Starting to get frustrated

[Dalovey_wolf]

When I came to this group I felt like these people might actually get it. Maybe I was wrong. I believe in Satan till my world ends and I know that will never happen. I have had some help. I don't know maybe my post are not important. To me it seems the ones that have really made me questian my self and if I should even live are in this group managing the messages. I don't mean to be an ass but the thing that are so hard to talk about are not here were I once tried to post them. My dreams and happenings in life. I don't know if this message will be alowed up or even if I will still be in this group by morning but I have to let y'all know. It hurts to have to feel like your crazy knowing that it cant be true. I have had doctors tell me nothing is wrong and yet i know it is. I cant help but feel more and more like the only one and alone. To feel like i am just better off alone when i know i need help. My mom is trying so hard to get me on her path and even if i know it wont happen sometimes the thought of others who are kind of like me is just......
The thing is I know what I can do. I have posted questions after question and those get threw. But the more personal stuff down to the very detailed insanity is what I find hard to ask help with. Then it's not and it's like someone has said no Diamond. Not a reason or clue as to why but just NO!
The only thing that gets threw is the once about my mom wanting to change my path to Satan without even knowing who she's playing with. Or a few questions and small basic sums of what happen to me. I went in to details and it was for the first time in my life that I let myself think that much about it. Where is that post? Where is my help? I don't think I am being selfish.

 

[Merr]

I care, if you want you can email me or put an invite to me so i am alerted to your posts and will answer as best as i can. my email is merr_mer@.... I am your sister in SATAN, and you are not alone.

 

[aryasatana]

Mate, you'll be 'right.

 

[X3N0NX]

friend, you can post anything here. Many friends here will help you and listen to you.

From: Dalovey_wolf <dharris791@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Sun, June 20, 2010 11:12:34 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Starting to get frustrated

  When I came to this group I felt like these people might actually get it. Maybe I was wrong. I believe in Satan till my world ends and I know that will never happen. I have had some help. I don't know maybe my post are not important. To me it seems the ones that have really made me questian my self and if I should even live are in this group managing the messages. I don't mean to be an ass but the thing that are so hard to talk about are not here were I once tried to post them. My dreams and happenings in life. I don't know if this message will be alowed up or even if I will still be in this group by morning but I have to let y'all know. It hurts to have to feel like your crazy knowing that it cant be true. I have had doctors tell me nothing is wrong and yet i know it is. I cant help but feel more and more like the only one and alone. To feel like i am just better off alone when i know i need help. My mom is trying so hard to get me on her path and even if i know it wont happen sometimes the thought of others who are kind of like me is just......
The thing is I know what I can do. I have posted questions after question and those get threw. But the more personal stuff down to the very detailed insanity is what I find hard to ask help with. Then it's not and it's like someone has said no Diamond. Not a reason or clue as to why but just NO!
The only thing that gets threw is the once about my mom wanting to change my path to Satan without even knowing who she's playing with. Or a few questions and small basic sums of what happen to me. I went in to details and it was for the first time in my life that I let myself think that much about it. Where is that post? Where is my help? I don't think I am being selfish.

 

[Frederik]

Yea man add me on msn or write to slavfighter91@...
Its also my msn add.... Youre not alone mate, the JoS always stands together

Hail Satan !!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Dalovey_wolf" <dharris791@... wrote:

When I came to this group I felt like these people might actually get it. Maybe I was wrong. I believe in Satan till my world ends and I know that will never happen. I have had some help. I don't know maybe my post are not important. To me it seems the ones that have really made me questian my self and if I should even live are in this group managing the messages. I don't mean to be an ass but the thing that are so hard to talk about are not here were I once tried to post them. My dreams and happenings in life. I don't know if this message will be alowed up or even if I will still be in this group by morning but I have to let y'all know. It hurts to have to feel like your crazy knowing that it cant be true. I have had doctors tell me nothing is wrong and yet i know it is. I cant help but feel more and more like the only one and alone. To feel like i am just better off alone when i know i need help. My mom is trying so hard to get me on her path and even if i know it wont happen sometimes the thought of others who are kind of like me is just......
The thing is I know what I can do. I have posted questions after question and those get threw. But the more personal stuff down to the very detailed insanity is what I find hard to ask help with. Then it's not and it's like someone has said no Diamond. Not a reason or clue as to why but just NO!
The only thing that gets threw is the once about my mom wanting to change my path to Satan without even knowing who she's playing with. Or a few questions and small basic sums of what happen to me. I went in to details and it was for the first time in my life that I let myself think that much about it. Where is that post? Where is my help? I don't think I am being selfish.

 

[Dalovey_wolf]

Thank you my sisters and bothers. I didn't think I would get such nice replys. I don't know what I was thinking but now I see even more of what it is to be a child of satan. Thank you I have have never even felt like I could say that. Brothers and sisters and I hope it does not sound silly but I do now feel right saying it. I feel you all in a way and it has made me feel so much better. Thank you for hearing me. I truly thought there would be anger for what I said and people might not understand and I would wake up and find my self out of the group. But I see now that only the outsiders don't hear their own. Thank you.

Satan is my King, my Father, and my God!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Merr" <merr_mer@... wrote:

I care, if you want you can email me or put an invite to me so i am alerted to your posts and will answer as best as i can. my email is merr_mer@... I am your sister in SATAN, and you are not alone.

 

[Yoyo]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Dalovey_wolf" <dharris791@... wrote:

When I came to this group I felt like these people might actually get it. Maybe I was wrong. I believe in Satan till my world ends and I know that will never happen. I have had some help. I don't know maybe my post are not important. To me it seems the ones that have really made me questian my self and if I should even live are in this group managing the messages. I don't mean to be an ass but the thing that are so hard to talk about are not here were I once tried to post them. My dreams and happenings in life. I don't know if this message will be alowed up or even if I will still be in this group by morning but I have to let y'all know. It hurts to have to feel like your crazy knowing that it cant be true. I have had doctors tell me nothing is wrong and yet i know it is. I cant help but feel more and more like the only one and alone. To feel like i am just better off alone when i know i need help. My mom is trying so hard to get me on her path and even if i know it wont happen sometimes the thought of others who are kind of like me is just......
The thing is I know what I can do. I have posted questions after question and those get threw. But the more personal stuff down to the very detailed insanity is what I find hard to ask help with. Then it's not and it's like someone has said no Diamond. Not a reason or clue as to why but just NO!
The only thing that gets threw is the once about my mom wanting to change my path to Satan without even knowing who she's playing with. Or a few questions and small basic sums of what happen to me. I went in to details and it was for the first time in my life that I let myself think that much about it. Where is that post? Where is my help? I don't think I am being selfish.

Calm the fuck down bro We are all here.
We are the hands that will help you,but the strongest hand is of Satan.


HAIL SATAN!
HAIL PAIMON!
HAIL AZAZEL!

 

[Nicholas Trott]

You are not being selfish at all. I completely understand your worries and concerns, brother. We will help you in any way we can. Be strong.
Hail Satan.

On Mon, 21 Jun 2010 03:57 BST X3N0NX wrote:

friend, you can post anything here. Many friends here will help you and listen to you.




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From: Dalovey_wolf <dharris791@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Sun, June 20, 2010 11:12:34 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Starting to get frustrated


When I came to this group I felt like these people might actually get it. Maybe I was wrong. I believe in Satan till my world ends and I know that will never happen. I have had some help. I don't know maybe my post are not important. To me it seems the ones that have really made me questian my self and if I should even live are in this group managing the messages. I don't mean to be an ass but the thing that are so hard to talk about are not here were I once tried to post them. My dreams and happenings in life. I don't know if this message will be alowed up or even if I will still be in this group by morning but I have to let y'all know. It hurts to have to feel like your crazy knowing that it cant be true. I have had doctors tell me nothing is wrong and yet i know it is. I cant help but feel more and more like the only one and alone. To feel like i am just better off alone when i know i need help. My mom is trying so hard to get me on her path and even
if i know it wont happen sometimes the thought of others who are kind of like me is just......
The thing is I know what I can do. I have posted questions after question and those get threw. But the more personal stuff down to the very detailed insanity is what I find hard to ask help with. Then it's not and it's like someone has said no Diamond. Not a reason or clue as to why but just NO!
The only thing that gets threw is the once about my mom wanting to change my path to Satan without even knowing who she's playing with. Or a few questions and small basic sums of what happen to me. I went in to details and it was for the first time in my life that I let myself think that much about it. Where is that post? Where is my help? I don't think I am being selfish.

 

[unseeliegirl]

Hey there Dalovey,

We are all your friends, your brothers and sister in Father Satan.
You are more then welcome to email me at unseeliegirl@... (people always type in .com) if you have any questions. I am new to Satanism, only dedicated 4 weeks ago.
It's important that we all be supportive and help each other.
I know sometimes my posts don't go through either, but I am new, what do I know?!

You're not alone, we will help you as much as we can. I care too, and I want to help.

Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Dalovey_wolf" <dharris791@... wrote:


Thank you my sisters and bothers. I didn't think I would get such nice replys. I don't know what I was thinking but now I see even more of what it is to be a child of satan. Thank you I have have never even felt like I could say that. Brothers and sisters and I hope it does not sound silly but I do now feel right saying it. I feel you all in a way and it has made me feel so much better. Thank you for hearing me. I truly thought there would be anger for what I said and people might not understand and I would wake up and find my self out of the group. But I see now that only the outsiders don't hear their own. Thank you.

Satan is my King, my Father, and my God!
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Merr" <merr_mer@ wrote:

I care, if you want you can email me or put an invite to me so i am alerted to your posts and will answer as best as i can. my email is merr_mer@ I am your sister in SATAN, and you are not alone.

 

[Dalovey_wolf]

LoL Im a girl.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Nicholas Trott <nicholas.trott@... wrote:

You are not being selfish at all. I completely understand your worries and concerns, brother. We will help you in any way we can. Be strong.
Hail Satan.

On Mon, 21 Jun 2010 03:57 BST X3N0NX wrote:

friend, you can post anything here. Many friends here will help you and listen to you.




________________________________
From: Dalovey_wolf <dharris791@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Sun, June 20, 2010 11:12:34 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Starting to get frustrated


When I came to this group I felt like these people might actually get it. Maybe I was wrong. I believe in Satan till my world ends and I know that will never happen. I have had some help. I don't know maybe my post are not important. To me it seems the ones that have really made me questian my self and if I should even live are in this group managing the messages. I don't mean to be an ass but the thing that are so hard to talk about are not here were I once tried to post them. My dreams and happenings in life. I don't know if this message will be alowed up or even if I will still be in this group by morning but I have to let y'all know. It hurts to have to feel like your crazy knowing that it cant be true. I have had doctors tell me nothing is wrong and yet i know it is. I cant help but feel more and more like the only one and alone. To feel like i am just better off alone when i know i need help. My mom is trying so hard to get me on her path and even
if i know it wont happen sometimes the thought of others who are kind of like me is just......
The thing is I know what I can do. I have posted questions after question and those get threw. But the more personal stuff down to the very detailed insanity is what I find hard to ask help with. Then it's not and it's like someone has said no Diamond. Not a reason or clue as to why but just NO!
The only thing that gets threw is the once about my mom wanting to change my path to Satan without even knowing who she's playing with. Or a few questions and small basic sums of what happen to me. I went in to details and it was for the first time in my life that I let myself think that much about it. Where is that post? Where is my help? I don't think I am being selfish.

 

[tanya.azazel]

You don't have to feel that way. If you need to know something
or feel alone don't. We are here to help and especially Father
Satan and the Gods. You can message me and I can help you
with any questions you have to the best of my knowledge.
Remember Father Satan is always there for you just be strong
and trust within him. You'll be alright.

Hail Satan!!! Hail Azazel!!! Hail the Gods of Duat!!!

 

[Allison P]

No, you are definitely not alone! We are all here for you,
as is Father and his Daemons. That's what family's for. Be
strong, and trust in Father Satan always! Hail Satan!

Your Sister in Satan,

Ceridwyn

On 6/21/10, tanya.azazel <tanya.azazel@... wrote:


You don't have to feel that way. If you need to know something
or feel alone don't. We are here to help and especially Father
Satan and the Gods. You can message me and I can help you
with any questions you have to the best of my knowledge.
Remember Father Satan is always there for you just be strong
and trust within him. You'll be alright.

Hail Satan!!! Hail Azazel!!! Hail the Gods of Duat!!!