suicide what will happen to me?

[salimenki]

Well my life is fucked up. I've finished school and have no job - that's why my dad wants me to leave home - I got nowhere to go - got no money - and I'm new to spiritual satanism - I got 8 days to find a job or I need to leave .. I'm not advanced enough for serious magic or demon summoning, cause I haven't clairvoyance and clairaudience yet. We'll let's summarize: I'm living in Germany - Bavaria (here are the winters very cold) - in 8 days I'm homeless - i can't go to any friend - and winter is coming - also it's already cold right now.. so I don't know what to do, there's no way for a living.. I want to commit suicide, I don't know how and I don't want it but there's no way out. What will Farther satan think/say when I'm in hell ?(I'm dedicated to satan)

 

[hellbound.helvete]

I can't help you with the satanism part because I'm new too, but let's work on your life.Dude, no... Life is precious, don't waste yours. Don't they have hostels in Germany? And what about welfare?

 

[Jason Noyes]

Been there. Only way thru is thru. Push to find a job. don't worry if it's a small job. Once employed other employers will look at you.

 

[Jeff1]

Don't...  Every German is precious....  also, imagine seeing "nothing" as soon as you do it ... forever...  and forever...    Think of Satan saying just as you do it..  "you didn't EVEN TRY" please brother.  please

On Tue, Sep 23, 2014 at 11:59 AM, hellbound.helvete@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  I can't help you with the satanism part because I'm new too, but let's work on your life.Dude, no... Life is precious, don't waste yours. Don't they have hostels in Germany? And what about welfare?

 

[frizzard56]

What will he think/say, when you go to the duat? That's a question no living spiritual satanist can answer. But, these are questions I ask myself when I feel like giving up. Why did you even start if you're gonna give up? Why did you even put the effort in? Do you realize what life is gonna be like if you leave? I'll share a secret, before I came to Father Satan, and dedicated myself, I WAS better off dead. I've got a worse situation than you do. Father Satan needs dedication. Do a ritual, and ask him in your astral temple, you can do that anywhere. Pray to Father Satan, ask for stenght. Ask for guidance. There is a lot of help you can receive here from people who have either been there, or can understand your feelings. If you kill yourself, everything that has been done to you by the enemy will remain, and when you reincarnate, you'll be stuck with all of those problems and more, I should know. I have many myself. DON'T YOU EVER GIVE UP DAMMIT!

 

[shadowsage99]

If you can do nothing? Ask father Satan. Your new, you probably do need the help. If you can't at least ask him for help before giving up, then you have a problem. He can guide you and help you even if your own ability is limited.

In the meantime, do void meditation and aura cleansing. Those work wonders for anxiety, and that will help you function and find a job more than anything else. After all, people are more likely to help those with a clean aura. Less Negativity, and they feel good to be around.

Best of luck man. I've been there, it's terrible. But don't give up so easily. You can progress further alive than dead. That's what has kept me from killing myself- I've felt very clearly that it would be a less effective way of progressing, I'd be better off working with what I've got now. Why waste time? And that's all that suicide is in most cases. A waste of time.

 

[shantikami]

Suicide is never a good answer. How are you going to spiritually advance? If you reincarnate, you're going to find it very hard to find your way back to Satan.

The only sensible answer is to look everywhere for a job. Any job. As much as possible. It won't be fun; it will be hard work, and maybe even dismaying if you get a lot of rejections; but it's way better than killing yourself. Keep your dad informed of the places you've gone to and applied for work at; maybe it may convince him you're really trying.

I am rooting for you.

 

[magnum.arcanum]

Good question.  Well... you're not going to get any relief from the pain of not being able to stand the hopelessness anymore.  In fact, you'll feel worse.  You are dependent on someone, that has stopped caring for you.  You have those things you can control and you have those things that you can't control.  Control the things you can as best you can and lessen the effects of those things you can't control.  Write down all the things you can control and how you plan to control them and then write down how you can lessen the things that could happen or seem out of your control and how you can be ready for them and lessen their effects or eliminate them all together.  The problem is the idiots your living with.  You have the potential to do, be and have whatever you want.  If you don't believe me, just sit down and make a list of anything that you can do, be and have.  Create options for yourself.  Read the JOS website, do the 40 day program, dedicate to Satan and take control of life!  Don't kill  yourself!

 

[richardlesterhailsatan11]

As far as I'm concerned, if you commit suicide you die, end up going through the cycles of reincarnation, and just coming back to this shit hole we call "reality" again, just to be weaker spiritually than you were before in your past life, and your spiritual health as far as I'm concerned depends on your 1. mental health 2. your material/physical life and 3. your spiritual power/psychic power. Not to mention, going through the cycles of reincarnation would SUCK ASS by the way, because on the other side your thoughts / your fears become a reality and the only way for you to reincarnate into your next life is to over come these fears to the point where you no longer fear them, then you face the third cycle which is rebirth. Watch the documentary about the Tibetan Book of the Dead on YouTube, if you want to learn about reincarnation. Committing suicide is not an option I would take bro, because it will get you no where fast. There is no benefit to committing suicide. You can't run from your problems, because if you don't over come them in this life you will surely face then in the next and you'll be weaker too. If I'm wrong about any of this, then please may my Satanic Brothers and Sisters correct me on this, let alone my High Priests and Priestesses, but as far as I'm concerned, I'm right. Shit... if suicide solved my problems, I would of committed suicide a LONGGGGG time ago. Lol!