I think that you might have been in a similar situation.
LOOK BACK!
Looking back,i see my self,born for Satanism.
Drawn to the occult,everything around it...
Drawn to the image of Satan,and (being a christian) the apocalypse...
I always studied about Satan more that i did for jeezux (christian yet)
Christianity's teachings never touched me.I always pretended.
I always searched for ways to make my life better.
I liked the occult practises and the use of the mind.
I loved divination...
No other religion did the "click" inside me.No christianity,no taoism,i hated islam.
I was drawn to druids,shamans...But not as much as i was drawn on Satan.
Then,one day,i had forgot anything of every religion (but still got fear about Satan's image) stepped into joy of Satan.
I always liked Nazism,and especially Hitler.Especially him.
I always hated the jews.
I NEVER wanted to combat Satan for a reason.I wanted peace with Him.
(Not "natural" for a born christian,is it?)
I had the mindset of selling my soul,till i got into JoS.
THEN,I GOT THE CLICK.MY life changed.I found what i was searching.I had lost hope of finding something that suits me,until this time.
I found the God that was for me.The God that is exactly like what i imagined!
I still got the brainwashing inside me.But i did the step.
I dedicated my life to Satan.I accepted Him as Father.I was reborn again.I still had the brainwashing,but i fighted against it.
After hardship,i am now almost free.
I'm sure i've been with Satan in a past life.
I am a born rebel.I always loved freedom.
Look back.You were made for this.
Satan guided us all here.
I am 15 and look at me!I am so happy!
I blame the bitches that told me that the truth lies in the nazarene,or buddha,or allax or whatever.
I blame the bitched that told me that there is no truth!
I blame the bitches that told me that i won't succeed in finding truth!
They lied.
The tried to hide me the truth i was searching.
They did not succeed.
CURSE THEM.
I GOT NO WORDS TO EXPRESS MY THANKFULNESS TO YOU FATHER!
WE ARE HIS ARMY.
WE ARE THE PREVAILING!
HAIL SATAN !
HAIL AZAZEL!
HAIL PAIMON!
LOOK BACK!
Looking back,i see my self,born for Satanism.
Drawn to the occult,everything around it...
Drawn to the image of Satan,and (being a christian) the apocalypse...
I always studied about Satan more that i did for jeezux (christian yet)
Christianity's teachings never touched me.I always pretended.
I always searched for ways to make my life better.
I liked the occult practises and the use of the mind.
I loved divination...
No other religion did the "click" inside me.No christianity,no taoism,i hated islam.
I was drawn to druids,shamans...But not as much as i was drawn on Satan.
Then,one day,i had forgot anything of every religion (but still got fear about Satan's image) stepped into joy of Satan.
I always liked Nazism,and especially Hitler.Especially him.
I always hated the jews.
I NEVER wanted to combat Satan for a reason.I wanted peace with Him.
(Not "natural" for a born christian,is it?)
I had the mindset of selling my soul,till i got into JoS.
THEN,I GOT THE CLICK.MY life changed.I found what i was searching.I had lost hope of finding something that suits me,until this time.
I found the God that was for me.The God that is exactly like what i imagined!
I still got the brainwashing inside me.But i did the step.
I dedicated my life to Satan.I accepted Him as Father.I was reborn again.I still had the brainwashing,but i fighted against it.
After hardship,i am now almost free.
I'm sure i've been with Satan in a past life.
I am a born rebel.I always loved freedom.
Look back.You were made for this.
Satan guided us all here.
I am 15 and look at me!I am so happy!
I blame the bitches that told me that the truth lies in the nazarene,or buddha,or allax or whatever.
I blame the bitched that told me that there is no truth!
I blame the bitches that told me that i won't succeed in finding truth!
They lied.
The tried to hide me the truth i was searching.
They did not succeed.
CURSE THEM.
I GOT NO WORDS TO EXPRESS MY THANKFULNESS TO YOU FATHER!
WE ARE HIS ARMY.
WE ARE THE PREVAILING!
HAIL SATAN !
HAIL AZAZEL!
HAIL PAIMON!
