Bmwm3gtr
New member
- Joined
- May 18, 2023
- Messages
- 66
I have no reason to live.
IF I got a job in society,
I'LL BE to be hurt, reviled, and humiliated.
I born to be hurt, reviled, and humiliated.
To earn a job and money,
It's just a duty.
I don't even have a job I want to have.
These days, I want to do something related to dead bodies.
I'm not afraid of blood and bodies.
I am not happy with MY life.
I love myself.
But I'm not happy.
When I wake up in the morning, I hold myself in my arms
Sometimes I kiss MY SELF TOO.
I try to find what I like every day
I do hobbies, too
Do at least 50 push-ups a day.
SOMEtimes I do 100 push-ups.
I also meditate steadily every day.
It's not that I'm not happy because I'm lazy!
I be skilled fear of death.
I was neglected by my parents even when I had COVID-19
There was a time when I broke my rib while working out
Even then, my parents was neglect for a few days.
I could have gone to the hospital by myself
I don't have good social skills,
I wasn't even in a physical condition where I could go to the hospital by myself.
One day, I went to the emergency room because of a panic disorder
Then I felt the fear of death.
The medical staff in Korea have a good sense of duty and are very friendly.
I saw it with my own eyes.
I was forced to go to school every day in that state
The state of school is trash.
I graduated from a technical high school
The hallway smells like cigarettes and the students are bullies
I couldn't rest when I was mentally broken
I was healing myself well
One day in my class,
someone with the same last name as me
HE fell down with epilepsy.
HIS eyes are upside down, and HE bite HIS tongue
HE bleeding.
I was so shocked at that time that I ran home.
I haven't slept in three days with shock
I barely fell asleep after taking the panic disorder Medication Xanax.
This society justifies abuse.
So I wanted practice abuse
SO I FOUND the strongest and strictest GODS on JOS site
I asked the gods,
DO emotionally abusive TO ME TO practice abuse
And a few days later, I asked GODS hit ME with YOUR ALL POWER .
I didn't ask for this because of my feelings,Emotion.
I was determined to be hit.
Of course they didn't hit me.
I'm not afraid suicide.
I'm skilled pain,Fear of death!
I fought panic disorder and won.
I am brave!
There is nothing I want to do on earth.
I am not afraid. To be unhappy by suicide in the next life
I'm not afraid to be born with a negative karma
Because I'm brave
I'm strong Enough
If you think I'm kid, Blame ME
I don't care
IF I got a job in society,
I'LL BE to be hurt, reviled, and humiliated.
I born to be hurt, reviled, and humiliated.
To earn a job and money,
It's just a duty.
I don't even have a job I want to have.
These days, I want to do something related to dead bodies.
I'm not afraid of blood and bodies.
I am not happy with MY life.
I love myself.
But I'm not happy.
When I wake up in the morning, I hold myself in my arms
Sometimes I kiss MY SELF TOO.
I try to find what I like every day
I do hobbies, too
Do at least 50 push-ups a day.
SOMEtimes I do 100 push-ups.
I also meditate steadily every day.
It's not that I'm not happy because I'm lazy!
I be skilled fear of death.
I was neglected by my parents even when I had COVID-19
There was a time when I broke my rib while working out
Even then, my parents was neglect for a few days.
I could have gone to the hospital by myself
I don't have good social skills,
I wasn't even in a physical condition where I could go to the hospital by myself.
One day, I went to the emergency room because of a panic disorder
Then I felt the fear of death.
The medical staff in Korea have a good sense of duty and are very friendly.
I saw it with my own eyes.
I was forced to go to school every day in that state
The state of school is trash.
I graduated from a technical high school
The hallway smells like cigarettes and the students are bullies
I couldn't rest when I was mentally broken
I was healing myself well
One day in my class,
someone with the same last name as me
HE fell down with epilepsy.
HIS eyes are upside down, and HE bite HIS tongue
HE bleeding.
I was so shocked at that time that I ran home.
I haven't slept in three days with shock
I barely fell asleep after taking the panic disorder Medication Xanax.
This society justifies abuse.
So I wanted practice abuse
SO I FOUND the strongest and strictest GODS on JOS site
I asked the gods,
DO emotionally abusive TO ME TO practice abuse
And a few days later, I asked GODS hit ME with YOUR ALL POWER .
I didn't ask for this because of my feelings,Emotion.
I was determined to be hit.
Of course they didn't hit me.
I'm not afraid suicide.
I'm skilled pain,Fear of death!
I fought panic disorder and won.
I am brave!
There is nothing I want to do on earth.
I am not afraid. To be unhappy by suicide in the next life
I'm not afraid to be born with a negative karma
Because I'm brave
I'm strong Enough
If you think I'm kid, Blame ME
I don't care