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Here is the newest sermon of mine that I have most recently added to my website.  This is for the group for White Satanists.  Enjoy!
666/88!!
High Priest Jake Carlson
Joy of Satan
The Third Sex Thule Society 666



http://gbltthulesociety666.angelfire.com/liberalism/
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[/B]Liberalism Is For the Weak, the Cowardly, and the Worthless! by High Priest Jake Carlson



[/B]There have been way too many people who have come to Satanism expecting Satan and Satanism to be Liberalism and Communism, due to the so-called "Christian Right's" oppressive standards, but Satanism is not an excuse to be a liberal.  Although, there are Christians who disguise themselves as "Republicans," Christianity and related Jewish filth are Democratic religions that have simply assimilated conservative, organic Pagan elements in their attempts to stay alive.  Christ is so ubiquitous that "he" can be anything to anyone during any period of time.  "He" bends, molds, and assimilates to stay alive, and like "his" Jewish people, "he" feeds off of "his" Gentile hosts, namely the White Aryan Race who has laid the foundation for all civilized societies.  It is the doctrine of the liberals [libtards] that harbors the blatant lie that "All men are brothers, and all races are equal."  If all races were of the same blood and could be traced back to the fictitious characters of "Adam" and "Eve," like Christianity teaches in all of its politically correct, egalitarian glory, then why does DNA-testing exist to determine which race a person's blood belongs to?  So much for the Jewish lie that "race is only skin deep" that the weak HERD like to repeat over and over again in order to feel better about themselves for being lesser-thans.

[/B]With the help of Liberalism and Democracy that the lesser-thans hide and seek refuge behind, the HERD animal always triumphs, as opposed to the superior Satanic Aryan God-Man who is kicked under the rug by a savage stampede of the weak, the cowardly, and the worthless who resent the Aryan Race for its superiority in every aspect of life. 

Friedrich Nietzsche says about this matter:  "[Democracy represents] the disbelief in great human beings and an elite society:  'everyone is equal to everyone else,'" [whereas] "Aristocracy represents the belief in an elite humanity and higher caste." [1]

"According to Nietzsche and the Nazis, who belong to the noumenalist or teleo-naturalist school of thought, Liberal institutions are therefore 'injurers of freedom' for 'they undermine the Will to Power, the freedom they advocate not being teleologically directed towards self-perfection.  Scorning the liberal self-proclaimed, 'falsely named free spirits' as an 'unfree and ludicrously superficial' type of individual, Nietzsche considered that they belonged 'among the levelers' who strive after the 'universal green pasture happiness of the herd, with security, safety, comfort and an easier life for all....'equality of rights' and 'sympathy for all that suffers.'

Socialism, Liberalism, Democracy:  for Nietzsche and the Nazis, these doctrines stand accused of having led humanity into modernity's 'era of mediocrity,' which represents the 'victory of the slaves' (and their 'petty virtues') or mob rule: 'does this present not belong to the mob?' deplores Nietzsche, adding:  'Mob above, mob below!  What are 'poor' and 'rich' today!  I unlearned this distinction.'

Indeed, despite differences in degree, not in nature, Socialism and Liberalism are inherently one and the same 'decadent' materialistic and egalitarian paradigm, producing a leveling --and hence, a degeneration-- of the nation into a herd society, which is, in Nietzsche's view, none other than 'a sum of zeroes-- where every zero has 'equal rights,' where it is virtuous to be zero.'" [2]

"We are indeed living in the 'Era of the Slave,' a purposeless age of mediocrity in which greatness is absent and perfection, an impossibility...  By imposing the Christian slogan of the 'equality of souls before God,' the French Revolution was responsible for producing the twin egalitarian and materialistic ideologies of Socialism and Liberalism, which are modern secularised versions of Christianity and which are far from achieving 'progress,' have reduced man into a 'spiritual dwarf,' a 'perfect modern slave.'  Thus did Nietzsche and Nazism view modernity and the Judaeo-Christian Western civilisation...  Christianity, with its notion of the transcendent and personal God, had ruled out the possibility of human perfection; only by 'killing' this God would men be able to overcome themselves and become gods, for 'precisely this is Godliness, that there are gods but no God!' ...  One has to choose:  either the greatness of the transcendent God or the greatness of the God-Man, the Inner God; one cannot have both, for one is always achieved at the expense of the other.

Yet according to Nietzsche and Nazism, the materialistic Liberal and Socialist doctrines of the Enlightenment were certainly not the alternative to the transcendentalism of Christianity:  indeed, although these doctrines had 'killed God' for the sake of Man, their atheist materialism, by dismissing any possibility of self-overcoming and self-perfection, has turned man into a hedonistic pleasure-thirsty lustful creature, a slave to his desires and instincts, and has therefore led not only to a 'dwarfing' of man, but also to an animalisation of man...  to the 'Last Man,' the 'lord and master' of the present..." [3]

"'Equality for equals, inequality for unequals' -- that would be the true voice of justice:  and, what follows from it, 'Never make equal what is unequal' ...  Justice speaks thus to me:  'Men are not equal.'  And they should not become so, either!" -- Friedrich Nietzsche [4]

"We do not want to do away with the inequalities between men, but on the contrary, to increase them and make them into a principle protected by impenetrable barriers." -- Adolf Hitler [5]

Although Jesus Christ is a Jewish-invented thought-form that only exists on the astral plane, as "he" never existed as a man or Jewish god-man, the painful truth that many liberals who think of so-called "intolerance" and "bigotry" when they think of Christianity, do not want to realize is the following...

1) Jesus Christ was the PERFECT LIBERAL!

2) He taught mercy, compassion, unconditional love, generosity towards those less fortunate (whether they deserve such kindness or not), and tolerance.

3) He kept himself surrounded by his fan-club that consisted of the mentally-handicapped, the poor in spirit and the poor in wealth, the incompetent, rejects, cowards, misfits, the weak, the meek and submissive, societal outcasts, morons, criminals, losers, and the marginalized.

I realize that the truth about Christ's allies and his preferred company is inconvenient for many people who associate Christianity with "hate" and "oppression" at the hands of those who are stronger and more powerful, but that is YOUR problem.  Satanism rejects all who Christ would have befriended in those gospel fairy-tales.  If you don't like it, then leave it.  I refuse to continue to walk on eggshells in hopes that I don't offend the weak and the lesser elements of society.  Satanism is only for the survival and preservation of the strong, the mighty, and those who hate the Jewish people the most, as well as the destruction of any Gentile, Aryan or non-Aryan, who works for the removal of the White Aryan Race of Satan, or tries to stand in our way.

Something to understand and take into consideration is that during the time of Christ, as well as long before his time-frame, in the Aryan Pagan world, which practiced what I call primordial Nazism, which is the prototype for Satanism as we know it, today, homosexuals, properly known as the third sex, did not find themselves among the societal outcasts, criminals, or the marginalized, like they have after the enforcement of Christianity, Islam, and later, Communism.  I, myself, am third sex, which means that at least when speaking for myself and my brothers and sisters in Satan, heterosexual or homosexual, I am not speaking against any so-called "sexual minority" except for those who work for the destruction of Satan's White Aryan Race through race-mixing, and true sexual deviance, which isn't homosexuality, but people who are rapists, pedophiles, and other sexual criminals who betray the White Race by not being able to control their sexual impulses that harm one's self and others. 

During the time of Christ and long before his advent, Satanism, and therefore, primordial Nazism, was always inclusive of homosexuality and the third sex, but it did hold other people, such as rapists, pedophiles, and those who failed to adhere to the eugenics of the times, as sexual criminals.  The Jewish people who confuse the sexes of the Aryan Race have made a temporary reversal.  Initially, it was the Third Reich that accepted homosexuals, while it was Communism that criminalized homosexuality and counted homosexuals as "criminally insane."  Now, however, it is post-World War Two so-called "Neo-Nazism" that tends to reject homosexuality, while Communism now includes homosexuals as Party members because the Communists who pretend to be "enemies" of traditional Christianity, the Christianity of many of today's Neo-Nazis, claim that homosexuals are an "unpopular sexual minority."  The Jews and their Marxism have made a clever switcheroo that has left many clueless Gentiles completely baffled, while creating both Old and New Testament-styled backlashes against human sexuality.  As more and more White Aryan Men and Women awaken to our Satanic Destiny and come to their senses, balance, order, and justice will once again be restored.

It is a shame that there are people who call themselves "Satanists" who adhere to Liberalism, and are therefore, more true to Jesus Christ, the Marxist King of the Slaves, than most devout evangelical Christians are.  As we have covered in detail, there is absolutely no room for enemy Socialism, enemy Democracy, Communism, Liberalism, Political Correctness, or any other form of or extension of Christianity and Christian politics in true Satanism -- the Satanism of the literal, physically and spiritually-existing Satan. 

For the proper use of so-called "hatred" and other natural emotions that the White Aryan Race has been forbidden from tapping into when it comes to justice and re-claiming our collective Aryan throne on Satan's Earth, Satan will lead us in how to properly express these emotions in ways that are LEGAL and will not land us in prison.  Satan encourages rationality and logic, just like he advocates creativity and spirit.

In closing, earlier in this sermon where Nietzsche's death of the Jewish/Christian/Islamic false god is mentioned as a necessity in order for not only for there to be "gods but no God," which is the battle cry for the victory of Paganism [Satanism], not atheism, the promise from the Serpent of Satan, which promised eternal life and eternal mental, emotional, physical, and spiritual perfection for the White Aryan Race is being addressed.  To Satan's chosen initiates and representatives of the Aryan Race, Satan gives us the spiritual formula for obtaining true everlasting life and happiness, which the fictitious and worthless King of the Slaves, Jesus Christ, claims to offer in his gospels, but with knowledge comes the realization that Christ was only offering eternal life to his fellow Jews, and that the White Aryan Race is out of reach for Christ's "salvation" if one looks deeper into the words and sayings of Jesus.  The Jews who are initiated deep within the inner mysteries of Christianity are very much aware of this truth, and they know that when Christ, the Jewish messiah comes, he will annihilate all of the White Aryan Race of Satan, and reign over the non-White Gentile slaves.  You read this correctly.  Christ even hates the Gentiles who are Christians, even if they follow every single aspect of his so-called "religion" perfectly to the letter.

Not only did Satan father his White Aryan Race and give us spiritual upgrades to our DNA, the entire fable of "Adam" and "Eve" and the Serpent on the Tree of Knowledge is an allegory about Satan being our original Guru, and our first Yoga Instructor. 

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Reference:

[/B][1] Nietzsche, Prophet of Nazism:  The Cult of the Superman by Abir Taha p. 72

[/B][/B][2] ibid. pages 72-73

[/B][/B][/B][3] ibid. p. 74

[/B][/B][/B][/B][4] ibid. p. 77[/B]

[5] ibid. p. 77[/B]
 
I forgot something important in my initial sermon and my posting it here, as my sermon was centered around quotes from Nietzsche.  However, I needed to make a correction.  Here it is...

666/88!!

High Priest Jake Carlson

http://www.joyofsatan.com

The Third Sex Thule Society 666  

In light of the sermon above, there is something else that I must state...  Unlike the Jewish kikes and the non-White races, the White Aryan Race of Satan, like Satan and his Demons, are naturally inheritors of money, wealth, and material luxuries when balanced with our spiritual nature.  However, unlike the Jewish people who owned and operated the African Slave Trade, we, as the Aryan Race, made in Satan's image and likeness, do not need any kind of slaves in order to survive and prosper.  The ownership of slaves and the servile, is a strictly Jewish trait.

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In light of the sermon above, there is something else that I must state...  Unlike the Jewish kikes and the non-White races, the White Aryan Race of Satan, like Satan and his Demons, are naturally inheritors of money, wealth, and luxuries.  However, unlike the Jewish people who owned and operated the African Slave Trade, we, as the Aryan Race, made in Satan's image and likeness, do not need any kind of slaves in order to survive and prosper.  The ownership of slaves and the servile, is a strictly Jewish trait.[/B]

The White Aryan Race is the hardest-working Race that there is, and despite some of Nietzsche's views, as well as post-World War Two "Neo-Nazism's" views that have been influenced by Christianity and even Communism, we are naturally inheritors of money, wealth, prosperity, and material luxury.  Ever since the Jewish people and their human-hating alien spooks have invaded this planet, the Jews have reversed the natural order and have claimed money, wealth, and luxury as their own, without earning or deserving it, but stealing it instead.  On top of that, the Jews rely on slavery.  One time, Satan, himself, visited me face-to-face with a message about his White Aryan Race versus the Jews and their non-White slaves, and he said very clearly, "We ARE the Master Race, but we do NOT need slaves!"

It is the JEWS who feel that money, wealth, prosperity, happiness, and satisfaction are "tools of the Devil," as Satan is their Adversary, and we, the White Aryan Race are his people who inherit Satanic luxury as a part of our hard-working nature that is naturally an aspect of our Aryan blood.  There is NOTHING White about renouncing physical pleasures when we live a healthy balance between the physical and the spiritual.  The path of denunciation or "worldly pleasure" is of the Third World to the extreme, while the Jews live in their undeserved and unearned luxuries.  Spiritual Satanism and our National Socialism put an end to this unnatural, Jewish-induced disorderly, unbalanced living.  Satan does, indeed, lead to the straight path without a revealed book.
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@hammerofthegods_666  One thing which makes me sympathetic to liberalism is simply that I am lazy and like the idea of having a welfare state. (No I am not trolling). I am just being honest, I am White Aryan but naturally not hard working and I am mildly autistic although I exaggerated my autism before the doctors to get more disability money.

Because I have a lot of time, I do try to put as much of it as possible into power meditation and spiritually empowering myself. I am grateful to the society which enables me to do this but truth is I don't contribute anything back.

I don't have a lot of motivation in me for anything, I don't feel inspired towards pursuing any particular thing in life. I am autistic and tend to live in a fantasy world.

Another thing which makes me not so hostile towards liberalism is this issue of homosexuality, I am bisexual and have some unusual fetishes too.

Jake, it is all well and good you saying true NS is tolerant of homosexuals but your words on here do not match what I see and experience in the world. I am talking about gentiles, White Aryan gentiles, who are liberals which are tolerant and accepting of homosexuals and I see other White Aryan gentiles of the right wing, NS kind who are almost all hostile towards homosexuality.

That is what I see and experience in the world. That is the reality of my life when I encounter different people, real life experiences. And nowhere outside of the Joyofsatan do I know of any racial nationalist group of any kind which accepts my sexuality as it is.
You understand spiritual satanists are a tiny fraction of racial nationalists who are in turn a tiny fraction of the White population? You are well aware of this right? Besides spiritually, we have little to no influence in the world at this point. Our offline presence is non existent right now. And in my everyday life, I have to cooperate with people who are not SS.

You are third sex yourself, can you honestly tell me you yourself never feel like we are in an impossible position on this? I am supposed to be against the people who accept me (White liberals) and support and love the people who hate me (White nationalists + National Socialists). How? It is a total mindfuck to try and force myself to be that way!

And don't get me wrong, I do consider myself to be a White nationalist myself and the one thing I hate about liberals is the amount of non White immigration they are allowing into my homeland. But the right wing conservatives are hardly any better on this issue either.
 
The thing for you to never forget and never doubt is the impact that WE are making, and it is WE who have Satan and Adolf Hitler on our side.  The types of people you mentioned will either have to give up their Christian values and embrace Satanic National Socialism or be segregated from the new breed of a new and improved Aryan Race who rules planet Earth.

I know exactly how you feel about "biting the hand that feeds us" when it comes to the mentally-challenged Liberals who seem to be feeding us acceptance, while the Conservative Whites all seem to want those of us who are third sex to be dead.  To support those who hate us seems suicidal at best.  However, when all is said and done, EVERY LAST VESTIGE OF CHRISTIANS AND CHRISTIANITY WILL BE SEGREGATED FROM THE NEW AND IMPROVED ARYAN MASTERS AND LEFT TO DIE OFF IF THEY DON'T WAKE THE FUCK UP!!!!

Homosexuality and bi-sexuality are just as normal and natural as heterosexuality, albeit more from an inner shamanic experience that creates circuits and loops of inner spiritual power, while heterosexuality provides external offspring and outer experiences as well as outer manifestations of power.  This is hard to explain, but I know what I am talking about here.  Many people are too dense to see beyond what is obvious.  The Jews know how to manipulate Christians with Christian values and non-Christians with Christian values about things like homosexuality. 

Although homosexuality and bi-sexuality permeate all of the natural kingdom, it is also a part of humanity and is even embraced among the Aryan Gods and Goddesses in the same way that heterosexuality is embraced and seen as a natural part of the kingdom of animals, humans, and Gods/esses.  However, since people who are unbalanced only see the sexuality that provides physical offspring, and therefore physical, tangible "evidence" of the "superiority" of heterosexuality, and thus the "decadence" and "degeneracy" of homosexuality and bi-sexuality, the Jews know how to manipulate this and advertise and promote an unnatural version of human sexuality, both hetero and homo.  This Jewish-induced sexual chaos leads to gender warfare and the persecution of homo/bi-sexuality. 

But to address the issue you raised, it is the frowning upon of homo/bi-sexuality that is NOT normal OR natural, just like anyone who wants to stand in the way of people who are naturally heterosexual from providing future children of the White Aryan Race will be segregated from the new Aryan humanity and left to die off just like the incurable Christians and Communists.

The biggest problem is that several decades ago, the Jews decided to make a switcheroo and associate homosexuality with Marxist political correctness.  The homosexuals who are persecuted by traditional Christianity and related filth who gobble up the Marxism that seems to be an "alternative" to oppressive Christianity are at fault in the same way that those from the opposite end of the political spectrum gobble up anti-homosexual religion and politics.

We, at the Joy of Satan, with the help of Satan and the Gods of Hell, including Adolf Hitler, himself, will be loosening the ties that bind homo/bi-sexuals and heterosexuals alike, and balance and order will be restored and justice will be served.  Christianity and all Christian values of both the left and right wings will be a distant memory and a tragic lesson learned.  Like Adolf Hitler has told me, however, the Christians and Communists, alike, who are incurable will be isolated, segregated, and left to die off.  I know that might sound harsh to those who don't have as big of a problem with Christen-DUMB as I have, but tough shit.  Reality is a bitch.

The Marxist homosexuals will be corrected as well.  Please don't continue feeling the way you indicated that you feel, because if you do, then you are making a total cop-out over temporary inconveniences.  Things WILL change and we are making the difference that is needed.

As far as being lazy and unmotivated, when you wake up every day, why don't you try asking Satan and Adolf Hitler what you can do to help them out and then be open for direction?

The thing is that I KNOW how "crazy," "deluded," and "wrong" I look to both the Hitler-hating liberals and the Hitler-loving Christianized Nazi-wannabes, but I keep pressing on with the messages that both Satan and Adolf Hitler wish for me to share with my Aryan brothers and sisters whether they love me or hate me.  A point has come where I no longer care what other people think and I just do what the Gods, including Adolf Hitler tell me to do, as this is their cause that we are fighting for.  Like I said, please just don't cop-out or give up.  Laziness will also get you nowhere.  Once a person makes a habit out of helping Satan and Hitler, it becomes much easier to keep going.

666/88!!

High Priest Jake Carlson

http://www.joyofsatan.com

http://gbltthulesociety666.angelfire.com/about/
 
"Satanism is only for the survival and preservation of the strong, the mighty, and those who hate the Jewish people the most, as well as the destruction of any Gentile, Aryan or non-Aryan, who works for the removal of the White Aryan Race of Satan, or tries to stand in our way."

This is why our numbers are so few in comparison with the world's population. Those who come here and remain here (in the JOS) understand the immense nature of such a task an yet shoulder it gladly - the weak are numerous, the truly strong and elite are few.
 
I don't have any date, but the Anti-Christ will be returning when the time is right.  The key is to re-educate the masses, and as far as our current minority status is concerned, this is why it is such a mandatory duty for heterosexual couples of the White Race to have as many healthy children as is possible.  However, when I say this, I am taking into consideration the importance of the money that is needed to raise large, healthy families. 

Since it is wrong to put homosexuals or heterosexuals in situations that are contrary to their nature because of how the hatred between the sexes that follows such a feat, homosexual sperm donors whose blood comes back HIV-negative [the Jews created the HIV/AIDS virus among the White homosexual population in the United States] will be accepted, but it will be households with a loving female mother and loving male father that the children will be raised in, as every child needs to experience the parenthood of a loving biological mother and father.  This means that homosexuals have a different, but equally-important duty for the White Race, as well, which is to protect and secure the borders of White territories, as well as positions of leadership for those whose merit of character earns them such a position.  A sexual preference is not the judge of such positions.  Only one's character is, but the difference is that homosexuals who are not birthing and raising children otherwise have time on their hands that the heterosexual couples who are birthing and raising children will not have. Besides, nature has bestowed a different set of talents upon the different sexes and the different sexual preferences.

When the Anti-Christ returns, there won't be any reason for us to worry about such things, as he will make everything fall into place.  The White Race will be given the order to have large, healthy families.  We will also be given the means to do so that because of the Jews, many of us do not currently have the means, such as the wealth and prosperity for.  People need to have more faith in our race to wake up, as well as more faith in Satan and the Anti-Christ.

What's the point in being pessimistic?  This is the JOY of Satan!  The time will come when our minority of Satanic Aryan souls that I have mentioned and you have brought up will re-populate the Earth with only the best of the best, and we will be the MAJORITY.  Cheer up!

I am going to write a sermon that addresses the concerns that were made here tonight.

666/88!!

High Priest Jake Carlson

Joy of Satan

The Third Sex Thule Society 666  
 
One more thing that one can be optimistic about is that despite we do not have the exact date of when our Antichrist Adolf Hitler will come, is that it wont long too much and most of us will witness his coming and ascension to power. This post by her is very revealing:
"... You will know when the real one comes along. The time will come. You will know when it is here. For now, in the way of action, just make sure you participate in the upcoming rituals where we will be doing reverse torah rituals and learn everything you can. Right now, just stay away from any and all of that, as it can bring you more trouble than you know. Satan will reveal when the time comes. Our Anti-christ is definitely coming back. You will know beyond any doubt when he arrives."
https://groups.yahoo.com/neo/groups/Joy ... ges/123598
As for lack of motivation, this comes from a lack of Fire and Earth elements in one's soul, the solution for this is balancing the elements, no other excuse: http://www.joyofsatan.org/Satanic_Meditation.html
 
Aldric, good to see you in the Groups again. I, Mokarran ,am still here also. Nuf Said.
 
What if one does not desire to have physical children in any way? 
Yeah, I agree, this is the path of JOY. And I will make sure to have the joy to destroy the enemies of the Aryan race through and through. 
Revenge tastes so sweet at this hour. 
Hail  Satan, our Aryan father, forever!


---In [email protected], <hammerofthegods_666@... wrote :

I don't have any date, but the Anti-Christ will be returning when the time is right.  The key is to re-educate the masses, and as far as our current minority status is concerned, this is why it is such a mandatory duty for heterosexual couples of the White Race to have as many healthy children as is possible.  However, when I say this, I am taking into consideration the importance of the money that is needed to raise large, healthy families. 

Since it is wrong to put homosexuals or heterosexuals in situations that are contrary to their nature because of how the hatred between the sexes that follows such a feat, homosexual sperm donors whose blood comes back HIV-negative [the Jews created the HIV/AIDS virus among the White homosexual population in the United States] will be accepted, but it will be households with a loving female mother and loving male father that the children will be raised in, as every child needs to experience the parenthood of a loving biological mother and father.  This means that homosexuals have a different, but equally-important duty for the White Race, as well, which is to protect and secure the borders of White territories, as well as positions of leadership for those whose merit of character earns them such a position.  A sexual preference is not the judge of such positions.  Only one's character is, but the difference is that homosexuals who are not birthing and raising children otherwise have time on their hands that the heterosexual couples who are birthing and raising children will not have. Besides, nature has bestowed a different set of talents upon the different sexes and the different sexual preferences.

When the Anti-Christ returns, there won't be any reason for us to worry about such things, as he will make everything fall into place.  The White Race will be given the order to have large, healthy families.  We will also be given the means to do so that because of the Jews, many of us do not currently have the means, such as the wealth and prosperity for.  People need to have more faith in our race to wake up, as well as more faith in Satan and the Anti-Christ.

What's the point in being pessimistic?  This is the JOY of Satan!  The time will come when our minority of Satanic Aryan souls that I have mentioned and you have brought up will re-populate the Earth with only the best of the best, and we will be the MAJORITY.  Cheer up!

I am going to write a sermon that addresses the concerns that were made here tonight.

666/88!!

High Priest Jake Carlson

Joy of Satan

The Third Sex Thule Society 666  
 
I really was interested to read this addendum as it hit a nerve for me. I have always worked harder than most people I know and found it got me absolutely nowhere. It seemed I was doomed to be living under the poverty line for my entire life. Like figuring out how to actually make the talents and gifts I have mean something in a world where they are totally NOT valued - artists are typically some of the poorest of us, unless you sell out and become a graphic artist - and spend your days doing layouts for commercial ads for corporate fucks - well, that's how we thought of it - the Fine Artists in Art College...I studied Fine Art for four years. I had stars in my eyes - I wanted to do something wonderful and be a respected artist... and instead I struggled like mad and got nowhere. My Dad and I had a falling out over this (he refused to speak to me for five years) as he was furious I was going to Art College - he wanted me to go to secretarial school - they make REAL money - he said: If you insist on this, by the time you are thirty you will be a fucking LOSER!

I was told over and over to go get a 'real' job if I wanted a decent living. But I just couldn't do it. Oh, I tried a few times, and always within a year or two I would begin to go just absolutely fucking mental - start acting out in resentment at having to be forced into this box and be a slave - because that was the pure torture of it - I KNEW I was a slave - and inevitably I'd end up getting fired - because for me being an artist is something I AM, not what I WANT, and trying to deny who I was - even though it got me nowhere - made me go fucking CRAZY. So I would go back to trying so hard to 'make it' as an artist, living hand to mouth and going to food banks and soup kitchens.

I have struggled thus for, oh, well, a LONG fucking time. Lets just say. And so here's where I am going with this:

Since I dedicated to Satan I noticed something changed. I still try as hard as ever and work my fucking ass off to make something of my art. But what HAS changed, subtly at first and lately in a fucking landslide is that in the last few months and especially in Nov, Dec, I have been SHOWERED with money. I mean, normally December into Feb is the most miserable time for me as I usually am totally broke. And its not for lack of trying. I have tried and failed, tried and failed more times than I can even count. Others have told me I'm crazy to keep trying. They don't understand its like trying to tell an eagle it isn't supposed to fly - so it just keeps trying, not understanding it lives under an invisible net that keeps it down. It seemed the price I had to pay to be myself was to live in abject poverty. And I paid that price.

I remember someone telling me how if I really want to make money - if I farm out the production (because I also invent things) to a third world country, I can pay pennies on the dollar and make a fortune! And I said no way - I won't make money off the backs of slaves. he couldn't understand this and said I was throwing away a fortune. I said then so be it...NOW knowing what I know, I realize I really made the only decision I could have. You cannot justify a dollar if there is one person being held in bondage. I want to help people, not fuck them over.

I am part of an artists collective and have heard many, many times from the other artists I blow them away with how fucking hard I work at my craft. So anyhow, what has changed...

The amount of money that has been coming at me lately - from EVERY direction is more than I have ever seen in my life, so that's saying something. Shit, I am starting to cry (stops to wipe eyes). So what you are writing about how this is our natural inheritance (I am white aryan) - well, I had learned never expect to ever be rewarded for your work. EVER. But Satan actually rewards me! I just wanted to say something about that because I am so grateful. And blown away. He really is generous! I have never seen the like! Oh damn, stop crying! I can't see what I'm writing!

I can't wait for the parasites to be made an end of, and the natural order restored. For us all. Why the fuck should we do all the work and allow them to suck us dry for a second longer? I can't wait for our anti-christ.

Hail our Father Creator
Hail all the Gods of Hell
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Shaitan

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