Satan's Devotion , The Gotia and Half-Demons?

[kogekun1]

Well im new to this whole satanic thing so please try to bear with me.
Ok i have a couple of questions that i would ask and here they are.

Q I havnt devoted myslef to Satan but i still want proof of him
and his demons because i am very skeptical about this.
my question is will Satan or his demons show thereselfs to me
if i am not devoted?

Q Ive been reading heavily alot about Saten and demons
and i came across a book called " The Goetia " should i be reading
this book?

Q If you do become a master of demonology is it possable to become
part demon? and if it was would this make a demon mad for asking
for such a thing? and also what would be the benifits of this?