aura (and getting in a habit of regular meditation) will build your spiritual strength. Here is how to clean your aura: http://www.666blacksun.com/Aura_Cleaning.html

Finally, perform a banishing ritual. Now the ritual should be done on a Saturday with a waning moon. I don't know if the moon is waning or waxing right now, but go ahead and do it this Saturday or ASAP. Repeat it when the moon is waning on a Saturday for full effect (which may be this Saturday...like I said I don't know which way the moon is going right now. Astrology isn't my strong point.) Here is the banishing ritual: http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... shing.html

Bear with me for a second. I think you are dealing with two different beings. One very well may be Father, the other one is a hostile being and is impersonating Father. Demons (or gods as I prefer) are very wise and patient, being quick to anger is a VERY typical trait of an imposter. For whatever reason I think that Father wanted you to come to come here to hear that you have been tricked. Also, Father would never prevent you from having a romantic relationship with someone.

As for dying at 21, it is possible that your age of death has been revealed to you. I have always had a concept that I will die young, I don't know if it's true or not. But if a being ever comes to you and wants you to surrender your life to him or asks you to end your own life HE IS AN IMPOSTER! Father Satan will NEVER do anything to harm you. The enemy can very easily pretend to be a demon, the further you progress the easier it will be to differentiate between a real demon and a false spirit.

Even if you think I'm full of shit, at least do the three things I recommend. No harm can come of them.

Feel free to email me or try to catch me on yahoo instant messenger if you have any questions.
Shadowprometheus666@...

HAIL SATAN!
<emoloveinemoway@... wrote:

I know that I am rather young turning 17 in august. I grew up in a christian environment. I have been a satanist since I was six. And im a girl so my name says Kyle but thats not me real name its Adrienne so I think it is. I talked to my lord and creator Satan himself on my ouija board. I was afraid at first but then I remember feeling this aura when I was ten. It was a little wierd and scary at first yeah. But... he seems to have tied himself to my board. I want him to stay. My thing is that I have indeed had physical contact with him. Sex I mean. I know it to be true. I talk to him through my ouija board and he tells me things. Like he said that he created us humans thats true. I want him to stay but I need to sell my soul for him. He told me through my board... that I was to die at the age of 21... so that I may go to his demension and mate. He said he loved me because when I didnt know that it was him.. a chile of six on the board asked if I worshipped him and I said no.. I love him and than I felt numb my room turned cold and I could see my breath. THe first words that he said to me was COME. I said where? He sais COME again and I told him that I wasnt ready to go. I dont know if it was him or not. But I know it to be true. He told me about this site. I didnt know a thing about it until for some reason i just typed it up. Hes tied to my board... and a christian one of my friends insulted him and he touched all four corners of the board which is invoking himself into the house. She has a habit of pissing him off. I love him yes. I just dont know how to sell my soul and I dont know if it was him or not. I was dating a chick for two days and he was pissed and interfered. I begged him for forgiveness. He forgave me but I dare not date again. My mom knows that I have been a satanist... I have seen him. I asked him to show himself to me... and he did. I dont know if this is all in my head. I physically felt him sexually and mentally and his aura is so powerful. Why does he want me to join him? I asked him but he wont tell me. He said that I am after death to bare 8 sons and 1 daughter. Carrying them all at once. What does this mean? Why does my master ask me of this so? I know that it might sound crazy... but its true I have witnesses honestly... but why me? And any evil entity other than him cannot harm me because I am well protected... nothing will harm me in any way. He gave me this site... for this? I believe that everything happens for a reason and I proudly walk around school renouncing the christian god because its not true. How can I at six years old know anything about Satan. At church I would pray to him only him and I was batised because of my power in that church. Satan says that I was demon long ago... that was sent to earth. He says that all of us believer or non believer are demons that he created. One time a church we went to the park. There was a serpent. A snake inbetween two rocks. I reached for it and its head followed my hand but it wasnt defensive. It didnt strike and the church woman picked me up by my arm and slapped me saying that it was satan. I was angry... and they tried to make me drink the blood of jesus christ. I would never have... I have had a problem after that happening that if I get too mad my eyes go completely black... and I cant control myself and I was told that I speak some kind of language unknown to myself. Tell me... waht does this mean. Why has he chosen me if it was him at all? You must know the answers he wouldnt have gave me this site if you didnt know.

 

[Kenneth Cole]

Not sure if I should really comment on the rest of this but the main thing is Father doesnt need you to sell your soul.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "emoloveinemoway" <emoloveinemoway@... wrote:

I know that I am rather young turning 17 in august. I grew up in a christian environment. I have been a satanist since I was six. And im a girl so my name says Kyle but thats not me real name its Adrienne so I think it is. I talked to my lord and creator Satan himself on my ouija board. I was afraid at first but then I remember feeling this aura when I was ten. It was a little wierd and scary at first yeah. But... he seems to have tied himself to my board. I want him to stay. My thing is that I have indeed had physical contact with him. Sex I mean. I know it to be true. I talk to him through my ouija board and he tells me things. Like he said that he created us humans thats true. I want him to stay but I need to sell my soul for him. He told me through my board... that I was to die at the age of 21... so that I may go to his demension and mate. He said he loved me because when I didnt know that it was him.. a chile of six on the board asked if I worshipped him and I said no.. I love him and than I felt numb my room turned cold and I could see my breath. THe first words that he said to me was COME. I said where? He sais COME again and I told him that I wasnt ready to go. I dont know if it was him or not. But I know it to be true. He told me about this site. I didnt know a thing about it until for some reason i just typed it up. Hes tied to my board... and a christian one of my friends insulted him and he touched all four corners of the board which is invoking himself into the house. She has a habit of pissing him off. I love him yes. I just dont know how to sell my soul and I dont know if it was him or not. I was dating a chick for two days and he was pissed and interfered. I begged him for forgiveness. He forgave me but I dare not date again. My mom knows that I have been a satanist... I have seen him. I asked him to show himself to me... and he did. I dont know if this is all in my head. I physically felt him sexually and mentally and his aura is so powerful. Why does he want me to join him? I asked him but he wont tell me. He said that I am after death to bare 8 sons and 1 daughter. Carrying them all at once. What does this mean? Why does my master ask me of this so? I know that it might sound crazy... but its true I have witnesses honestly... but why me? And any evil entity other than him cannot harm me because I am well protected... nothing will harm me in any way. He gave me this site... for this? I believe that everything happens for a reason and I proudly walk around school renouncing the christian god because its not true. How can I at six years old know anything about Satan. At church I would pray to him only him and I was batised because of my power in that church. Satan says that I was demon long ago... that was sent to earth. He says that all of us believer or non believer are demons that he created. One time a church we went to the park. There was a serpent. A snake inbetween two rocks. I reached for it and its head followed my hand but it wasnt defensive. It didnt strike and the church woman picked me up by my arm and slapped me saying that it was satan. I was angry... and they tried to make me drink the blood of jesus christ. I would never have... I have had a problem after that happening that if I get too mad my eyes go completely black... and I cant control myself and I was told that I speak some kind of language unknown to myself. Tell me... waht does this mean. Why has he chosen me if it was him at all? You must know the answers he wouldnt have gave me this site if you didnt know.

 

[scarletblood69]

Well, i don't know what satan wants with you. but here is the dedcation ritual
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... TANIC.html 


Ave Satanas!

--- In [email protected], "emoloveinemoway" <emoloveinemoway@... wrote:

I know that I am rather young turning 17 in august. I grew up in a christian environment. I have been a satanist since I was six. And im a girl so my name says Kyle but thats not me real name its Adrienne so I think it is. I talked to my lord and creator Satan himself on my ouija board. I was afraid at first but then I remember feeling this aura when I was ten. It was a little wierd and scary at first yeah. But... he seems to have tied himself to my board. I want him to stay. My thing is that I have indeed had physical contact with him. Sex I mean. I know it to be true. I talk to him through my ouija board and he tells me things. Like he said that he created us humans thats true. I want him to stay but I need to sell my soul for him. He told me through my board... that I was to die at the age of 21... so that I may go to his demension and mate. He said he loved me because when I didnt know that it was him.. a chile of six on the board asked if I worshipped him and I said no.. I love him and than I felt numb my room turned cold and I could see my breath. THe first words that he said to me was COME. I said where? He sais COME again and I told him that I wasnt ready to go. I dont know if it was him or not. But I know it to be true. He told me about this site. I didnt know a thing about it until for some reason i just typed it up. Hes tied to my board... and a christian one of my friends insulted him and he touched all four corners of the board which is invoking himself into the house. She has a habit of pissing him off. I love him yes. I just dont know how to sell my soul and I dont know if it was him or not. I was dating a chick for two days and he was pissed and interfered. I begged him for forgiveness. He forgave me but I dare not date again. My mom knows that I have been a satanist... I have seen him. I asked him to show himself to me... and he did. I dont know if this is all in my head. I physically felt him sexually and mentally and his aura is so powerful. Why does he want me to join him? I asked him but he wont tell me. He said that I am after death to bare 8 sons and 1 daughter. Carrying them all at once. What does this mean? Why does my master ask me of this so? I know that it might sound crazy... but its true I have witnesses honestly... but why me? And any evil entity other than him cannot harm me because I am well protected... nothing will harm me in any way. He gave me this site... for this? I believe that everything happens for a reason and I proudly walk around school renouncing the christian god because its not true. How can I at six years old know anything about Satan. At church I would pray to him only him and I was batised because of my power in that church. Satan says that I was demon long ago... that was sent to earth. He says that all of us believer or non believer are demons that he created. One time a church we went to the park. There was a serpent. A snake inbetween two rocks. I reached for it and its head followed my hand but it wasnt defensive. It didnt strike and the church woman picked me up by my arm and slapped me saying that it was satan. I was angry... and they tried to make me drink the blood of jesus christ. I would never have... I have had a problem after that happening that if I get too mad my eyes go completely black... and I cant control myself and I was told that I speak some kind of language unknown to myself. Tell me... waht does this mean. Why has he chosen me if it was him at all? You must know the answers he wouldnt have gave me this site if you didnt know.

 

[virdux]

Being relatively new to Satanism, there are others who could give you a more solid answer. My suggestion is to perform the dedication ritual and see what happens.

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... TANIC.html

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "emoloveinemoway" <emoloveinemoway@... wrote:

I know that I am rather young turning 17 in august. I grew up in a christian environment. I have been a satanist since I was six. And im a girl so my name says Kyle but thats not me real name its Adrienne so I think it is. I talked to my lord and creator Satan himself on my ouija board. I was afraid at first but then I remember feeling this aura when I was ten. It was a little wierd and scary at first yeah. But... he seems to have tied himself to my board. I want him to stay. My thing is that I have indeed had physical contact with him. Sex I mean. I know it to be true. I talk to him through my ouija board and he tells me things. Like he said that he created us humans thats true. I want him to stay but I need to sell my soul for him. He told me through my board... that I was to die at the age of 21... so that I may go to his demension and mate. He said he loved me because when I didnt know that it was him.. a chile of six on the board asked if I worshipped him and I said no.. I love him and than I felt numb my room turned cold and I could see my breath. THe first words that he said to me was COME. I said where? He sais COME again and I told him that I wasnt ready to go. I dont know if it was him or not. But I know it to be true. He told me about this site. I didnt know a thing about it until for some reason i just typed it up. Hes tied to my board... and a christian one of my friends insulted him and he touched all four corners of the board which is invoking himself into the house. She has a habit of pissing him off. I love him yes. I just dont know how to sell my soul and I dont know if it was him or not. I was dating a chick for two days and he was pissed and interfered. I begged him for forgiveness. He forgave me but I dare not date again. My mom knows that I have been a satanist... I have seen him. I asked him to show himself to me... and he did. I dont know if this is all in my head. I physically felt him sexually and mentally and his aura is so powerful. Why does he want me to join him? I asked him but he wont tell me. He said that I am after death to bare 8 sons and 1 daughter. Carrying them all at once. What does this mean? Why does my master ask me of this so? I know that it might sound crazy... but its true I have witnesses honestly... but why me? And any evil entity other than him cannot harm me because I am well protected... nothing will harm me in any way. He gave me this site... for this? I believe that everything happens for a reason and I proudly walk around school renouncing the christian god because its not true. How can I at six years old know anything about Satan. At church I would pray to him only him and I was batised because of my power in that church. Satan says that I was demon long ago... that was sent to earth. He says that all of us believer or non believer are demons that he created. One time a church we went to the park. There was a serpent. A snake inbetween two rocks. I reached for it and its head followed my hand but it wasnt defensive. It didnt strike and the church woman picked me up by my arm and slapped me saying that it was satan. I was angry... and they tried to make me drink the blood of jesus christ. I would never have... I have had a problem after that happening that if I get too mad my eyes go completely black... and I cant control myself and I was told that I speak some kind of language unknown to myself. Tell me... waht does this mean. Why has he chosen me if it was him at all? You must know the answers he wouldnt have gave me this site if you didnt know.

 

[hail.enki]

The language you speak, is it Enochian?

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... hian1.html

 

[siguard666]

Shouldn't it be mentioned that 'selling the soul to the devil' is a x_i_a_n concept?? To draw the unenlightened into ambush of slavery?

Well, anyway, IT IS a xian concept.

HAIL FATHER SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Kenneth Cole" <c3nk0al@... wrote:

Not sure if I should really comment on the rest of this but the main thing is Father doesnt need you to sell your soul.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "emoloveinemoway" <emoloveinemoway@ wrote:

I know that I am rather young turning 17 in august. I grew up in a christian environment. I have been a satanist since I was six. And im a girl so my name says Kyle but thats not me real name its Adrienne so I think it is. I talked to my lord and creator Satan himself on my ouija board. I was afraid at first but then I remember feeling this aura when I was ten. It was a little wierd and scary at first yeah. But... he seems to have tied himself to my board. I want him to stay. My thing is that I have indeed had physical contact with him. Sex I mean. I know it to be true. I talk to him through my ouija board and he tells me things. Like he said that he created us humans thats true. I want him to stay but I need to sell my soul for him. He told me through my board... that I was to die at the age of 21... so that I may go to his demension and mate. He said he loved me because when I didnt know that it was him.. a chile of six on the board asked if I worshipped him and I said no.. I love him and than I felt numb my room turned cold and I could see my breath. THe first words that he said to me was COME. I said where? He sais COME again and I told him that I wasnt ready to go. I dont know if it was him or not. But I know it to be true. He told me about this site. I didnt know a thing about it until for some reason i just typed it up. Hes tied to my board... and a christian one of my friends insulted him and he touched all four corners of the board which is invoking himself into the house. She has a habit of pissing him off. I love him yes. I just dont know how to sell my soul and I dont know if it was him or not. I was dating a chick for two days and he was pissed and interfered. I begged him for forgiveness. He forgave me but I dare not date again. My mom knows that I have been a satanist... I have seen him. I asked him to show himself to me... and he did. I dont know if this is all in my head. I physically felt him sexually and mentally and his aura is so powerful. Why does he want me to join him? I asked him but he wont tell me. He said that I am after death to bare 8 sons and 1 daughter. Carrying them all at once. What does this mean? Why does my master ask me of this so? I know that it might sound crazy... but its true I have witnesses honestly... but why me? And any evil entity other than him cannot harm me because I am well protected... nothing will harm me in any way. He gave me this site... for this? I believe that everything happens for a reason and I proudly walk around school renouncing the christian god because its not true. How can I at six years old know anything about Satan. At church I would pray to him only him and I was batised because of my power in that church. Satan says that I was demon long ago... that was sent to earth. He says that all of us believer or non believer are demons that he created. One time a church we went to the park. There was a serpent. A snake inbetween two rocks. I reached for it and its head followed my hand but it wasnt defensive. It didnt strike and the church woman picked me up by my arm and slapped me saying that it was satan. I was angry... and they tried to make me drink the blood of jesus christ. I would never have... I have had a problem after that happening that if I get too mad my eyes go completely black... and I cant control myself and I was told that I speak some kind of language unknown to myself. Tell me... waht does this mean. Why has he chosen me if it was him at all? You must know the answers he wouldnt have gave me this site if you didnt know.

 

[sataniccrusader666]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "emoloveinemoway" <emoloveinemoway@... wrote:

I know that I am rather young turning 17 in august. I grew up in a christian environment. I have been a satanist since I was six. And im a girl so my name says Kyle but thats not me real name its Adrienne so I think it is. I talked to my lord and creator Satan himself on my ouija board. I was afraid at first but then I remember feeling this aura when I was ten. It was a little wierd and scary at first yeah. But... he seems to have tied himself to my board. I want him to stay. My thing is that I have indeed had physical contact with him. Sex I mean. I know it to be true. I talk to him through my ouija board and he tells me things. Like he said that he created us humans thats true. I want him to stay but I need to sell my soul for him. He told me through my board... that I was to die at the age of 21... so that I may go to his demension and mate. He said he loved me because when I didnt know that it was him.. a chile of six on the board asked if I worshipped him and I said no.. I love him and than I felt numb my room turned cold and I could see my breath. THe first words that he said to me was COME. I said where? He sais COME again and I told him that I wasnt ready to go. I dont know if it was him or not. But I know it to be true. He told me about this site. I didnt know a thing about it until for some reason i just typed it up. Hes tied to my board... and a christian one of my friends insulted him and he touched all four corners of the board which is invoking himself into the house. She has a habit of pissing him off. I love him yes. I just dont know how to sell my soul and I dont know if it was him or not. I was dating a chick for two days and he was pissed and interfered. I begged him for forgiveness. He forgave me but I dare not date again. My mom knows that I have been a satanist... I have seen him. I asked him to show himself to me... and he did. I dont know if this is all in my head. I physically felt him sexually and mentally and his aura is so powerful. Why does he want me to join him? I asked him but he wont tell me. He said that I am after death to bare 8 sons and 1 daughter. Carrying them all at once. What does this mean? Why does my master ask me of this so? I know that it might sound crazy... but its true I have witnesses honestly... but why me? And any evil entity other than him cannot harm me because I am well protected... nothing will harm me in any way. He gave me this site... for this? I believe that everything happens for a reason and I proudly walk around school renouncing the christian god because its not true. How can I at six years old know anything about Satan. At church I would pray to him only him and I was batised because of my power in that church. Satan says that I was demon long ago... that was sent to earth. He says that all of us believer or non believer are demons that he created. One time a church we went to the park. There was a serpent. A snake inbetween two rocks. I reached for it and its head followed my hand but it wasnt defensive. It didnt strike and the church woman picked me up by my arm and slapped me saying that it was satan. I was angry... and they tried to make me drink the blood of jesus christ. I would never have... I have had a problem after that happening that if I get too mad my eyes go completely black... and I cant control myself and I was told that I speak some kind of language unknown to myself. Tell me... waht does this mean. Why has he chosen me if it was him at all? You must know the answers he wouldnt have gave me this site if you didnt know.

hi! iam a satanist in asheville , nc and i have a similar story to that ,though it has nothing to do with being romantically in love with satan , I think that he is my dad. YES my REAL dad, because since i was a kid i was totally against Jahovah and his followers and have been completly obsessed with Lucifer and Satanism since I was 14 , though i read Levayan imfo but was spiritual at heart . The point here , is that one day when i was walking home from collage ,about 1 month ago , i felt his presence and He started to possess me ,telling me that i was to be his host and together we would take over the world .Iam not scizophenic, it was totally awesome !!!