The Demon who is helping me has told me that the ships have been there for some time.
I have also had greys visiting me. On Tuesday night, I was praying to Father, and I heard that distinct "buzzing/ringing" sound in my ear. Then I felt the air pressure change in my room.
These are two BIG clues that say to me the enemy is coming.
This has been happening when I was an xian, when I wasn't an xian, and now, only now, do I know what it is.
The enemy, in the form of nordic angels, have told us that the ringing/buzzing in our ear is their form of "downloading" information to our brains. BULLSHIT. (I read this in those oh-so-loving New Age angel books.)
They are downloading and TAKING my memories and sifting through them.
Which is why I remember few things of mundane importantance, unless I write them down in my journal.
My memory SUCKS, and it isn't because of age, and I don't drink, smoke, or do drugs. I sleep and eat well. I am active, and social. I read a LOT, and I am not dumb, yet my memory is faltering daily.
This is the enemy.
So they come, and I am paralyzed at the altar. With some effort, I continue to pray. Then I go to bed, and ask the Demon what happened.
"They have come for you," he says. "And we blasted them away." (These are the 3-4 Greys.
Apparently, they were coming to abduct me and take them on my ship.) While I had been praying, I felt the air pressure change, and then suddenly, I felt something from around me push and blast the enemy back, which was subtle and of a different feel of energy and frequency.)
"Do not worry about the enemy, focus on your meditations."
The next night, I do just that.
I am praying to Father, and after my prayer, I know there are Greys there. I put my left palm down, and try to set the entire room in fire. I have the power, but not the strength and discipline to really burn the place. I only get really warm, and there is a bit of fire around me, but that's it. (So I imagine the Greys just back up instead of burn.)
The Demon kneels down beside me, turns my head to him and says, "you are safe. Don't worry." I get up and go to bed.
But instead of 3-4 short 3 foot Greys coming for me, I get 5'11 Greys, in a pack of 5 or more. I get up at one point. I get up from my bed to fix my fan, which is making noise, and I turn around, and stare right into the big, black, eyes of a tall Grey. It has fear in its eyes. It has feelings, so it seems.
I go to bed, and I feel them insert tubes into my Achilles tendons, into my wrists, backs, and ears. They take things from me, fucking vacuuming things. I feel it too. A lot.
They insert their long fingers into my stomach, searching and digging. (For eggs, no doubt.) This gives me an unnatural gas. This is normal for me; it's not the first time. But it's the first time it has been so intensive, with all the tubes.
The whole time, the Demon is holding me while I lay in bed. He comforts me. He tells me to sleep. I try talking to him, but he is angry at the Greys, and will not talk. I am too excited and nervous to sleep, but I am not scared. The Guardians (who are set over me) flitter and flutter over me, but I see some of Them, and They tell me, "sleep, sleep."
I know that I am safe, despite what is happening.
I know that Father and Lord Enlil are beside me, and that I am OK, despite the testing and taking and tube sucking.
I may not have the strength and power right now to burn them into dust, but one day I will. For now, my strength lays in Father, in being a Satanist, and knowing that in empowering myself day by day, there will come a time that I will be able to fight on the front lines of battle beside my brothers and sisters against the enemies of Father.
Hail Satan!
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[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "leviathansteven" <leviathansteven@... wrote:
the alien enemy ship could explain why many are having meditation difficulties
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[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "unseeliegirl" <unseeliegirl@ wrote:
I live in Toronto, Ontario, and honestly, for the 27 years I have lived here, there have been two earthquakes that I remember. Then there was a tornado last year, and the year before that.
We are not a city that deals with tornadoes, earthquakes and the like.
We get 5 feet of snow from December to April, seriously.
And even in the past few years, it's been sparse and warm in the winter.
The earthquake hit about 1:41pm Wednesday afternoon. I am at the computer, and the walls rattle, the windows shake, and I think, "oh shit, a hurricane," and run from the windows.
I have heard from two JoS members (friends of mine) that there are going to be big changes all over the world, very soon.
On a more personal note, I opened my astral eyes yesterday (Tuesday morning while on the bus to school) and took a look outside.
Fucking huge grey ship above my university, what the fuck!?!
These are the ships of the enemy, because they are in the skies.
If anything, this is the UBER push I need to get my ass in gear and start doing yoga, meditations, breathing exercises and stepping up the spiritual warfare training exercises. Which I have been doing for the past three days.
If there is a ship in my city, there is probably ships in yours.
Keep strong in Father!
Hail Satan!
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[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "leviathansteven" <leviathansteven@ wrote:
1) Earthquake in Ontario/Quebec
http://www.cp24.com/servlet/an/local/CT ... b=CP24Home
2) Major solar storm predicted by NASA for 2013
http://www.presstv.ir/detail.aspx?id=13 ... id=3510208
3) Giant UFOs around the sun:
http://www.youtube.com/results?search_q ... e+sun&aq=2
