Request To Veterans (in regards of Destruction Ritual)

[infernal.knight]

especially to whom consistently participating in Destruction Ritual or to High Priest/Priestess (tho, i understand you are busy, so im hoping for other veterans suggestions or recommendations instead)
im requesting for Destruction Ritual that can be performed anytime or any day that doesnt require absolute planetary or timing condition and repetition of days to be performed.

the reason for this is that, i have joined the cause of SS for several years ago and since then i have meditating and participated to group ritual as much as possible but
just years ago, i moved to other country and decided to stay on my auntie's place temporary until i saved money for independent living.
while i was at auntie's place i dont have privacy or a silent place to meditate or to perform ritual
and that happened for over a year.... (but honestly, this is probably just my pathetic excuse to not meditate since i dont find meditation interesting to do but rather just a responsibility to train)

even before, despite of my consistent meditation training (several months for at least 2hrs a day)  little or none the result i get, still probably my stubbornness and pride simply dont want to give up no matter how i dont like to meditate 

now after year of inconsistent training i feel like even my stubbornness was broken and completely lost my pace on training
but currently i was moved out from auntie's place and living on my own rented apartment
so i dont have anymore excuse to not meditate but like i said above i completely lost my pace its really requires seriously amount dedication to bring back my stubbornness to train no matter how less the result is 

so in order to make up for wasted time and inactivity on group rituals
i decided try performing Destruction as much as possible by means "everyday"
i may not be a strong and well trained like other veterans but even a like me probably performing multiple destruction rituals might able to raise a power enough to cause damage to enemies

i dont really asking for full step by step destruction ritual but some thing i can use for basis like what would be the best target and affirmation to be used, something like that

recently i read a sermon that contains 
weaks are not needed but strong warriors or something similar to that phrase

i feel very offended
i feel offended because it is indeed undeniably i am still WEAK
and definitely im one of those making pathetic excuse to not train
but as time goes by, i keep seeing the despicable violence caused by the enemies....
this HATRED begins to become more and more personal
i just cant stop blame them for this absurd system of society we have

WHY IS THAT NO MATTER HOW I WORK HARD, IT SEEMS ITS WORTHLESS?
WHY IS THAT INNOCENT MUST GO TO JAIL AND CRIMINALS GOES FREE?
WHY IS THAT THIS SUPPOSED LAW IS NOT PROTECTING PEOPLE BUT GREEDS?
WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY 
why is that everyone acting as if nothing is cannot be fix?
why is i cant do anything about it?

my guilt build up to the limit that i cant just look back anymore
time to go back to fight for cause
so what if im weak compared to other
so what if my training not working wellso what if im belong low class society

i want to fight

HAIL TO ALL SS COMRADES!!
HAIL TO ALL GODS AND GODDESSES OF DUATS!!
HAIL FATHER SATAN!!

 

[call_me_something_else]

If you're serious about this, then, you'll just have to put in the effort and consistently meditate.

Everybody wants to be a Spiritual Satanist, until it comes to doing what Spiritual Satanists actually do.

Get to work. Put in the effort.

Hail Satan!

 

[infernal.knight]

i will

 

[satanicninja]

This is the current group ritual we are doing:

Rip them apart, to Victory and BEYOND! : JoS Astrology  

 

[lucius_montague]

Dear brother "Infernal.Knight",
I feel you took the saying, "We need warriors, not weaklings", a little to much to heart. Remember that ALL OF US come at different levels of spiritual power and more often than not our strongest started out as some of the weakest (personal experiences here).
As for your worry about getting back into pace, know that each forty-days the soul reaches a type of "check/save point" if you will. High Priest HoodedCobra wrote on this when I was newly dedicated. Your soul is in the same strength you stopped at. The soul doesn't digress in that way. Also do not trouble yourself over not being as strong as you wish to be. I, especially, know the hardship of needing patience but you just have to muscle through it. It warms my heart to see your eagerness and yearning though. I have no doubt that once you put aside your notion of impatience and dramatic-emotional-antics (taking offence and being upset with yourself) that you'll be one of our strongest yet.
If however you are still looking for a daily destruction ritual to do, rather than focus entirely on your spiritual evolution, here is the one most of us warriors use:Chant Thurisaz or Hagalaz (9 times)(THH-OO-RRR-EE-ZZ-AHH-ZZZ)(HAAH-GAAH-LAAH-ZZZ)Then state the affirmation: "Israel and all the Jewish race of people are permanently and completely destroyed on every and all levels of existence."
*This does not require special planetary timings but should be done like everyday to help us out.*
Hail to Odin, All-Father! Hail to Lady Agares! Hail to our Legions and the Forces of Hell!

 

[clifford bentley]

Daily I am committed to Satan, therefore will put in the work needed to achieve, where I need to be. 

On 26 Jul 2015 21:41, "no.state@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  If you're serious about this, then, you'll just have to put in the effort and consistently meditate.

Everybody wants to be a Spiritual Satanist, until it comes to doing what Spiritual Satanists actually do.

Get to work. Put in the effort.

Hail Satan!