serious question?

[mrred9801]

Hello, you all can call me Mr.red (preferred alias). I have a serious question to ask all who read this, I have been a Satanist since sixth grade and somewhere along the road I have been quite mentally disturbed (its not related to Satanism, Satanism has been the best thing to happen to me, it is just the way I was raised why I'm like this) Our lord Satan wishes for us to be happy and self fulfilled yes? But he also believes in justice yes? Well I am sociopathic and have multiple personalities (one is not to good) also chronic depression, but besides that, about three years ago one of my personalities became perverse and corrupt, every time i close my eye's I see blood and body's and people crying in pain from there body's being cut open and burned. I've been told that it's just my medicine acting up, but to me (part of me) what would make me truly happy is to become the greatest mass.mu. (cannot say actual words without getting in trouble but you get the picture) of all Time.
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What should I do?
I love lord Satan with what little I can (sociopathic, I cannot help it) but when I think of blood and other such things I just can't help myself from thinking of m.m.
Am I bad for these things even thou I cannot help it. Please someone, anyone, give me advice.
Mr.Red

 

[Aquarian Clown]

everything has a reason, if you are seeing those visions it must mean something , or it could be an attack , clean urself and do a daily protection meditation, thats an obstacle you have to overcome to progress , thats something you should understand by yourself to progress kay?

Hail Satan!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "mrred9801" <zackdale1089@... wrote:

Hello, you all can call me Mr.red (preferred alias). I have a serious question to ask all who read this, I have been a Satanist since sixth grade and somewhere along the road I have been quite mentally disturbed (its not related to Satanism, Satanism has been the best thing to happen to me, it is just the way I was raised why I'm like this) Our lord Satan wishes for us to be happy and self fulfilled yes? But he also believes in justice yes? Well I am sociopathic and have multiple personalities (one is not to good) also chronic depression, but besides that, about three years ago one of my personalities became perverse and corrupt, every time i close my eye's I see blood and body's and people crying in pain from there body's being cut open and burned. I've been told that it's just my medicine acting up, but to me (part of me) what would make me truly happy is to become the greatest mass.mu. (cannot say actual words without getting in trouble but you get the picture) of all Time.
.
.
What should I do?
I love lord Satan with what little I can (sociopathic, I cannot help it) but when I think of blood and other such things I just can't help myself from thinking of m.m.
Am I bad for these things even thou I cannot help it. Please someone, anyone, give me advice.
Mr.Red

 

[mrred9801]

Thank you for this advice, i will do just tha.
Hail Satan!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Aquarian Clown" <cape.tsoe@... wrote:

everything has a reason, if you are seeing those visions it must mean something , or it could be an attack , clean urself and do a daily protection meditation, thats an obstacle you have to overcome to progress , thats something you should understand by yourself to progress kay?

Hail Satan!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "mrred9801" <zackdale1089@ wrote:

Hello, you all can call me Mr.red (preferred alias). I have a serious question to ask all who read this, I have been a Satanist since sixth grade and somewhere along the road I have been quite mentally disturbed (its not related to Satanism, Satanism has been the best thing to happen to me, it is just the way I was raised why I'm like this) Our lord Satan wishes for us to be happy and self fulfilled yes? But he also believes in justice yes? Well I am sociopathic and have multiple personalities (one is not to good) also chronic depression, but besides that, about three years ago one of my personalities became perverse and corrupt, every time i close my eye's I see blood and body's and people crying in pain from there body's being cut open and burned. I've been told that it's just my medicine acting up, but to me (part of me) what would make me truly happy is to become the greatest mass.mu. (cannot say actual words without getting in trouble but you get the picture) of all Time.
.
.
What should I do?
I love lord Satan with what little I can (sociopathic, I cannot help it) but when I think of blood and other such things I just can't help myself from thinking of m.m.
Am I bad for these things even thou I cannot help it. Please someone, anyone, give me advice.
Mr.Red

 

[hailazazel]

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... ation.html

Mental illnesses will faint in time, if you meditate and stretch constantly under Satan's protection. He will guide you to a better, happier life. We all come to Satanism with different mental disorders, hangups, etc. I suffer from chronic depression too. But I will get out of it, with consistent meditation and yoga. Keep strong in Father Satan. You can pray for him always, doing rituals.
While xians are so deluded into their spell of hoaxianity, believeing mistakenly that jewsus will save them, we save ourselves, through power meditation. You will heal yourself in time.

HAIL SATAN!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "mrred9801" <zackdale1089@... wrote:

Hello, you all can call me Mr.red (preferred alias). I have a serious question to ask all who read this, I have been a Satanist since sixth grade and somewhere along the road I have been quite mentally disturbed (its not related to Satanism, Satanism has been the best thing to happen to me, it is just the way I was raised why I'm like this) Our lord Satan wishes for us to be happy and self fulfilled yes? But he also believes in justice yes? Well I am sociopathic and have multiple personalities (one is not to good) also chronic depression, but besides that, about three years ago one of my personalities became perverse and corrupt, every time i close my eye's I see blood and body's and people crying in pain from there body's being cut open and burned. I've been told that it's just my medicine acting up, but to me (part of me) what would make me truly happy is to become the greatest mass.mu. (cannot say actual words without getting in trouble but you get the picture) of all Time.
.
.
What should I do?
I love lord Satan with what little I can (sociopathic, I cannot help it) but when I think of blood and other such things I just can't help myself from thinking of m.m.
Am I bad for these things even thou I cannot help it. Please someone, anyone, give me advice.
Mr.Red

 

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http://groups.yahoo.com/group/JoyofSata ... sage/87308

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hailazazel" <hailazazel@... wrote:

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... ation.html

Mental illnesses will faint in time, if you meditate and stretch constantly under Satan's protection. He will guide you to a better, happier life. We all come to Satanism with different mental disorders, hangups, etc. I suffer from chronic depression too. But I will get out of it, with consistent meditation and yoga. Keep strong in Father Satan. You can pray for him always, doing rituals.
While xians are so deluded into their spell of hoaxianity, believeing mistakenly that jewsus will save them, we save ourselves, through power meditation. You will heal yourself in time.

HAIL SATAN!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "mrred9801" <zackdale1089@ wrote:

Hello, you all can call me Mr.red (preferred alias). I have a serious question to ask all who read this, I have been a Satanist since sixth grade and somewhere along the road I have been quite mentally disturbed (its not related to Satanism, Satanism has been the best thing to happen to me, it is just the way I was raised why I'm like this) Our lord Satan wishes for us to be happy and self fulfilled yes? But he also believes in justice yes? Well I am sociopathic and have multiple personalities (one is not to good) also chronic depression, but besides that, about three years ago one of my personalities became perverse and corrupt, every time i close my eye's I see blood and body's and people crying in pain from there body's being cut open and burned. I've been told that it's just my medicine acting up, but to me (part of me) what would make me truly happy is to become the greatest mass.mu. (cannot say actual words without getting in trouble but you get the picture) of all Time.
.
.
What should I do?
I love lord Satan with what little I can (sociopathic, I cannot help it) but when I think of blood and other such things I just can't help myself from thinking of m.m.
Am I bad for these things even thou I cannot help it. Please someone, anyone, give me advice.
Mr.Red