chuckdomok
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- Oct 19, 2007
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Hello all!  I have discovered my true "calling" aprroximately 3 years ago.  Since then I have been incessantly searching, studying, learning all I could.  Recently, I stumbled upon Joy Of Satan.  Wow!  This site certainly threw a monkeywrench (in a good way) into my whole outlook.  My question/concern here is this:  I consider my self an intelligent, educated, rational person.  I do not come from a religious family, but we've always been labeled Catholic, though never practicing.  Whatever.  It is so difficult for a person like myself to "succumb" to something "other worldly".  I do have to say what JoS has to say is incredibly informative and intriguing, but, can someone PLEASE understand my position?!  If I have rejected spiritual Xianity all my life, how can I subscribe to spiritual Satanism?  I am in need of tangibles.  How can I truly experiance something valid?  Some sort of proof?  Please don't say faith!  That word is ridiculous and old.  Do you understand my conflict?  I have alaways liver in the real, the actual, the tangible, all the while never rejecting the likely possibility of forces greater than my/our own.  Please advise on how to take that "first" step.  Thank you!
				
			 
		
	 
						 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		