separation from your soul mate

[Brian]

Many of you in the group,talk about how you really want to find your true soul mate.Well let me share some of the experiences,that Raven and I are witnessing.The old saying,"be careful what you ask for" is so true in this case.Raven doesn't graduate till May,and we both know that we need to wait till then,for me to go and get her,and bring her home to Alabama,to be with me.But the pain of our present separation,is sometimes too hard for either of us to bear.even though we video chat all we can.So my suggestion is if, you ask for Father to bring your Satanic soul mate into your life.Just be aware that to be separated from them,causes great pain,and is very hard to deal with at times.Now I know that it is nothing compared to the joy,we are going to experience in 4 months,but I am posting this to make you aware of what it can be like,to find your true Satanic soul mate.The sacrifice that we are both making right now,is going to make for a wonderful life,and a strong Satanic household.But be aware of the timing too.

Hail Satan

 

[nevinbennetch]

I want to find my soul mate and asked father Satan to help me out but I don't want to just sit and wait. What can I do and how will I know when I do meet him? And can the bond of soul mates be between those of the same gender?

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Brian" <briangibbons20@... wrote:

Many of you in the group,talk about how you really want to find your true soul mate.Well let me share some of the experiences,that Raven and I are witnessing.The old saying,"be careful what you ask for" is so true in this case.Raven doesn't graduate till May,and we both know that we need to wait till then,for me to go and get her,and bring her home to Alabama,to be with me.But the pain of our present separation,is sometimes too hard for either of us to bear.even though we video chat all we can.So my suggestion is if, you ask for Father to bring your Satanic soul mate into your life.Just be aware that to be separated from them,causes great pain,and is very hard to deal with at times.Now I know that it is nothing compared to the joy,we are going to experience in 4 months,but I am posting this to make you aware of what it can be like,to find your true Satanic soul mate.The sacrifice that we are both making right now,is going to make for a wonderful life,and a strong Satanic household.But be aware of the timing too.

Hail Satan

 

[tjs4satan]

I have been in many painful relationships,

Most of them I thought it was my soul mate. or someone that wouldnt fuck me over.

but every sing one of them have hurt me is such a way.

I am not trying to bring my problems into the groups.

But I was going to ask Father Satan something along those lines of bringing someone into my life that wont hurt me.

First off, my mother abandoned me, and I have always had problems with females.

But even worse is when I find someone I truly love. I get betrayed, lied to, broken promises, broken hearts such and such.

I am trying to not turn cold from all of this psychological and emmotional abuse.

I dont know what to do.

I just want a healthy relationship, truthful with no betrayal and no lies,

I have been cheated on and seen my 'loved' ones go to other guys to many times...

My most recent relationship, which is over. I had to endure her living under the same roof as me, while she left me to go with who I called my bestfriend at the time,
they were in a bdsm relationship together. and it was really unbearable. had to watch her be his slave.
really painful.

That isnt even the worst part..

But the worst part is over. and I have just trying to heal.

It is really frustrating as I do not want to feel this way or these negative emmotions anymore.

I dont believe my visuallization is good enough to successfully break her tie to my aura yet.

Dont get me wrong I am not wanting to seem like I am Venting, thats the least thing I want to do, is burden anyone with my problems that doesnt need it.

Although any advice would be wonderful.


side note* Does having Venus in Pisces have anything to do with this?

I have the Sun Venus and Saturn in Pisces.

HAIL SATAN!!!!!!!!!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Brian" <briangibbons20@... wrote:

Many of you in the group,talk about how you really want to find your true soul mate.Well let me share some of the experiences,that Raven and I are witnessing.The old saying,"be careful what you ask for" is so true in this case.Raven doesn't graduate till May,and we both know that we need to wait till then,for me to go and get her,and bring her home to Alabama,to be with me.But the pain of our present separation,is sometimes too hard for either of us to bear.even though we video chat all we can.So my suggestion is if, you ask for Father to bring your Satanic soul mate into your life.Just be aware that to be separated from them,causes great pain,and is very hard to deal with at times.Now I know that it is nothing compared to the joy,we are going to experience in 4 months,but I am posting this to make you aware of what it can be like,to find your true Satanic soul mate.The sacrifice that we are both making right now,is going to make for a wonderful life,and a strong Satanic household.But be aware of the timing too.

Hail Satan

 

[C Y]

So, what you want is to have a good and healthy relation ship? I would recommend programming the aura to attract some one in your life.
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/AURA.html

And i would definitely do this, first:
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/JoyofSata ... sage/40921

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "tjs4satan" <tjs4satan@... wrote:

I have been in many painful relationships,

Most of them I thought it was my soul mate. or someone that wouldnt fuck me over.

but every sing one of them have hurt me is such a way.

I am not trying to bring my problems into the groups.

But I was going to ask Father Satan something along those lines of bringing someone into my life that wont hurt me.

First off, my mother abandoned me, and I have always had problems with females.

But even worse is when I find someone I truly love. I get betrayed, lied to, broken promises, broken hearts such and such.

I am trying to not turn cold from all of this psychological and emmotional abuse.

I dont know what to do.

I just want a healthy relationship, truthful with no betrayal and no lies,

I have been cheated on and seen my 'loved' ones go to other guys to many times...

My most recent relationship, which is over. I had to endure her living under the same roof as me, while she left me to go with who I called my bestfriend at the time,
they were in a bdsm relationship together. and it was really unbearable. had to watch her be his slave.
really painful.

That isnt even the worst part..

But the worst part is over. and I have just trying to heal.

It is really frustrating as I do not want to feel this way or these negative emmotions anymore.

I dont believe my visuallization is good enough to successfully break her tie to my aura yet.

Dont get me wrong I am not wanting to seem like I am Venting, thats the least thing I want to do, is burden anyone with my problems that doesnt need it.

Although any advice would be wonderful.


side note* Does having Venus in Pisces have anything to do with this?

I have the Sun Venus and Saturn in Pisces.

HAIL SATAN!!!!!!!!!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Brian" <briangibbons20@ wrote:

Many of you in the group,talk about how you really want to find your true soul mate.Well let me share some of the experiences,that Raven and I are witnessing.The old saying,"be careful what you ask for" is so true in this case.Raven doesn't graduate till May,and we both know that we need to wait till then,for me to go and get her,and bring her home to Alabama,to be with me.But the pain of our present separation,is sometimes too hard for either of us to bear.even though we video chat all we can.So my suggestion is if, you ask for Father to bring your Satanic soul mate into your life.Just be aware that to be separated from them,causes great pain,and is very hard to deal with at times.Now I know that it is nothing compared to the joy,we are going to experience in 4 months,but I am posting this to make you aware of what it can be like,to find your true Satanic soul mate.The sacrifice that we are both making right now,is going to make for a wonderful life,and a strong Satanic household.But be aware of the timing too.

Hail Satan

 

[C Y]

You know it could have been far more easier if you could list the problems that you need advise with. I had to literally think about what you wanted and hopefully is what you want.

Hope i helped you, somehow.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "tjs4satan" <tjs4satan@... wrote:

I have been in many painful relationships,

Most of them I thought it was my soul mate. or someone that wouldnt fuck me over.

but every sing one of them have hurt me is such a way.

I am not trying to bring my problems into the groups.

But I was going to ask Father Satan something along those lines of bringing someone into my life that wont hurt me.

First off, my mother abandoned me, and I have always had problems with females.

But even worse is when I find someone I truly love. I get betrayed, lied to, broken promises, broken hearts such and such.

I am trying to not turn cold from all of this psychological and emmotional abuse.

I dont know what to do.

I just want a healthy relationship, truthful with no betrayal and no lies,

I have been cheated on and seen my 'loved' ones go to other guys to many times...

My most recent relationship, which is over. I had to endure her living under the same roof as me, while she left me to go with who I called my bestfriend at the time,
they were in a bdsm relationship together. and it was really unbearable. had to watch her be his slave.
really painful.

That isnt even the worst part..

But the worst part is over. and I have just trying to heal.

It is really frustrating as I do not want to feel this way or these negative emmotions anymore.

I dont believe my visuallization is good enough to successfully break her tie to my aura yet.

Dont get me wrong I am not wanting to seem like I am Venting, thats the least thing I want to do, is burden anyone with my problems that doesnt need it.

Although any advice would be wonderful.


side note* Does having Venus in Pisces have anything to do with this?

I have the Sun Venus and Saturn in Pisces.

HAIL SATAN!!!!!!!!!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Brian" <briangibbons20@ wrote:

Many of you in the group,talk about how you really want to find your true soul mate.Well let me share some of the experiences,that Raven and I are witnessing.The old saying,"be careful what you ask for" is so true in this case.Raven doesn't graduate till May,and we both know that we need to wait till then,for me to go and get her,and bring her home to Alabama,to be with me.But the pain of our present separation,is sometimes too hard for either of us to bear.even though we video chat all we can.So my suggestion is if, you ask for Father to bring your Satanic soul mate into your life.Just be aware that to be separated from them,causes great pain,and is very hard to deal with at times.Now I know that it is nothing compared to the joy,we are going to experience in 4 months,but I am posting this to make you aware of what it can be like,to find your true Satanic soul mate.The sacrifice that we are both making right now,is going to make for a wonderful life,and a strong Satanic household.But be aware of the timing too.

Hail Satan

 

[tjs4satan]

You helped a lot.

I am going to wait to do these, by finishing up my other 40 day workings first (the ones against vatican, and deflection of negetive energy back to the vatican)

I also would feel more comfortable if I wait until I can visualize colors more efficiently

still pretty horrible at that.

My problems are I tend to get to emmotionally overwelmed in a relationship. like I would be willing to do anything to make the other happy, but in turn they do not feel the same, or maybe I move to fast.
Its not that I want to, I link think problem to the fact I really virtually had no mother. nor female friends.

I either get attatched so to speak, and very protective, or I am very cautious as I do not want to get hurt.

Before I came to SS I do not think I ever could control these feelings,

But now I can control them, but they still do bother me terribly, as my last relationship still has a grasp on my and it is tearing away at my soul.
I just want all of the bullshit to stop honestly. Just need the pain to go away.
I also think I need to remove aura connections from my aura the only problem I have with this is my difficulties with visuallizing.
This I know is related to me having Saturn in Pisces.

is there a kabalic square I could do, maybe venus?

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "C Y" <yc28@... wrote:

You know it could have been far more easier if you could list the problems that you need advise with. I had to literally think about what you wanted and hopefully is what you want.

Hope i helped you, somehow.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "tjs4satan" <tjs4satan@ wrote:

I have been in many painful relationships,

Most of them I thought it was my soul mate. or someone that wouldnt fuck me over.

but every sing one of them have hurt me is such a way.

I am not trying to bring my problems into the groups.

But I was going to ask Father Satan something along those lines of bringing someone into my life that wont hurt me.

First off, my mother abandoned me, and I have always had problems with females.

But even worse is when I find someone I truly love. I get betrayed, lied to, broken promises, broken hearts such and such.

I am trying to not turn cold from all of this psychological and emmotional abuse.

I dont know what to do.

I just want a healthy relationship, truthful with no betrayal and no lies,

I have been cheated on and seen my 'loved' ones go to other guys to many times...

My most recent relationship, which is over. I had to endure her living under the same roof as me, while she left me to go with who I called my bestfriend at the time,
they were in a bdsm relationship together. and it was really unbearable. had to watch her be his slave.
really painful.

That isnt even the worst part..

But the worst part is over. and I have just trying to heal.

It is really frustrating as I do not want to feel this way or these negative emmotions anymore.

I dont believe my visuallization is good enough to successfully break her tie to my aura yet.

Dont get me wrong I am not wanting to seem like I am Venting, thats the least thing I want to do, is burden anyone with my problems that doesnt need it.

Although any advice would be wonderful.


side note* Does having Venus in Pisces have anything to do with this?

I have the Sun Venus and Saturn in Pisces.

HAIL SATAN!!!!!!!!!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Brian" <briangibbons20@ wrote:

Many of you in the group,talk about how you really want to find your true soul mate.Well let me share some of the experiences,that Raven and I are witnessing.The old saying,"be careful what you ask for" is so true in this case.Raven doesn't graduate till May,and we both know that we need to wait till then,for me to go and get her,and bring her home to Alabama,to be with me.But the pain of our present separation,is sometimes too hard for either of us to bear.even though we video chat all we can.So my suggestion is if, you ask for Father to bring your Satanic soul mate into your life.Just be aware that to be separated from them,causes great pain,and is very hard to deal with at times.Now I know that it is nothing compared to the joy,we are going to experience in 4 months,but I am posting this to make you aware of what it can be like,to find your true Satanic soul mate.The sacrifice that we are both making right now,is going to make for a wonderful life,and a strong Satanic household.But be aware of the timing too.

Hail Satan

 

[Don1]

Gibbons you and your infiltrator wife where both banned for a long list of kike-like, shit.


You might as well just go away now. So I don't have to take the time to have you banned, you both have wasted enough of good peoples time already. Just because you put a 20 infront of your name does not change anything.

Don't let the lid hit you in the ass on your way out. Back into the garbage can you crawled out of.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Brian" <briangibbons20@... wrote:

Many of you in the group,talk about how you really want to find your true soul mate.Well let me share some of the experiences,that Raven and I are witnessing.The old saying,"be careful what you ask for" is so true in this case.Raven doesn't graduate till May,and we both know that we need to wait till then,for me to go and get her,and bring her home to Alabama,to be with me.But the pain of our present separation,is sometimes too hard for either of us to bear.even though we video chat all we can.So my suggestion is if, you ask for Father to bring your Satanic soul mate into your life.Just be aware that to be separated from them,causes great pain,and is very hard to deal with at times.Now I know that it is nothing compared to the joy,we are going to experience in 4 months,but I am posting this to make you aware of what it can be like,to find your true Satanic soul mate.The sacrifice that we are both making right now,is going to make for a wonderful life,and a strong Satanic household.But be aware of the timing too.

Hail Satan

 

[Jessica Lee]

Sometimes you just have to stop looking for the person and let them find you. I am like that with men because my real father left me and started over and my step father controlled me. So I either become so attached it scares them away or I'm so cold they can't see that I'm only protecting myself. But my hubby changed that he is very understanding and passionate when I need it and distant when I need it. It took me along time to see that's what I needed.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "tjs4satan" <tjs4satan@... wrote:

You helped a lot.

I am going to wait to do these, by finishing up my other 40 day workings first (the ones against vatican, and deflection of negetive energy back to the vatican)

I also would feel more comfortable if I wait until I can visualize colors more efficient'ill pretty horrible at that.

My problems are I tend to get to emmotionally overwelmed in a relationship. like I would be willing to do anything to make the other happy, but in turn they do not feel the same, or maybe I move to fast.
Its not that I want to, I link think problem to the fact I really virtually had no mother. nor female friends.

I either get attatched so to speak, and very protective, or I am very cautious as I do not want to get hurt.

Before I came to SS I do not think I ever could control these feelings,

But now I can control them, but they still do bother me terribly, as my last relationship still has a grasp on my and it is tearing away at my soul.
I just want all of the bullshit to stop honestly. Just need the pain to go away.
I also think I need to remove aura connections from my aura the only problem I have with this is my difficulties with visuallizing.
This I know is related to me having Saturn in Pisces.

is there a kabalic square I could do, maybe venus?

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "C Y" <yc28@ wrote:

You know it could have been far more easier if you could list the problems that you need advise with. I had to literally think about what you wanted and hopefully is what you want.

Hope i helped you, somehow.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "tjs4satan" <tjs4satan@ wrote:

I have been in many painful relationships,

Most of them I thought it was my soul mate. or someone that wouldnt fuck me over.

but every sing one of them have hurt me is such a way.

I am not trying to bring my problems into the groups.

But I was going to ask Father Satan something along those lines of bringing someone into my life that wont hurt me.

First off, my mother abandoned me, and I have always had problems with females.

But even worse is when I find someone I truly love. I get betrayed, lied to, broken promises, broken hearts such and such.

I am trying to not turn cold from all of this psychological and emmotional abuse.

I dont know what to do.

I just want a healthy relationship, truthful with no betrayal and no lies,

I have been cheated on and seen my 'loved' ones go to other guys to many times...

My most recent relationship, which is over. I had to endure her living under the same roof as me, while she left me to go with who I called my bestfriend at the time,
they were in a bdsm relationship together. and it was really unbearable. had to watch her be his slave.
really painful.

That isnt even the worst part..

But the worst part is over. and I have just trying to heal.

It is really frustrating as I do not want to feel this way or these negative emmotions anymore.

I dont believe my visuallization is good enough to successfully break her tie to my aura yet.

Dont get me wrong I am not wanting to seem like I am Venting, thats the least thing I want to do, is burden anyone with my problems that doesnt need it.

Although any advice would be wonderful.


side note* Does having Venus in Pisces have anything to do with this?

I have the Sun Venus and Saturn in Pisces.

HAIL SATAN!!!!!!!!!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Brian" <briangibbons20@ wrote:

Many of you in the group,talk about how you really want to find your true soul mate.Well let me share some of the experiences,that Raven and I are witnessing.The old saying,"be careful what you ask for" is so true in this case.Raven doesn't graduate till May,and we both know that we need to wait till then,for me to go and get her,and bring her home to Alabama,to be with me.But the pain of our present separation,is sometimes too hard for either of us to bear.even though we video chat all we can.So my suggestion is if, you ask for Father to bring your Satanic soul mate into your life.Just be aware that to be separated from them,causes great pain,and is very hard to deal with at times.Now I know that it is nothing compared to the joy,we are going to experience in 4 months,but I am posting this to make you aware of what it can be like,to find your true Satanic soul mate.The sacrifice that we are both making right now,is going to make for a wonderful life,and a strong Satanic household.But be aware of the timing too.

Hail Satan