chuckdomok
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- Oct 19, 2007
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Hello all! I have discovered my true "calling" aprroximately 3 years ago. Since then I have been incessantly searching, studying, learning all I could. Recently, I stumbled upon Joy Of Satan. Wow! This site certainly threw a monkeywrench (in a good way) into my whole outlook. My question/concern here is this: I consider my self an intelligent, educated, rational person. I do not come from a religious family, but we've always been labeled Catholic, though never practicing. Whatever. It is so difficult for a person like myself to "succumb" to something "other worldly". I do have to say what JoS has to say is incredibly informative and intriguing, but, can someone PLEASE understand my position?! If I have rejected spiritual Xianity all my life, how can I subscribe to spiritual Satanism? I am in need of tangibles. How can I truly experiance something valid? Some sort of proof? Please don't say faith! That word is ridiculous and old. Do you understand my conflict? I have alaways liver in the real, the actual, the tangible, all the while never rejecting the likely possibility of forces greater than my/our own. Please advise on how to take that "first" step. Thank you!