Oresa Olora1
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Heyo friends and family,Just a few moments ago I was in deep thought, and then something from a few years ago popped into my mind. From an early age I was able to see entities and energy and other things, but I never though of any of it to be abnormal or different from what others could see, however, that's not what this is about.
At about the age of 6 or 7, I was looking under my bed, in deep concentration, directing my sight only on one box that I could see. It was a Lego set that I had at the time, weighing about 5 kilograms and fully packed with every piece correctly placed inside of the box. From what I can remember, I had no physical feeling outside of my body and I was not moving about. I was staring at the box for what seemed like only a few minutes but ultimately took over 30 minutes of my time. Just as I was regaining consciousness from the trance-like state I was in, a thought popped into my mind with regards to the box. I remember this part like it just happened, as I thought about moving my left arm out from underneath my face, the box suddenly moved in the left hand direction in relation to the position of my body, without any form of physical manifestation or magnetic interference moving the box.
At the time I always wanted to have some kind of ability like telekinesis just because I thought it was cool and something that other people wouldn't be able to do. But when this event occurred, I quite literally almost shat myself and never wanted to think about why the box moved. Another thing to add, I was also quite afraid of the paranormal thanks to corrupted sources and the likes telling about how ghosts would kill me and basically just to fear them. Up until that very day, I had experienced things around me happening that just seemed like they shouldn't be possible, things moving of their own accord, radio's turning on without warning (although that only happened twice that I can remember), etc. After that day however, it started becoming extremely rare for things that I had previously experienced on what seemed like a normal basis to happen maybe even once a month.
When I finally found Satanism around 2 years ago, I started noticing an increase in these happenings again. I'm no longer scared of paranormal things nor of abilities I may gain over time, but now that these things have been returning with constant meditation and gaining new knowledge, I'm left with the question; did I suppress or block out abilities that I had been forming from early childhood? I've never been a Christian, nor have I been baptised by Christians so I guess I have that going for me in terms of not completely suppressing myself and cursing myself. Also, if I was developing these abilities, would there be some way of finding out how to undo the suppression I put upon myself? That one is a question I would ask my GD, however, I have no idea who my GD is, nor if they have tried to contact me.
I was in contact with Father Satan on the astral for a few minutes about 3 weeks ago, so I'll also try to contact Father again to see what he has to say about this. If I am able to contact him and find out valuable information, I may be able to use that to help others who are in a similar situation to myself.
Thank you for taking the time out to read this, and thank you in advance for any suggestions or feedback you may have.
Hail Satan!Heil Hitler!
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At about the age of 6 or 7, I was looking under my bed, in deep concentration, directing my sight only on one box that I could see. It was a Lego set that I had at the time, weighing about 5 kilograms and fully packed with every piece correctly placed inside of the box. From what I can remember, I had no physical feeling outside of my body and I was not moving about. I was staring at the box for what seemed like only a few minutes but ultimately took over 30 minutes of my time. Just as I was regaining consciousness from the trance-like state I was in, a thought popped into my mind with regards to the box. I remember this part like it just happened, as I thought about moving my left arm out from underneath my face, the box suddenly moved in the left hand direction in relation to the position of my body, without any form of physical manifestation or magnetic interference moving the box.
At the time I always wanted to have some kind of ability like telekinesis just because I thought it was cool and something that other people wouldn't be able to do. But when this event occurred, I quite literally almost shat myself and never wanted to think about why the box moved. Another thing to add, I was also quite afraid of the paranormal thanks to corrupted sources and the likes telling about how ghosts would kill me and basically just to fear them. Up until that very day, I had experienced things around me happening that just seemed like they shouldn't be possible, things moving of their own accord, radio's turning on without warning (although that only happened twice that I can remember), etc. After that day however, it started becoming extremely rare for things that I had previously experienced on what seemed like a normal basis to happen maybe even once a month.
When I finally found Satanism around 2 years ago, I started noticing an increase in these happenings again. I'm no longer scared of paranormal things nor of abilities I may gain over time, but now that these things have been returning with constant meditation and gaining new knowledge, I'm left with the question; did I suppress or block out abilities that I had been forming from early childhood? I've never been a Christian, nor have I been baptised by Christians so I guess I have that going for me in terms of not completely suppressing myself and cursing myself. Also, if I was developing these abilities, would there be some way of finding out how to undo the suppression I put upon myself? That one is a question I would ask my GD, however, I have no idea who my GD is, nor if they have tried to contact me.
I was in contact with Father Satan on the astral for a few minutes about 3 weeks ago, so I'll also try to contact Father again to see what he has to say about this. If I am able to contact him and find out valuable information, I may be able to use that to help others who are in a similar situation to myself.
Thank you for taking the time out to read this, and thank you in advance for any suggestions or feedback you may have.
Hail Satan!Heil Hitler!
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